Snow

11 Nov 2024

Dream

In my dream, I was in my school entering gate 4. I was walking with my Tamil class for some reason. My ex friend Saaliha was behind me talking to Lakshmi. Then I saw Lakshmi talking to halima which meant Saaliha was alone. I was aware and kept my distance. It felt uncomfortable as we were enemies. It started to snow. The playground was covered in snow. Suddenly saaliha came to me and started talking to me as if we were friends all along. She held my hand and said: “Darshika~~ you know its so nice it has been snowing. So how is life?” I pretended to be normal but inside I was so confused. But deeply I was happy because I missed her so much.

10 Nov 2024

Dream

Called up Evan to come over and we were just talking but then he climbed on top of me and we started making out. Then he pulled away and I instead got on him and we started making out again. Then Alex came in my room and I noticed Cali got out so we opened my window and let her back in. And we noticed it was snowing, like really hard. And my mom came in and started boarding up all the windows and turned to Evan and said "sorry kido you're stuck here now". Then we got a warning on our phones that the world was ending. So once everyone left the room Evan started fingering me and then we had sex. And fell asleep cuddling. But then in the morning the world hadn't ended so we made out some more then went to the bathroom to shower and had sex again. After that we went outside and wandered around the town, it had been totally destroyed except for a mattress store so we decided to go in. We layed on the mattresses and then made out again. But instead of having sex I gave him head, he told me to use a little teeth but I bit way too hard and scratched him. He said he was ok, and pulled me up to that cuddle but I still felt bad. And as we were cuddling I felt something weird in my mouth and then I started puking up my organs. And my tongue fell out along with all of my teeth. Then I died

10 Nov 2024

Dream

Surfing a fun long wave but once it ended I getting back I got stuck on the side of this snowy cliff I couldn’t get up and couldn’t get back. As I struggled to return to the waves to surf I was getting pricked by sea urchins

9 Nov 2024

Dream

I was walking through snow and my phone broke and I got a new one but later the old phone was still working than I was walking through snow with two phones

5 Nov 2024

Dream

I was renting a house from this man named Andy. Andy is a real person from my life. He was a janitor at a job I worked and had a crush on me. He was always a little creepy and way older. I was supposed to be renting it with my sister but somehow she wasn’t there and hadn’t been paying rent. It was very messy with my stuff and hers in corners of the house. The house was two floors but didn’t really have any rooms, just each floor like one big room. When I went to the laundry room I saw beetles and cockroaches. It was a total infestation and they were crawling all over the dirty laundry on the ground. Over my favorite tomato sweater and everything. It was snowing and I also began to realize water was coming through the second floor into the corners of the first floor of the house. I tried to get the cockroaches first with humane traps. The traps came with live cockroaches that were supposed to lure other ones into the humane trap. The trap was made to stuck to the ground and cockroaches would go into it and not be able to come out. I put two on the ground and immediately the cockroaches escaped. Now I had introduced even more cockroaches. I told myself I’d have to buy the poison to kill them all. I realized now that water was pouring from a corner so I rushed up to the second floor to see snow was melting through the cracks in the wooden roof. The house was now like a log cabin. Or maybe it was just how it was the whole time and I hadn’t noticed. I realized I’d have to call Andy. But Andy was creepy and could be unpredictable and sometimes over reactive. I started cleaning and sorting the corners of the room with the most mess. The items were wet now but I just tried to make it cleaner so Andy wouldn’t be made or comment on it. I started cleaning under the bed. Anxious that Andy would ask why I didn’t notice or call him sooner. I started thinking in my head how he might proposition me to give him a blowjob in exchange for fixing things in the house I was renting from him or in exchange for not paying different parts of the rent. Then I worried what if I said no. Would he force me anyway? I started to clean faster even more nervous. The house was looking a lot cleaner and I turned my attention to the laundry room again. Now with the clothes off the floor and in a corner I didn’t see any coackroaches although I knew they were there. I was still nervous about one running across the floor while Andy was at the house. before the dream ended, I saw either Andy or my dad parking the car in the snow outside the house. I can’t remember, but I do think it was my dad and I think in the dream I was relieved that it wasn’t Andy, but I was also nervous because I knew my dad was going to comment on how messy the house was too Back-and-forth in my head if giving Andy a blow job if he proposition to me would be fun or not consensual/assault. Somehow there is also a part in my dream about musical theater and a high school Director, not having enough money for a musical production despite the students being really really talented. However, most of my dream was about the house, the cockroaches the water coming in from the second floors roof to the first floor in all the corners of the house and feeling anxious about having to call the landlord Andy for help because was creepy and I was afraid that he might Hurt me sexually.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

I was working at my old job at mcdonalds but I didn't show up for some time. My boss was calling people in and I didn't want to go but then they were threatening to fire people and then I showed up. I worked and my old coworkers were there. They got rid of them and hired new people and I was on edge thinking I'd be fired soon. My brothers were in the dream as customers as well and they were talking about polar bears and I was telling them they could go to Antarctica where it's cold and they have penguins and snow sleighing. My brother didn't care for it. After a while my boss brought something in cages, and revealed it was hens that were just hatched. They were growing very fast thought and they said we could keep them as pets. I felt sorry for chickens cause I knew they would be turned into chicken sandwiches. I decided to take care of one and become vegan. I cried thinking about what would happen to the poor hen.

