Hero

10 Jul 2024

Dream

It was the Batman who saved an entire city. Not the hero we deserved but the hero that we needed. 🌃 I saved myself when my parents were away for 3 weeks like Batman did when his were away. I learned the rules of the trade the tricks and coping mechanisms that helped me get through everything. Also Potential Indifference Derives us from Uniformity. I’m so proud and listening to the Dark Knight Rises Soundtrack the third movie from the trilogy moves me so much bc I realize how it helped me get through those difficult days when I felt like giving ⬆️ up and I never did. My self awareness helped me move past it and conquer it. In the days where I felt like quitting I said never. I’m going to keep going no matter how hard it gets like Batman fights for Gotham he may not be able to be in many places at once all at once but I tell you he helped save an entire city. It’s thanks to him I never gave up which led to all of my heroic self accomplishments. For that I’m eternally grateful. 🥲 I’m so proud of myself I just can’t fully express my gratitude 🙏 a tantamount and satisfactorily rightfully self achieved success due to the testament of my overall faith. Stay strong 💪🏻 keep it up 👍. No one is going to know who saved Peter, it was me myself the whole time.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I was kidnapped and made apart of this cult that kills people that have abused them. Torture them. And then when a member of the cult dies they string them up and burn them, dancing around them to send them off. Even insulting them to try to lighten the mood. It was like a big fucked up family. They were monsters but the love and comradey was real. They loved each other in a way I didn’t think was possible. And there was this dark haired man there. Was kinda like a ninja. He was obsessed or well in love with another member and kinda bullied them for attention. But secretly they’d kill anyone who hurt the. They watch them while they slept and studied anything they liked just so they could relate to them more. He was so desperate for this persons attention he was almost driving himself crazy tho everyone in the dream already seemed a bit crazy. There was a mentor lady that everyone loved. She reminded me of Miss Hoffman. She was so smart and wise and the day she died, the ceremony they performed was so very different from there usual. They did this dance were they summoned forth every element including lighting. And when they pushed over her burial- instead of insulting her like what was natural, they all ran forward and cried at the base of her shrine. Praying for her. Wishing her every good thing and to just be able to see her once last time. She was like a hero to these souls. She gathered cruel beings, killers, bad guys. And she’d find redemption in them. She’s give loveless people a family and purpose. They loved her on a way I’m not sure I could comprehend as I don’t ever really feel loved. She was extremely powerful and No one saw her death coming. Like she “gave up” her life for something. I saw a bunch of messy love stories within the dream. The final one being, a great love between a human Witch and a great Titan Prince. He was deathly sick to the point he couldn’t open his eyes or move. His family kept tryna feed him the human. Maybe to give him strength or something but he refused each time. Literally crying. The human was terrified of him cause he was so big. She was like the size of his cheek. But she did her best to relax against his skin because he was normally completely unconscious holding her in his fist. Everytime she’s tense a little his grip on her would tight painfully. She ended up realizing that he was protective of her unconsciously and didn’t realize was was the biggest threat when he squeezed her. If she wasn’t freaking out or his brothers threatening to feed her too him- She and the giant slept like kittens. When they both slept, the Titan didn’t look so scary and monsterious anymore. More like a younger kid holding on to his only life line. And sometimes, quite rarely, she almost seemed to cuddle into his face. To get closer to his warm. 800 or so years later the Titan wakes again and this time the witch girl is the one protecting them. She put a youth spell on herself so she can try to stay with the Titan because he’s like close to immortal and she was only meant to live a human life. But she can’t hold on much longer. The Titan doesn’t say anything as he’s basically just a little kid waking from a long nap. He doesn’t get angry as he can feel how weak her energy is. All he does is try to protect and persevere what little energy she has left. But he too is weak from 800 years of a coma like sleep. Not really eating or moving. Though he’s still extremely powerful. As soon as he awaking tribes start trying to hunt the two (for some reason 🤷‍♀️) as he brings her back to the mortal realm in hopes of giving her soul a lighter existence. He feels this despair, like no matter what he does he can’t save her. And it kills him because if she goes he knows he will not smile again. People are attacking left and right and she’s visually getting weaker and weaker. Her old age catching up to her now that he’s awake and refraining his strength. He knows she will die. Now I didn’t see this next part in the dream but here’s what I think happened. I think he cast some kinda forbidden spell or something to tie there souls together and force her into reincarnation. He would find her again and when he did he’d be a man, not a child. He’d keep her for real. Now to only find and convince her of that as there old situation wasn’t exactly a friendly one and he’s not sure if he even has a likable personality. She only knew him asleep. Also a lot of the monsters in the dreams. When they died, they’d be locked in these night cages and they’d be sad and lonely till random spirits would visit then they’d get all happy and dance around in there cages. Also the Titan had a grimoire of summoning to all his old friends real selves. Kinda like in fate stay night were you could summoning forth a champion but he was strong enough to summon as many as he wanted whenever he wanted. And the human he was facing casually summoned a copy version of stalker guy from earlier in the dream. He got kinda smirky and summoned the real original that easily kicked the humans ass. It was kinda funny to watch. I was the human in the dream that hadn’t died yet. Also the Titan at first looked like this massive scary pig man with tusks and shit. But later in the dream it was like he just turned into a really large young adult guy. Considered a young child amongst his species and hers. He had long, light orange like hair and light sun kissed skin. He looked like he was surrounded by sunlight light later on. Like really pretty

