Dream About Celebrity Drake Floating On Boat

I had another dream too, I can’t remember everything but it’s like I was friends with the celebrity drake. There was a huge boat going somewhere with a lot of people and I was put on it and drake told me he’d meet me at the location. For some reason I was like sad though, it’s like I want to jump of the boat and hurt myself for some reason but I don’t know why but I do it. And there bodies all in the water around me, but it’s like due to the boats engine the waves keep me close to the boat. The engine keeps causing me and the bodies to float right back to the boat and under it. I couldn’t get out of the current from the engine so I just kept being sucked back under the boat with the bodies the entire trip. I was hoping to die but I didn’t. Once the boat got it the location I decided to act dead. I think I wanted drake to feel bad. I wanted to see how he’d react. But when he saw me fake dead under the boat he just said omg I shouldn’t have told her to take the boat but he just moved on. They didn’t try to get any of the bodies including mine from under the boat they just left us and started helping everyone off the boat. I laid there pretending to be dead for a while hoping they’d come for me, get me out and he’d show some type of emotion but they didn’t so I decided to just try to climb out and act like I was really hurt and woke up. As I was climbing out drake came to me happy to see I was ok, but he still didn’t show me as much concern as I wanted. He basically left me to get out the water on my own even though I was having a hard time getting out and pretending to have a even harder time. He finally came to help me and told them to get me a doctor cause I didn’t seem ok. But like he still was so nonchalant and just never checked on me and I remember feeling horrible. Like I didn’t matter to him or any of the other people