Singing

10 Nov 2024

Dream

i was in my new “room” but wasn’t my actual room, I then had a friend over about music and was meant to do music with them but we ended up having some sexual interaction but then my old abuser came barging in shouting and we stopped. Long story short, I was also applying for a graphic design job to a clothing agency, I had sketches and all and it was never going through, the application was saying error or something but i kept applying. I then went to a block party and Zendaya was there - we were talking and i explicitly said “i know being a black woman you have to do all this stuff and be the best at everything and i love your acting and that’s what makes you stick, but i’d love to see you down a runway” we were talking and she was so sweet, then her boyfriend Tom Holland came and basically she asked if i could have his jumper and he was like “no?” and she then looked at me and was like “we’ll get you a boys jumper!” and then walked away. Then cut scene into the dream, we were at another part of the party and Central Cee was there, and he was asking people if they wanted to come to the studio, me and my music friend rushed over and saw there was a group of girls. i then said, “i’m here for the music and the music only” they let us join. While we were waiting for Central Cee to get the cars, I saw Zendaya again and we walked up to each other and held each others hand and squealed like we were old friends - we then spoke for a bit then I started singing some Beyoncé songs on a mic and everyone loved it.

5 Nov 2024

Dream

Another very mystical and powerful dream. I dreamed first that I was a prostitute in a society that truly looked down on those people like more than they do in waking life. I with a bunch of low life people and I wanted to bring them in my moms house but she was living in an apartment so I had no way to sneak them in or out. Then there was a man who was my brother and he only had one leg and was handicapped but he was encouraging me to face my fears and climb on these huge rock formations that looked like a natural alter to god in the sky carved by angels. It was breathtaking. I was singing and trying to learn a song I was supposed to perform on the top of this rock and I was afraid I would forget how it went. I remember looking at us climbing but from an aerial view like from outside of my body. I remember being so proud and amazed by my brothers ability to climb down with only one leg and here I was with 2 legs and fully capable of using my whole body but I was too frightened to climb down. Afte seeing my brother jump down with his disability flawlessly I was ready to do it too. I jumped down off the final platform and landed effortlessly on my feet.

3 Nov 2024

Dream

My friend Jenny and I were hanging out at my house. It was just us. I had a Bluetooth speaker and played 867-5309/Jenny by Tommy Tutone many times. We sang it every time. A few weeks ago I was singing that song to her just to make her laugh. Now she likes that song. How can you not? It’s a great song.

17 Oct 2024

Dream

I was a leader of a swat team during a zom bie pandemic. Members of my team turned against me so I had to get rid of them in various ways. One method pushing a member into fitment. I could see in third person. I claimed up a huge tower made up of Legos someone named John came to rescue me. Then when I got to the top of the tower there was a church service where everyone was singing worship songs.

14 Oct 2024

Dream

Dreamed of being in church again. Delvin, me, and our cousin Adria were singing. It was a theatrical type song (almost dark and serious or relective type song) where we likely only rehearsed one time. Delvin sung his part & then Adria. A film of some of the older saints were playing while we sung. We were suppose to sing Adria’s part one more time and then end the song but then Delvin went off script and wanted me to free-style a verse. Before I sung my part, this older woman named Mother Brooks began to sing or testify about the older mothers too. Interestingly enough, Mother Brooks passed away over 10-years ago and I had not thought about her in several years. The song again was a song of gratitude for the saints who passed away before us but it was somber & dramatic and intense. We were on the choir stand and Delvin led me down to the front of the church. As I began to sing, I noticed it wasn’t my voice. It was my words but the voice that came from my vocal chords were that of and older woman. It was as if it were the voice of one of my ancesors. I began singing through her voice or perhaps she was singing through me. I began singing that I was grateful for holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord. I then said I was grateful for the ones who had gone on to Glory before we did. I then said I was grateful for Mother Washington (my grandmother). I stopped at her name because my heart was then so very heavy. I missed my grandmother soo much! Many in the church were pricked in their hearts too and began to be expressive through dancing in the spirit as we call it in Pentecostal churches. When your heart is overwhelmed, you need an outlet to let it out. I couldn’t say anything else after I said my grandmother’s name and I began to wept profusely and hug my cousin Delvin. It was as if the pain of her no longer being here was alive and shook me to my very core.

24 Sep 2024

Dream

Woke up from a dream. It was in church. Delvin was sitting near the organ. I walked in and Delvin and I sung a piece of a song called “Spirit of The Living God (Fall Down)”. My sister in law started singing the rest. At first it looked like Delvin & I and my sister in law were the only ones in the church but then as i walked to the choir stand, the church was then packed with people. Delvin asked me to come up and sing with my sister in law Sheena. I saw my Uncle Orlando. At first, I didn’t recognize him! He was so gauty and thin in the face. His arms were skinny too. In real life, Orlando weighs probably 225 to 250 and is about 5 feet 7 inches. While still walking in motion to go up to sing with my sister in law Sheena, I shook his hand and literally stared at him for about 3 seconds, in disbelief. I reached Delvin (who was sitting on the pulpit now) and Sheena. I harmonized a little with Sheen. In real life, there’s a break or pause in the song where the gentleman gives encouraging words. In the dream, there was a pause and I began quoting sciptures one I didn’t even know. Psalm 47 and then a scipture that says there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. When i said that, the people in church started clapping and rejoicing as if that was exactly what they needed to hear. I could hear the approving voice of my Auntie Pastor Holliday!! She has a distinct voice. She passed away November 11, 2010, on Veterans Day. I just researched and realize she was 63 when she passed. I didn’t realize how young she was when she passed away! My parents are now 64 years old! I woke up with the song still playing in my mind with hopes to have a spiritual downpour or a spiritual awakening or a different type of experience that’s authentic but my own.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

