Rice

16 Jun 2024

Dream

i was at work and there was a new guy, he was checking all of the doors and seeing the strength of it - i was worried and told everyone he’s trying to harm us. Everyone left but my manager, we all ran out and ended up in an suburban area, one I haven’t recognised before. Trees and big houses, ended up splitting from my co-workers and ran into a white house with a nice garden from fear, opened the door and there was a man walking up to me, I ran out scared and instead of running away completely i levitated into the universe, reaching heaven, where I was met with my deceased mother. She told me things, i forgot exactly what she said but it was comforting, i then get transported to being in a living room with my sister, and we had ordered food but it was being served by two asian people, the third man came in, who had our food said “got two meals, both wings and rice” and then when being served, it was actually one wings and rice, which was my sisters and wings and thick chips for me - however the thick chips were a bit undercooked and looked greasy. They served it out in front of me and my sister but was putting a lot of seasoning on top of the chicken wings and chips, adding lumps of seasoning powder and lemon juice - before we could eat it, i woke up.

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I was getting ready to go to school. I was a lot younger than I am I real life. Probably ten years younger. I had parents that I didn’t recognize and a baby sister that I don’t actually have in real life who wasn’t talking yet. I would go to school, go home, repeat for about five days in a row. I remember the second day I was panicking because I couldn’t find a clean outfit to wear. I got in trouble for being late on day three and got a verbal warning. I remember sitting in class at a desk doing work on a paper with other students doing the same thing. It was an outside school on like a little hill you had to walk up to get to the desks with the walkway to the left. On day five, I was on my way to school in the car with my mom driving and baby sister in the back. Someone asked us a question when we were stopped outside the school and my baby sister answered in a full sentence. It was the first full sentence she ever spoke and we were excited about it. The dream shifted to the house I live in and it was night time. My neighbor called me outside and asked for a ladder. I brought it over to her and we both climbed up it against her fence which had a canopy over it for some reason. She pulled out a container that had rice and soup in it and she wanted me to eat it so I did. After it was empty I got off the ladder and went back inside.

19 May 2024

Dream

I was in a countryside with my two friends but one didn't seem to be one of my friend from my real life. The one that I'm certain it was, started running to the other side of the rice plantation and reached to the back of a clump, so me and the other one friend(?) thought to do a shortcut we saw before passing by the clump. But to our surprise, there were some women all with the same rice plantation uniform like cloth. When we saw them we got terrified. We didn't even want to get noticed by them so we decided to do the same path one of my friend did before. But when we started to make our ways, I woke up.

14 May 2024

Dream

I came home from college for the summer and went back to my church for the first time, and my mom and siblings came with me for some reason, even though my mom does not like that church. I was prepared to help in any way. I just didn't know what needed to be done. I assumed I would be playing the piano as I did every Sunday before I went to college, but no one had mentioned anything about it to me yet. I ended up talking with a few people I knew in the ladies bathroom. Then I flushed my phone down the toilet, and panicked, but I got it back. Then I did a couple things in the kitchen and looked for rice, but there wasn't any, so I dried my phone the best I could. It ended up working perfectly fine afterwards. Then I realized that it was one minute before the service started, so I ran over to the main platform. The other pianist, who is one of my closest older friends, was at the main piano already, so I went to the second piano, but she beckoned me over, and stopped playing and went over to the choir loft. I sat down, but I didn't even know what I was supposed to be playing. I looked at her and asked, and she told me the song, I started to just play a long intro so it wasn't silent, but I motioned to the choir director to wait because I knew I didn't have the music yet. Well, he started the so anyways, so I panicked and played the best I could without music. It was really bad. Then I did some stuff, started crying, his under the piano seat, and stayed there the whole service. Then my ex boyfriend looked at me and made a face of concern. Then he texted me and sent me some videos. He never does that, though we are pretty decent friends still. I was wondering if he was asking if I was okay, but I never looked at the videos to see. Then I woke up.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a weird dream where I had to enter a witch mansion with a companion. I don't remember the exact reason but it seems like i vonluntarily entered it to get some kind of information. The companion's identity also changed over time. When I start entering the mansion, it's like a labyrith. This witch is a blind witch as she had her eyes separated from her body and hanged somewhere in the house for supervision. So when I and the companion navigated ourselves through the house, i always felt like there are a pair of eyes watching us. At certain point, we heard an annoucement that the witch is not here, we needed to find her at my aunt's house. I knew the way there but I didn't know where we were. There was a large open window leading to a rice field. When we tried to see whether we can jump down, the companion who was now a close male cousin said that it was too high that we may hurt ourselves tried to jump down. We then remembered that there was a cherry blossom garden in this mansion that we knew how to get back from. We then went to a spa with a lot of girls, this spa seems to connect to the garden. At first, the spa looks very relaxing and enjoyable. I befriended with a girl and ask for a way out, she said she knew a way which was through two supermarkets connecting to each others. One was for citizens of these mansion only and the other was for normal people. She said we could pretend to return a specific drink and sneak out that way. I spoke to my companion - who was now my best friend and she said we should rather climb out to the cherry blossom garden as per our plan. We then went up to the make up section of the spa where we sees other girls but they seems a lot more vain and competitive. This make up section has windows where we can climbed out to the garden. I found an old friend, haven't met her for a long time but from my memory, she always made very irrational decisions, like some of the worst decisions i could think of. She had turned herself into a moiturising bubble machine. I was horrified, this is a kind of body horror. When I spoke to her, she can only see the bubble patterns to confirm her reaction. I could imagine what she thinks when she made that decision, that she would be the most modern and perfect beauty in this competitive catty environment. But her technology is now out-dated and she was put under a make up table. I spoke really gently to her at first but one of the catty competitors told me that the old friemd didn't recognise me. So i spoke harshly to her like i did once long time ago in the past. I felt guilt and woke up.