25 Oct 2024

Dream

I looked over a fence and saw like 30 husky dogs being abused by a couple and locked outside in the snow, and I tried to call the police but my phone kept failing and then they didn’t take me seriously

25 Oct 2024

Dream

Luke, an ex friend, was after me. I knew he was after me because my friends kept tipping me off saying he was in town. I kept trying to out maneuver him. One time I even took my two dogs out with me and they acted as sleigh dogs but I was on skates. I went through town and then started up a mountain. It was snowy so I took my skates off and went into a cabin that was nice and warm. I received word that Luke was getting closer to me and apparently when he left town he found a vulnerable, older man, and convinced him to get married in the mountains. This was confusing as I know Luke was straight and only liked women. Something was off and I was trying to figure out what his angle was. I ran into this one guy there who’s energy was off. I knew then that Luke had somehow disguised themselves and was trying to get on my good side but I saw right through the charade and started yelling at him to go away. People surrounded us to see what was going on. I was scared that I was going to look crazy since I was the one yelling and he was calm. But everyone believed me and pushed him outside. Then I woke up.

12 Oct 2024

Dream

I was on a snowy beach being attacked by a group of people who almost looked like bandits. They tried to attack me with swords and shoot arrows at me but missed every time. One of them threw a sword at me but missed as it landed near my feet. I picked it up and used it against them, able to knock down the one that threw it first. They still tried to shoot arrows at me but missed every shot. But I was able to knock all of them down with the sword thrown at me.

10 Oct 2024

Dream

Recently I haven't been remembering my dreams as much but there was one the other day where I was walking either up or down a slight hill (cannot remember the direction) in thick white snow. On the way I seemed to pass some old school mates but we didn't converse much, just a friendly hello.

4 Oct 2024

Dream

In the first part of my dream, I was snowboarding, which is one of my favorite things to do with a couple high school soccer friends who just getting into it and had been going to the mountains recently as they’ve been really enjoying themselves and I decided to tag along. The dream shifted to me, my mom, my sister, Sadie, my aunt and my cousin Sophia in a room at a cabin with bunkbeds. we all had our own beds and my aunt and Sophia we’re planning to do a road trip to see moose up in the snowy forests as we were planning it a tornado landed and started coming to our room. we all ran to our bunkbeds for cover and I held on to my aunt who was close to getting blown away as a tornado went over us. We were all okay but a little flustered. The dream Switched to me being at one of my close friends house Keneth. He’s been a friend of mine since really young age, but I haven’t heard from him in the last two years even thought I’ve reached out. so when he invited me to go to his house along with some other childhood friends, I was excited to see him again. He acted as nothing changed, but it had been a while. The last dream I had was being in the hostel. I was on the phone with my mom getting ready to take a metro to the DC airport and at the Hostel I ran into one of my college friends. She was a girl that I had a sexual relationship with and attracted to. she’s now living in Hawaii and I haven’t seen since college back in 2020. It was such a nice surprise to see her and talk to her at the hostel. She was waiting for a flight as well and a little under the weather, but she was happy to see me. I told her I’ll just finished this call with my mom and come catch up with her in a little. We began to talk about her time in Hawaii and eventually began to kiss. The kiss was nice with emotion and feelings. Last but not least the dream shifted to me meeting up with Joe Rogan and Dana White for their podcast the invited me on. They were both dressed and in really nice three-piece maroon tuxedos. I sat down with my girlfriend Paige as they sat down and was excited to begin the podcast

21 Sep 2024

Dream

Ok so I was at the pools but they wernt just normal pools bacause the had snow on the out side all over. And there was this boy he was white, blone brownish hair, longer hair type like a surfer and he was so cute. I new from that point I had a crush on him. So he was swimming and he came up to me and said hi. I said hi back and we started talking. For some reason we were the only ones at the pool, there were no parents life guards or other kids. We started hanging out and he had long shorts. After a while we started swimming together. I wanted to be his girlfriend so bad but i didn't say anything when one time he sat on the rail bars and he looked to cute and I could hear my mind thinking dham he's hot. But anyone's a while later we were talking and he said go underwater and I was like okay! And so we both went underwater and I could see with my eyes it wasn't blurry at all. But the he held my hands and he kissed me on the forehead.