Traveled to a well known haunted house and singing in the house and seeing ghosts and saw a priest in a long black shirt

25 Aug 2024

Dream

This dreams was actually so funny! Me and my friends Jessica and Destiny were walking through a mall. It wasn't busy at all. We were just browsing some of the stores when Destiny asked if we could wait for her to get her makeup done. Jess and I said it was no problem. So Destiny went into the makeup store amd jess amd I sat down on the floor amd leaned against the wall outside the store. We were just talking about twilight and how cringe it is, but how it's still fun to watch because of the cringe. Then Jess got the idea to go sing the Hoa Hoa Hoa part into the empty mall. We were on the second floor, so she went and stood bu the railing that looked over the first floor and sang. It wasn't long just that part of the song everyone is making a joke of, but she sang it so perfectly, I was amazed. She then realized there were more people below than she thought and got embarrassed and came back over to me. But then everyone started coming up to Jess asking if thatbwas her singing, either to tell her that her voice is amazing or that they also love twilight. Jess took the compliments bashfully. Once Destiny was done we all started walking towards another section of the mall. We were so busy trying to get Jess away from her new fans that we didn't get the chance to look at Destiny's makeup. Once we stopped for a moment and we finally got a good look, Jess and I both tried amd failed to contain our laughter. Destiny said she'd asked for a drag look cuz she wanted something bold and dramatic, but they made her look like handsome squidward but with a very pointy hot pink nose. It was done so well but it just looked so bad it was hilarious. I was trying to ask Destiny how she felt about it, because she didn't seem happy with it either, but I couldn't stop laughing. I could tell people were looking at us but I didn't care, we were having a great time. Eventually Destiny looked at herself agin and also started laughing. I couldn't breathe I was laughing so much. I leaned against a table to catch my breath, then i started laughing again and finally woke up. I even woke up laughing.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was staying overnight at a Titanic-themed museum. The trip included a tour of a museum. At the end of the tour, I realized I hadn’t arranged for transport home and panicked. I was in Stonington and my nearest ride was in Manchester. The group was singing “Wellerman” when I returned from arranging my ride. The owner of the property was eager to get me off as soon as the tour finished, even though I was still in my pajamas.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was on a mission as a Jedi Padawan with my master. The locals wanted us to participate in a fertility ritual which would involve the master having sex with me. He refused, citing the nature of our relationship as student and teacher. The locals insisted I participate anyway. In Ancient Egypt, the pharaoh to be promoted my husband as his grand vizier. My husband wanted a child but I was unable to have one and he refused to take a concubine. The pharaoh’s mother was part of an elaborate welcome ceremony which involved her being blindfolded. A baby was raised above our heads and I could people singing the final chorus from “Deliver Us.”

11 Aug 2024

Dream

This time I was trapped in a dream for 4 days. I'm getting good at this. Anyway I went back to my other churches camp retreat again but this time it was winter. On the second night, we we're having a party and I had muffin based cookie. On the third day, my bunk mayes(Friends) and I were singing camp songs. On the fourth night, I was in a giant room with a lot of space and some people, and then I saw my crush as a janitor. Her friend walked up to me and said, you should date her, she likes you too. So I went up to talk to her, two boys tried to slither her, so I grabbed her and ran outside in the snowy trees to hide. I asked if she was okay and she said yes and brought out a walkie talkie. Then my friend from my church came with the same walkie talkie as her. I confronted and yeah, she betrayed me. Then I started fighting another friend from my youth group because my other friend and my crush called him. I took him down in a playground and ran. I accidentally ran to the girl campus, so hid in there club house. Someone showed me a way out of the dream threw a digital wormhole. It was like a video game that Sega made. Then I get this prologue with a red and white duck. And then escaped.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

My Aura is shining brightly and my number is 151 and 515 and the clouds are shining ✨ bright in a way I've never seen in my real life this is all In my real life. Things are falling into place as never before so happy and confident in my relationships with outer attempts to defeat me my power only got stronger 💪 so what was sent to defeat me only made me stronger and it got weaker. Unwavering strength and fear of failure but I possess that attribute to never give up and I succeed in magnificent fashion. Mostly anxiety related things and at age 35 I can do things on my own. I never doubted myself when I had coping mechanisms with anxiety at age 4 going down a water 🌊 waterslide singing Winnie the Pooh. Lots and lots and lots of people Im awakening and it shows because of my ability to cherish them through my poetry and never giving up and there's lots of people that are happy in my real life and that need that positive inclusive mood of mine. Beacon of Hope indeed.