25 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at Krav Maga class and when I left I got out on the highway and was flying or skating down the interstate. One of my classmates pulled up beside me and we started talking. I turned off and went to some sort of roller coaster. It was just red rails that were on a mountain and I sat on a special stool and sped around the roller coaster. When I was done, I went through the little gift shop and as I was leaving a man tried to stop me and mess with me. I kneed him and ran off towards the busy intersection where cars were zooming by. I then showed up at Sam’s house, my krav instructor, and was going to pet sit for him. I couldn’t remember which house was his and picked the wrong door and a lady wrapped in a towel opened the door and fussed at me. I found the right door and went into Sam’s house. I was looking for the pet food when the door unlocked and Jolene walked in. She said she was just there to make rice. I opened a bag of pancake mix and then accidently spilled it. She told me that I was one of the only people Sam trusted to come into his house. Then two more people showed up stating that they were his friends. At that point I woke up.

22 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a 3 part field trip to a retail store, a restaurant, and this obsidian cliff over a small beach. The retail store was just that, however me and a bunch of children were offered carrots, rice, and this fancy dip that complied with my dietary restrictions. I think fairies were there from the show Fairly Odd Parents. Next I was briefly at a restaurant which had some familiar adults sitting at a table. I remember ordering and drinking fake alcohol. Last was the small cliff side, which was made of a sharp glassy black rock with the underside being more brittle and slightly more colorful. It was quite pretty. The tourist part had the edges blocked off for safety but a girl convinced me to go down with her (this was allowrd but not for our class) so she could take pictures and I complied. I got scared about halfway down and hesitated to go further. Then an alert told everyone on the beach side to climb back up. And all at once these professional climbers scaled the cliff side, shouting ‘Like cyclists!’ as they jumped the safety barrier at the top. I got anxious since I wasn’t wearing climbing gear while everyone else was. However I tried anyway and did quite well, jumping with the masses over the barrier. I then had to go back to class where everyone was tired from the field trip and the sky was dark. There was a girl I liked who accidentally showed a bit of her breast in her tired motions, unaware that I saw. This made me quite happy. It was then time to go home, and I stepped outside of class to head to my bus. This was supposed to be high school due to the people present however the environment was my college campus. My bus was across the pond in a swampy area. I waited in front with two familiar people from middle school, when I saw an old friend walk by, his pants slightly on fire. A lighter then falls out of his pocket, which I run to and try to give to him. He however, is stumbling around, breaking a small tree and collapsing to the ground in a delirious state. In real life I recently stopped being his friend as he never valued me. As I approach him he threatens me with a lighter to my surprise, before I had him his lighter. He then gestures me away before telling someone on his phone to fuck off, which I thought was at me at first. I then return to the swampy bus spot, where I explain what happened to the two people from earlier, thinking he is on a bad acid trip. I wake up after this.

