Dream About Chalet Birthday Party Fight Julius Return Hug

I was at a chalet for my Birthday party (Sarah’s friends were there) I fought with Stephanie and pulled her out of the pool. Chalet was at Changi, Julius my dead ex boyfriend went all the way back to Bukit Timah, to nana hiuse and spoke to me on the phone saying he’s coming back. We had a long long hug, I actually felt you and your presence. We walked around the empty wooden chalet house. And spoke. I saw a small dent in the side of your head. I asked you about the Jump. You said you took the pain. I told you I wanted to die you said no not yet. It was like one of the normal times when we hang out like how we used to. I was smoking weed in my dream. You were wearing a red ish shirt. With like white specs.