Shoes

30 Oct 2024

Dream

I was doing ballet on my tippy toe with doc martens on

22 Oct 2024

Dream

I was sitting in an office writing at a desk. There was a huge black and white myler balloon that is loosely tied to the desk with other balloons. Around the windows were see through curtains and I could see the  parking lot that had cars. I saw a door push open and out came a man with black hair and was wearing a blue suit. I knew his name was Joey but I didn’t recognize the man. He looked mad because I was in trouble. He saw me getting wrote up. I looked back in the hallway and he was gone. Joey walked away and disappeared. Then I was fighting with my old Soledad HR, Erica and Ally, calling them names and trashing the place. I was walking around in a maze type building buying stuff online. I received a lot of different sizes and styles of mirrors, kids swing sets, and weird storage shelves that gave away to my peers. I then took super glue and smeared it all over the time clock and started throwing gel balls at people to scare them. I took a break at work could not walk because my shoes felt as if they were tied together. I looked down and they were just untied but it was so hard to walk. Nobody would talk to me as I walked around. I felt so lost and lonely. I couldn’t find Jenny anywhere. I could feel her close by, I just couldn’t see her. I tried calling Jenny and no answer. I looked around and saw that she was sitting alone without me. I felt sad and lonely. And I could feel that she missed me as well.

12 Oct 2024

Dream

My dream last night was like multiple dreams at once, so it jumps around alot. I dreamt I was on my grandparents property. My grandparents didn't have animals in real life, but there was a goat that had escaped and I remember it having like oven mitts covering its horns and under the oven mitts the horns were all taped. Everyone was scared of it, but I felt bad for it. Then one of my cousins who was there said he saw an arrow go flying in the direction of a crow. We went looking for it and found an injured raven and a bow and arrow. My cousin pulled the arrow from the ravens head and it jumped on his shoulder, I remember saying, ravens will remember that and his whole family will protect you now. At one point I was laying on the road that goes down to my grandparents beach access under a blanket and looked over to see a man with an elderly cat and 2 small dogs, I decided to get up and out of the road and walked down to the beach. I told my cousin to be wary of dock spiders and was confused because my grandparents beach looked so different. When I went to leave, the path switched from going uphill, to downhill and I had to hike down a raging river. I was with someone else, I think my partner wyatt, but unclear. He went down the river and slid down laughing, telling me it was safe to do so. Then suddenly I was at my kids school, I was there without my girls because I tried waking them up but they were too tired. Wyatt was back at home sleeping and said we could take them to school late. I ran into my best friend and we chatted for a bit and I figured I should go get my kids up and get them too school. Best friend reminded me it was a half day and there was no point. I went home, Wyatt said he would take them too school, I told him not to worry and he said " OK cuz my shoes are still wet." Assuming from the raging river.

6 Oct 2024

Dream

I was sneaking around the airport space and I then boarded. I worried because I didn’t have my baby. She ended up coming in the plane and we crash landed. I got these pair of shoes and my two friends were at her family house. A lot of people were coming and going and by the time we were going to go my shoes were gone. Someone must have taken them. I used someone else’s shoes and we found the dude who stole my shoes. He did parkour just to get away. Next I was laying by Peter and he asked where I’m going to sleep. I said I’d sleep by yago since there’s no where else to sleep in the house. Peter didn’t like that. I looked at a picture of my shoe and it was different. I was trapped in this weird garage with two others. The workers were keeping us there hostage. The elder tried to say he needed to go to the bathroom to distract them so I can get away but the other worker was watching me. The workers who took the elder to the restroom started spraying me with a squirt gun with pee in it.

6 Oct 2024

Dream

We were walking somewhere on a muddy trail through an unfamiliar forest. It reminded me of a road march in the Army, but I was no longer in the Army. I was marching with a bunch of strangers. I think we were in a national forest somewhere. We were reaching the end of our destination. We stopped the march for a break and I decided to take my shoe shining kit and my gun cleaning kit out of my backpack; I wanted to shine my boots. Because I wanted to look nice when we arrive. I took off my favorite green combat boots that I love. One of the guys with whom I was marching saw that I was wearing green combat boots and came over to me and asked me if I was a veteran. I told him that I was and I was proud when I was saying that. Then he saw my weapon cleaning kit and he asked me if my sister got it for me. Somehow he knew that my sister served in the military. I was a little jealous that a stranger would think that the weapon cleaning kit would belong to my sister and not to me. I told him that no I got it myself because I was in the military too not just my sister. The guy nodded and looked like he was impressed with my green jungle combat boots. I told him I used to wear them when I was a young soldier and he complimented me for wearing them.