2 May 2024

Dream

In my dream, I become the hero of my own movie. I am fighting a monster who kidnapped my family, but I show incredible strength and defeat him after a tense battle. My actions lead me to become a legend who protects everyone from evil.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream about these episodes I’ve been watching in real life: so there was this boy called Adrien and this girl called Marinette they are both actually friends when they ar super heroes also known as ladybug and cat noir i had a dream Marinette not knowing cat noir is Her biggest crush Adrien came over to her house and they watched a movie the movie was about to start when Alya Marinette best friend, the only who knows she is ladybug walks in Cat noir hide under Marinette table and then a green flash comes from under the table Marinette , scared about this goes to check what happened and she sees her crush Adrien underneath the table she then says A-Adrien your. Adrien sheepishly standing in the middle off the room and Alya is really confused Adrien leave we will talk about this later.

13 Mar 2024

Dream

So I had a dream about a person that sexually harassed me today. I was in a hotel with my cousin and my boyfriend, I was asleep in the same room as my boyfriend and shared a wall this guy that said he was a superhero. When that happened it was the days after I spend time with my cousin's friends and him, we had so much fun and then when I came back to the hotel, I was just waiting for my boyfriend, but before Damian came back , the guy knocks the door and said that he was just like trying to make friends. Suddenly I don't know why, he grabs me by the breast and he starts to like, touching me and I'm like, I don't want anything, the problem is that he was super more strong than I, and then he tried to make curfews with me and my friend, he started to control over some of my life. I asked my boyfriend for help because I made a mess on the bed and I had to clean it, it had red stains in it, so I used that opportunity to escape and tell Damian what was going on, and he accepted to help me. The last day we made a panel that I was part of, a panel that was supposed to talk about how super heroes have the ability to make normal people have power without having, but unfortunately I didn't feel like I could, and I told the person that was directing the panel that I got harassed by the superhero. She gave me the small smile and said "this is your story, you can do whatever you want with it, and if you want to tell them, tell them, don't stay silent." So I said "good morning to everybody here in the UA. This was supposed to be a place where everyone feels safe... Well I didn't anymore. " And and then I told everyone that I got sexually harassed, and the audience was shock, so I was crying and the presentator came to comfort me and then my boyfriend, and then I woke up.

