Stuck

16 Jul 2024

Dream

An insight into my dreams I had . Never had a choice to leave school, it wasn’t an option. I had to return and be in close quarters with threats (bullies) they bullied me in person and online which probably felt like I couldn’t escape feeling unsafe (tigers, lions outside) because I still had threats coming in via phone. My abusive marriage has a similar theme— irrationally felt that I had no choice but to stay- feel stuck- even though there are periods of intermittent positive reinforcement. I believe that I truly will never be able to let him go and not be in love with him for the rest of my life. These two variables cross into a distorted dream version of my reality. I am always trying to collect my things and escape but I can never retrieve all of my belongings (heavy grief is associated with the feeling of leaving important items behind) and even when I do get out to a vehicle with my stuff I can’t carry it and the car never works/comes to get me.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I was 30 years old somewhat, like 30 years old, I was in this area, something happened, hell people died, I got stuck in it, my kids got whisked off behind me, saved somehow, and then it became some mad conspiracy thing, and they were trying to find out who fucking killed all these people, and I was stuck in the middle of it, there was such chaos, and fucking, just shit chaotic, and people on the outside looking in, it was like a fucking just chaotic fucking mess, and you had to get out, and in order to get out you had to prove yourself, and proving yourself was fucking a bitch.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

i was with my sister and her boyfriend and my friend bryce and i was pretty drunk but i was for some reason driving them all somewhere in my golfcart. it was raining and we were driving down this winding mountain and as we were coming up on a sharp turn i knew i was going to fast but i couldnt slow down. the golfcart slid out around the corner and i flew out of it and off the side of a cliff that was at least a 200 foot drop into shallow water. right off the edge of the cliff was a little peninsula that i slammed into and was able to wedge myself between that and the cliff to keep from falling but i had to grab onto the peninsula which isolated me from the land and i was stuck. i watched as my car keys and my skateboard fell 200 feet into the water which was our only way of getting home. all i could feel was fear and knew that it was only a matter of time before i fell. out of nowhere my friend bryce comes sprinting and jumps off the cliff landing perfectly safe in the water to retrieve the keys and skateboard. it was really a spectacle because it was surely a death fall but somehow he was fine. i was still slipping but i knew i wouldnt make it like he did and my sister and her boyfriend were on the other side completely unable to help me. then i woke up

3 Jul 2024

Dream

A dream where I was being threatened by a man. I was aware I was in a dream as it became closer to a nightmare. I did what I would do to wake up as normal. Told myself to wake up but I couldn't. The man mocked me seeing I couldn't wake up. I tried to convince myself he wasn't there to try and trick my brain to change it but it wasn't working. So I was stuck for a long while. Him mocking me as I tried to do everything to wake up.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

I'm in some sort of a huge factory or something and a lot of people go in and we all want to get food but we don't know each other and somehow there might not be enough food so someone explains to us what we need to do so we all get a tray, they're different sizes of trays, different shapes, well if you have a tray you need to start filling the tray but we don't see what's all there we can just start somewhere and the food is kind of really not good and if you start too early to put the wrong stuff on your tray it's full and then you can't get to another place and maybe there's better food so and we're on our own and it's almost like a little bit of a race, there's always the risk it's not enough so I start to look around first and it's a bit aggressive the atmosphere and competitive I start looking around first, I want to make sure I'm not making wrong choices and then I just start filling my tray and I get stuck somewhere, I get pushed and I want to go back to a place where I think this was actually better so it's really not very pleasant but I manage and somehow I'm okay with what I put on my tray

23 Jun 2024

Dream

My sister, Eliza and I traveled to Indiana (our old childhood home) and somehow, we got stuck in my sister’s bedroom. I tried to get out through by the door but i can feel something behind the door and banged so LOUD against the door. Until, Lola (my dog) kicked the door down so hard and i see her eyes is so red and she looks so monster like devil’s body, angry.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

In my dream I was completely naked there were lots of people and no one seemed to noticed that I was naked. And even though there was no reaction to me being naked I was still very uncomfortable and embarrassed. Looking for clothes to put on. I had started to run in which I thought it was fast but I couldn’t seem to go anywhere I was stuck in the same spot.

25 May 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamed about a male protagonist I created for my book. He and I and a few other random people entered through some portal but when I looked behind me he wasn't there. Seeing as how I only knew him really well and not the others I freaked out. I was scared and I missed him for days or weeks in my dream. One day as I waited at the spot where he vanished he appeared and I was overjoyed. When I asked him what happened he said one of the members of the group pushed him back into the other side of the portal and closed it so he couldn't go through. He was stuck on the other side for a long time trying to get to me. We had to figure out who did that, but I woke up from the dream.

24 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream I had a appointment at 4:00 for something at the clinic and I was waiting and really wanted to go to the liquor store to get some liquor but didn’t wanto go alone, I went walking up the hill and it was really dark outside, I also remember someone was drive up a snowy hill and we kept getting stuck

11 May 2024

Dream

i had a weird dream about this world last week but i can’t remember it all. small bits & parts. i was driving on the rode and a car ran into me. i was around something that looked like crates. i looked back and a semi truck came out of nowhere and crashed into the crates & smashed into stuff. fire everywhere after the accident. everyone was running trying to hide & take shelter. i was still in my car just watching like i was stuck

21 Apr 2024

Dream

My dream was about. It was night and there were these two people one was the boy and the other one was a girl it was out over my my tree house and my dogs but I treehouse was there, but my dogs were not there And some random wolfs were barking at me so I barked back and I think there were two one was grey and white and one was black but there what’s the other girl that came in and she did not like me and she pretty much took my spot you were like making something or like making a picture out of it. The girl that came in I think her name was Athenia and she got stuck that much about her. so then whenever everyone got down, the wolfs started barking at me again and then when they went away I built a little dog box but for the little girl to sleep in and for some reason and this never happens I thought of my puppy rip outside of my dream like I was thinking about it in my dream, but my puppy rip It’s real fake, and I was saying this would be perfect for rip then we all went to sleep I think then I woke up from my dream.

15 Apr 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was in a zombie apocalypse. Trying to stay away from the infected. There are cars but I can’t get into all of them. I was constantly surrounded my zombies or people who might become zombies. There was literally no escape. Then I figured I could pause my dream like it was a video game. So when I tried to quit or stop the game it felt like I was in I was stuck there and couldn’t make it stop.