13 Sep 2024

Dream

So I was surfing at the skate park and there were waves and I got a couple and I was surfing up and down between the waves and it was pretty fun and I realised you'd go back and forth between the waves and I didn't want to come off them, so I was having a blast doing that and the waves stopped and I needed a scissor lift to go to the top, so I got on the scissor lift and started going up, but then I couldn't make it to the top because there were staircases in that and it warmed away, so I got the chick to take me to the top, but I forgot to put on my shoes and then they gave me shit for not putting on my shoes and the team was pissed off. So I put my shoes on and I jumped back in the scissor lift and I went up and then all the cables got stuck, all the yarn got twisted, so I had to pull out all the yarn, I was pulling out all the yarn for ages, I was getting so fed up that I wanted to quit, I was worn out and the team showed back up and asked what I was doing, all the yarn was caught and I told them, the yarn got caught so I had to get it all out, I got it all out earlier and then I had to do it all again, I was pulling out yarn for ages and I just wanted to quit.

10 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in a meeting with an older woman and an elderly man. It was in the reception area for a school that I was hoping my daughter could attend. April had spoken with this woman before, but I had not. The conversation seemed to be going pretty well. I remember taking my shoes and socks off at one point. Although at times my contributions to the conversation felt disjointed, like I had simply memorized a bunch of things to say and would pull them out of my hat anytime there would be a lull. Yet it seemed that the conversation was going pretty well. The woman stood up and met stood near the reception desk and were talking while I tried to put my socks and shoes back on. I got to my right foot and realized that I had put two pairs of socks on. A tight scratchy red pair underneath the comfortable brown striped pair. I must have had an extra pair in my bag and forgotten. Since I was on autopilot I did not question this until I was putting a second sock on my right foot. I heard the elderly man say "well we know that he knows which feet they go on" I don't think he was trying to be mean though, just observant. I decided it would be less embarrassing to simply put my shoes on at this point rather than remove the extra socks. I pull out my cell phone because I think it would be great to show the woman a picture of Helena, since she was not here with me, but just as I am reaching to get it April bursts through the door with a crowd of our friends. Helena as well. It seems like a party. I suppose she must have arranged to have one for Helena here after office hours. Helena comes in wearing a turquoise clown nose. I tell the woman, that I as about to show her a picture but I guess she won't need one, because Here she is. Dan Scott is also there which I am very pleased to see. I think about kissing him on the cheek but he does it first then makes his way through the crowd to the kitchen I try to follow him. I really want to the him that I was thinking the same thing right before he did it. When I catch up to him, I explain this. Then I play it off as a joke by signing a bar from the love song from Superman "Can you read my mind".

8 Sep 2024

Dream

I was looking for some shoes, and I look under my bed to find some new ones that I have been eyeing on Amazon. I think to myself, “oh that’s right! I bought myself some new shoes”

7 Sep 2024

Dream

This is a strange dream and may not mean anything! I only remember a small part of it, where I was very focused on how my shoes felt on my feet. I don't ever wear sandals but I was wearing them, and I felt like they were too small, like my toes were hanging over the edge, but when I looked down they were the right size.

1 Sep 2024

Dream

Last night I had several different dreams. One was about being at the place with a friend of mine from the place I working as a volunteer. When finished at work on the way home we walked together also it was another colleague from work walk in different path but we could hear her where she was singing while she was walking, we were in another path and then I didn’t know which way are we going home? but I just trust my colleague because I knew she knew the way she took me to the place was mountain with a walking narrow walking path between the houses so we had to go all downhill. I told her how someone can use this path in winter when is snow it’s very dangerous then. she starts very fast walking and then sleep down the road and she was enjoying of that I was more calm and going to find the road to get to the downhill in between it was a cliff, that I had to jump I was a bit afraid I jump all the way she was running and could jump but I was slow to find the right place to put my feet so when I got to the cliff I didn’t know how can I jump that word? So I saw a tree and I took the bench of the tree and use of the help tree I could jump over the cliff side of cliff. It was a very beautiful bitch and could see the ocean was walking around and see how beautiful is that nature. I told myself why I cannot dispute because I don’t have permission to stay this country I had the same time I talk to myself. That is a beautiful country and I cannot enjoy this nature because my child is very weak so I cannot enjoy this beauty and that’s sad. I don’t have permission in this country. I don’t remember but another thing after that I saw myself in the wedding ceremony of my friend who is going to have a wedding next year and she asked me to help her in her wedding so I was helping and pack everything to go to the hall that they are going to have the ceremony on there and the other guy who is helping something in real life. He was there as well? I just went to the hall been helping at home and then I saw nothing is prepared. People came to sit and have a dinner but dinner is not ready and ready so I decided to change my shoes and go for Help, but they couldn’t find my shoes and it was lots of shoes. I was trying to find one of them and then I couldn’t find the other one and I was looking after my my shoes. I saw my support my my success broken and I cannot use them, Saeede first maybe I should have them on and then decided now maybe I should take them off because it’s a hole in that so it’s better so because they had to party so I would be fine without better off and then walking around it was three guys we were sitting and started to say hi to me and they were a bit kind of naughty boy. I told him I say hi back to them and pass them and the other guy with me ask me do you know that they are? Are they, or did you have any connection with them before they told him around and I am a famous person in my city? So lots of people know me but not necessary I Know them.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