3 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream about Izuku Midoriya just now. And I NEED to write it down. This feeling in my chest is so heavy and I don't think I'll be able to alleviate it until I've written SOMETHING about the dream. Izuku and I were really close. We met in highschool, fell in love... I did everything I could to help him. We went on car rides and sometimes he would pull me up in the air and propel me around with his quirk. He became a pro hero, and I became a teacher at U.A and an Underground hero by the name of "scramble." Things were good. He and I had started living together, and we brought Uraraka into the relationship as well. I would make them both lunch, breakfast, or dinner, and they were off. Then, I would get up and get ready to go to work, being a teacher wasn't fun, but it was gratifying. I loved my class, and they loved me. Pretty soon our little throuple decided to buy a house. We agreed that the attic would be my study/chill/work space. They didn't intrude on me there, but there was a lovely wooden and rope ladder. The rungs were made out of wood, and the sides were made of rope. That's important, because something happens to that ladder later. I can't pinpoint the exact day that something changed in Midoriya. He started drinking, and smoking... often. Raka and I tried getting him to stop... but he wouldn't. Saying things like "Being a hero sucks, can't you just let me have this one thing?" We didn't like the change, so we got together class A. Told them what was going on. They confronted him too, and he snapped at them. "Do YOU have one for all?" He asked. We all shook our heads. "THEN SHUT UP." We dropped it after that. But he was wasting away and we all could tell. Muttering under his breath that it would all he better if he were gone. Eventually, he came into my space. Wrote me a FULL letter. Detailing how he's been feeling, he told me that he loved me and wrote all of the memories we shared into the paper. Everything, down to the last hair out of place. It suffocated me because I knew something was happening. Then, at the end of the letter... he said "Now it's time for me to leave this world behind, and join the other One For All users within the quirk. Don't worry. I've already passed it on, I'm not stupid." He went on to detail the kids name, and where Ocha and I could find him. Then he said, "Thanks for everything my love. Don't tell anyone, and don't try to stop me. By the end of this letter, you would have been too late." I raced towards the ladder to see that it had been cut and the only one who could get me down safely would be Ochako. So I screamed, a guttural, broken scream and curled in on myself. When I woke up, that panic didn't go away. Hence why I made this.This suffocating feeling isn't going away, holy shit. Holy fucking shit. I need to go back to sleep damnit. Holy fucking shit. Izuku... goddamnit. Motherfucking shit.

3 Mar 2024

Dream

I dreamed I got superpowers. I chose super speed and phasing through buildings. I had fun for a while, I ran through town and ended up in some random teenager's house, so I asked him to be my side kick. He wanted the part but didn't care about hearing the rules when I said it. So I took him to the superhero building where he'd have to agree to the rules before getting superpowers which were 1. No inviting suspicion on my civilian identity, . 2. He can pick things stronger than other heroes, but not overall stronger than me. 3. Has to get me on missions sometimes. 4. No talking back to a higher rank, especially the high ups like the eye patch guy on the computer who was my boss. But then I woke up. I don't remember fighting anybody, which is atypical for my dreams.

26 Feb 2024

Dream

i was driving one of those big buses you would see at a nursing home to transport old people, and i was at this one big house that’s in my town, it was a nursing home in my dream. i pull up to it, and start slowing down. then the nurses start walking right onto the road in front of the bus wheeling out the old people, and i had to slam on my breaks to make the bus stop. i said “what the fuck are they doing?!”. and they were taking forever to come to the bus so i moved forward the tiniest bit so the bus would be closer, and the nurse stops in the middle of the road and throws her hands up like “what the hell are you doing!?”. i stopped the bus and parked it, opened the doors and waited for them to come. the nurse helped the first old person on the bus and said to me “what the hell was that?!”. i replied with “i was just trying to get closer to you guys, but why the fuck were you in the road?? do you wanna get hit?!”. she immediately stopped yapping and went back to helping the old people get on the bus. when she was done, i closed the bus doors and closed my eyes for one second. i opened them and i was in a passanger seat on the bus, and my mom was driving it??? she was asking where i wanted to eat and if mcdonald’s was okay, so i just said “yeah that sounds good.”. she drove the bus with everyone in it, and all of a sudden the bus turned into her van and all the old people were gone. it was my brother and his friend in the back seat of the van. we were out on the freeway and i had a map pulled out, and my mom said “how much longer till we reach barbra’s fun spot?”. she was referring to one of the seniors that was on the nursing home bus, and my brothers friend replied with “two hours!”. my mom replied with “damn! barbra do we really have to go out this far?”. and then we magically appeared in the town barbs favorite fun spot was at. we drove through it for a minute, then pulled into this huge strip mall, and we found her spot. it was a library/comic store looking place. mom parked right beside the building so she could get the old folks out of the van, but there was no old people in the van, just me, her, my brother and his friend. but she got out of the car and was somehow wheeling out a couple of old people out of thin air. we walked inside, and my brother and his friend immediately darted for the computers to play on them. my mom was talking to me, i don’t remember what she was saying but i was looking around and i saw a book of my favorite movie, big hero 6. i looked above it and saw another book that was related to big hero 6. it was like a meet the characters or something like that. my dream was mostly black and white, very fuzzy looking, and very dark so i could barley see when i got into the library, but the desks were connected in rows, but they were a creamy white wooden color with black trim, rectangle cube desks almost so the screens had privacy. the sides extended on the top a little bit so you could use the top part of the desk as a shelf. that’s where i found the other part of the big hero 6 book. i grabbed it and gasped, and noticed the boys were at the window. i put the book down and went over, and saw how beautiful the sunset was. i jokingly said “yo this sunset looks like it’s bouta play-“ and i intimidated a trumpet noise playing it’s been a long, long time. then my brother joined in too and we both started laughing. i turned around to go look for mom, but i woke up in the waking world.