11 Mar 2024

Dream

It started when mama and Dave went out to buy rice, and I was left in Dave's house. Idk what happened but I went to get CJ and together we went outside. There was a white van and we get into it. I only have 10 php money, so Idk what will happen. Then we travelled to Phillips. I saw the houses and the driver was bringing the passengers to their respective houses. Then we suddenly crashed on the pineapple field, but luckily were not injured. I asked the driver to stop at the gasoline station. I gave him the 10 php and apologize as I don't have any money left. The driver sighed but luckily let us go since he didn't have a choice. There were lots of people at the gas station. I carried CJ and started walking towards our home in Damilag. While walking away, I looked back and saw Gio, wearing an orange shirt. I was surprised and said "you're here again?!" He walked towards me and smiled. I then said to CJ "say hello to tito Gio". And we walked together. I forgot what we talked about but he went home first cause there house is a few blocks from us. Before he went inside their house, he kissed my hand. And then went on and I woke up.

22 Feb 2024

Dream

I'm in a small apartment with wood floors and vintage furniture in a city. Holding a warm cup of tea with a purple shower robe on and blue pajama bottoms and a pale yellow shirt. I look outside and cover the windows. I look down feeling lonely as a look down at the corner. Doing my best to fill my loneliness without harmful decisions; I begin to sort through my paintings and plan out how to decorate my space. But nothing works and I cry in my space. "I thought I'd be happy, but I'm so lonely and sad" I say to myself, "I wonder if he's (a friend) busy" So, I call him and I get a knock on the door that startled me. I answer it and it's my friend, carrying takeout and other things in his hands. He nicely asks if he can come in and I said "oh, yes! I was just calling you lol". He says "oh.. wow thats weird lol" and we both have dumplings and orange chicken with rice. We end up having fun, and I almost fall while laughing. He grabs me so I don't get hurt and we playfully "fight". Then I excuse myself to the restroom. He then writes a letter on a sheet of paper from his notepad and folds it up and puts it in his hidden shirt pocket. He then offers to help me clean up and help decorate my space and I say I'd love your help! And as I'm sorting the paintings, I find a folded note in one of my houseplant pots filled with polished rocks. I then read it and blush because it was a love letter and asking if I'd want to start dating him. I say yes and hug him. He kisses my forehead and my lips, and we hug some more. We go back to decorating and I go to bed no longer lonely and touched by the pleasant surprise that my friend felt romantic love towards me too.

23 Jan 2024

Dream

A doll, one of those substance ones, was throwing rice at me and later in the same dream it burried me alive. When it threw the rice at me I could feel the pain of that in the dream

18 Nov 2023

Dream

I was going to church but I had trousers on so I passed by a stand to buy a dress because o didn’t have enough time to go home and change. I didn’t even make it to church i was in this weird home that was a school of some sort. The owner had a tiny guitar award thing with two frogs in a glass display. I tried to play the tiny guitar which pissed the owner off. My friend told me she doesn’t like that stuff touched so i stopped. Then she told me they are going to a party with her and I should come and bring a bikini. I wanted to go but I also felt like the house owner didn’t want me to come. The dream changed and it was night time. I was walking down the road and saw two men arguing. One was fat with a huge belly the other one was fit with an 8inch penis I don’t know how i have this information. The fit guy put a fork towards the fat man’s belly in a threatening way. The fat man pressed into the fork and it tore his belly open. But he kept pushing. Now the for was wedged between their tummy’s and they had this masculine war of some sort of who would die first. The point side of the fork in the fat man’s belly and the side that you hold in the fit guys tummy, tearing each other apart. The fat then took a knife and stabbed the fit guy in the heart then across his thigh through his penis. It should be noted that the fit guy was struggling to hold his breath but the fat man was unphased. Then the fat guy made a weird skin and flesh fairy for the fit guy using the fit guys skin and flesh and gave it to him with a smile on his face. The guy guy accepted the fairy gift with a smile caughing blood with his penis ripped to shreds clutching his heart with his other hand and they parted ways. For some reason it became day light and I was waiting for a bus to go home. My family passed by in car and my little sister looked at me indifferently. Then they stopped and all came out of the car to me crying. I don’t accept them i just pointed them towards my aunt who was chocking and foaming in the mouth. She was chocking on rice. Then i woke up

14 Nov 2023

Dream

I was in a familiar street on my way home. I had a duffle bag with gold in it. Big gold coins. I was distracted for a moment and the bag was gone. A guy pointed me to a direction where the culprit might gone to. I went on. It's a narrow and muddy road and it doesn't look safe. But I kept on going. At the end of the road was a rice field. There I found my bag. But the gold was no longer there. I looked around and saw some kids burrying it. I went to take it back. I drove them away and dig up the gold. I got all of it back. I was angry at the kids so I hit them with the gold in my hands. My cousin came and told me he had some gold missing and suspect that that was the gold. I told him if he can prove it was his, then I will return it to him. He just sighed because he knew he can't.