In the stream, I was with a group of friends they had an apartment and they seem to be a younger kind of crowd like maybe early 20s there’s two females who I was having a lot of fun with, but they didn’t necessarily get along in the dream I was trying to do a shot of meth and I wasn’t able to do it at first, but then I did and then I didn’t feel anything and then the other girl did it and she did and I got mad. Also, there is these sets of sneakers. They were like vans or something but there's a collector set and they came with two different shoes in them and they were styled with the McDonald’s character grimace the big purple guy in the sets they would have one with one emotion and one with another motion so you would have two different style shoes on your feet, although they were all purple, for instance, 1 would be happy when will be sad or when will be mad and when will be happy or we will be crying and we will be laughing and we all had these shoes at least the girls did. I was wanting to get some stuff to wear to go out with them and I didn’t have any money, but I had my my paycheck that I needed to cash and we are trying to figure out where to go that would cash checks after 7 PM so that we could go out and do something that night. That’s when I woke up.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

In a seaside hotel It looks like a replica of the Broadway zone in Tokyo Disney Sea Getting across the golden bridge via walk because why not with my dad Hanging and doing acrobatics on the ledge, beyond the guardrails Getting across to the Broadway area and walking into a vintage dress shop in a brick-made building Fancy, eclectic and kinda 20-50’s in style Lots of floral lamps, fruit motifs and a later variation/diversion from of art nouveau motifs scattered around the place Curtsying the owner of the shop, a wonderful, charming middle-old aged madam after my fatehr greets her and they have a little chit chat(my father says that we’re here to get me some new shoes that goes with the dress too, that it was about time) The madam compliments and says stuff like what a charming young lady or whatever I’m sifting through and trying on lots of flowery/vintage, rich-in-fruit-motifs type dresses and pants(frilly short pantsuits and short-pant overalls too) We get a leather shoes to go with it, Mary Jane We get back to the hotel room Now a different storyline, in the same hotel room Nice room, framed little paintings on the wall I’m looking at myself in the mirror and I see my belly big and covered in spider fur(my belly looks like a pregnant spider’s) Getting unsettled Scene changes, some images of bird’s-eye panoramic shots of some chinese/Japanese misty mountains and forests that look like a few locations from my favorite historical danmei-based donghua(Mo Dao Zu Shi), and the one alleyway I took in Sanneizaka with a lot of pottery markets, galleries and a cafe that incorporates traditional teahouse’s style, red momiji trees and wooden hinoki tables, cobblestone paths and shishiodoshi And the bamboo forest iori(pavilion) I’ve seen in another dream Now I’m in a stone-made room, rose window A bit like a monastery’s rooftop room but make it more extravagant I’m on the bed, feeling woozy and like I’m on morphine Baby trapping, the spider belly thing was an actual pregnancy, and I’m carrying it Tartaglia from Genshin Impact is the ‘husband’(the baby ‘trapper’ although I doubt that he’s the one who put the spider baby in there) He’s not around, and so there’s a white, light-made silhouette of a breaten, battered child that’s staggering and cowering as they enter the room crawling, despite being beaten or kicked out every time they are spotted by Tartaglia or me(whenever I can move or have the energy to throw or use something to attack them out of reflex, fright and fear of intruders otherwise) Seems like they want to be acknowledged I don’t beat it and let it come in, staring down at it as it looks at me expectantly but hesitantly(they don’t have a face nor bodily features, it’s literally just a silhouette made of light)