Dream About Intoxication And Relationship Conflict

so me and my boyfriend were at home with my mom and I think I was going to bed or something I was either certain while I was sleeping in my dream I was either sleep talking or or I don't really remember what got me so intoxicated in some way or to say things that I don't remember because in my dream I don't remember drinking but in my sleep in my dream I was saying the nastiest things to my boyfriend like some very nasty stuff and then there was a point when I did come when I was almost coming out of the fog the haziness of what I was saying, my boyfriend left and I was trying to get a hold of him to talk to him on the phone to explain what happened or ask where did you go and he left and I was trying to contact him and tell him to come back to beg him to come back and he was just telling me no no we're done and I was begging him to tell me what I said, so I could explain myself but he said there was no explanation needed and I'm begging him sobbing to tell me anything about what I said and he gave me an idea he was telling me I was talking about sexual things about how how he how my boyfriend was going to be unfaithful or how he wanted to sleep with other people something along the lines of that but obviously there was so much more than I said um so and near the end of my dream I was just begging him and begging him and he's just laughing at me and then I woke up and I just started crying in real life. There is another moment in the stream that doesn't feel connected to this one because it happens in a completely different location but I was with my boyfriend out in public and we're talking with it almost feels like we were in we're outside in just a big space I felt like there was a concert going on like an outdoor activities in a park people were everywhere anyways my boyfriend started a conversation with a stranger just casually and as the conversation is ending my boyfriend goes to grab the girl's ass that we were talking to and then I immediately just I I get upset with my boyfriend asking him why did you do that why would you do that and even the girl that he just grabbed is asking yeah he just touched me why would he do that and I'm getting really upset with my boyfriend but I'm not really remembering his reaction no I remember he said yeah I'm not too sure why I did that but then he just played it off like it was nothing but that this was this moment was different from the dream I'm just explaining