15 Feb 2024
Dream
So my boyfriend invited me to his house that looked exactly like the house at my grandmas. I went there and met his family. His mother didn’t like me, but he had an older brother who liked me and other siblings that I didn’t know about. Me and my boyfriend went to his room to just chill and talk. Then his brother came into his room with some girl and they just sat on a sofa that was in front of my bfs bed. I was confused, because after a couple of minutes there were more people there at his house. I didn’t know that there will be guests. They were a couple years older than me, so I felt a bit uncomfortable. That’s why I went to the room where his mother was. She looked at me and said:
- Why are you even here? If I wanted to see you I would ask you to come, now just go into my sons room or any other room and don’t bother me!
- I’m sorry,-I said.- But I didn’t know there will be guests. When will they leave, because I’m tired?
- If you don’t like the guests you can leave.
I was hurt and went to tell everything to my boyfriend. He listened, took me to other rooms to show me off to his mom. We were walking in these hallways that were very creepy. And when he went to the bedroom of his mother, I was hiding. After she told him to do some tasks, I started walking back into his room until I saw this gnome, a doll with a human head and some other creepy stuff. I then realised that these creatures were his brothers and sisters. I sprinted back to his room where his brother was and started to talk with everyone and drink. I didn’t even notice how my bf started drinking too and being with this one girl. I tried to convince myself to trust him and I did. So I just went somewhere with his brother and friends, we had fun, but I noticed that my bf was not with me this whole time, and this other girl is missing too. I called him. When he answered I realised something was off because his voice sounded like he was after a workout and he sounded super drunk, happy and horny. I asked him:
- So where are you, why are you not with me?
Im just chilling in my room with the same girl that you saw,- he answered.
- Can I trust you, - I asked.
- Yeah, I don’t really know anymore.
- Please don’t do anything stupid.
- Yeah okay.
And I worried about it all evening, then he called me:
-Heyo
-What?- I answered.
- Would you like leave me if I somehow cheated on you, but I still love you,- he said.
- Well idk what to say really.
- Oh so that’s okay that I just had fun with this girl that I’ve been sitting with?
- YOU DID WHAT?
- Hey don’t make it a big deal. It was just couple kisses, touches and one night stand, you won’t leave me right?
- I don’t know, I guess I won’t, but I’m not sure what to do, I love you so much I can’t let you go, but now I can’t trust you, because you will do this again.
- Maybe I won’t.
I then cried, my heart was breaking into pieces. I tried to clear my mind and then I saw them. Together. He was so touchy with her. He went for a makeout. And everything happened in front of me because he probably thought that it’s now okay to do that because I won’t leave him. I then call him and tell him that I changed my mind and now I’m leaving him. His tone changed, he promised me that it won’t happen again and begged for me to stay. But I just didn’t listen anymore.