20 Feb 2024

Dream

I was out exploring somewhere- it looked like a resort in Hawaii or something- and it was completely deserted. There was no one out there with me, which I thought was odd and a bit ominous but kinda cool at the same time. I could hear the birds chirping and watch the sunset in silence. Then I started to get this feeling of dread and I looked out across the sea and started to see this fleet of ships in the distance headed my way. I went inside, and it was set up like a war room and there were a few important looking people standing around either talking on the phone or to each other in hushed tones. I felt like a child walking in there, even though I was grown and knew I was supposed to be there. It felt like everyone was looking down on me. Like they thought I wasn’t supposed to be there, but I knew I was. I walked to the person in charge, someone I felt I knew for a really long time, and she looked at me like an old friend but when she saw my face and how serious it was she asked what is it, so I told her. That set off a cascade in the room with people starting to call other people and phones ringing and the news turning on and her face hardening. She turned to her advisor and I walked out of the room but remained in the building. The scene changed to me being with a group of people, possibly at the same resort? But we were out exploring the island and we had jet skis and whatnot. We knew it was dangerous, but we still had time to blow off some steam before we had to get serious and buckle down. So we went swimming and were having a good time, but I think we lost track of time because a group of agents or army people came to get us while we were still out having fun and the mood changed quickly. We had to gather up fast, but they also warned us the water we were in had creatures in it that could and would hurt us if they grabbed us, but we needed to get samples or something for scientific purposes. I was back on the ship because I was tired/leading the research team, but my brother was still out there. I was trying to get him to hurry up but he was too fascinated with being the hero and/or seeing one of these creatures up close (I think). But we finally left the area and got back to the base house, which is a house I had been in before (I think in another dream). All the blue chairs from high school were lined up looking at a tv like a presentation was going to happen and I was getting nervous. It was like the world was about to end and we had to watch a way to survive- which is exactly what it was. Everyone started prepping and I took the back stairs to my favorite hide out to process and think through what was going on. Then I woke up.

10 Feb 2024

Dream

I'm on a rooftop at night, I'm a marvel superhero chasing a villain who is running away from me. I don't see which one I am but the rooftops suggests Spiderman, ot Daredevil. I finally catch up with the mutant that's been running from me and apprehend it, and begin to ask questions. "Why were you spying on me? Are you planning some kind of attack? Are you working with anyone else?" Me? It says. It's you who's the villain. "Who are you working for?!!" I threaten. "Superman!" It says cowering. 'Superman is the most powerful being in the universe, when he tells you to do something....you do it! And he told me to watch you and report back what I saw. ' Why would Superman keep surveillance on me? I'm helping people. "That's not the way he sees it. What do you call a superpowered human imposing their will on others outside the law, with no accountability?" Isn't that exactly what he does, though? I counter. "He's not human, he's Kryptonian" I let the mutant go. Who is he to play God? I may not be a hero but I'm no villain. Then I remember his name is Kal-El which means son of God.

5 Feb 2024

Dream

dan and phil reading online question pulled down letters from high above shelves with random things tie to string i.e fork spoon. in letters were the questions to ask them but slowly turn into a book. supposed to be children’s book. but asks weird questions inside. goat book. but not fully made yet later got a mail full of packages. they were books. the children book in hard covered and colored in. also got some miniature little stuart books but didn’t notice they were connected as they had artwork on the “brim” of the book. it was an apocalyptic world. it’s as giving adventure time world from above. i tried to put the art back together but they were really misshapen and was hard to tell what belong where. walked away. head to beach? head back from sand. a ghost/phantom from the floor hit me with a rock in front of me. i ouch. he did it a few times. i turn around and i see a “booth” of people hooked into some vr type things and the man who controlled the phantom said to his buddies that he sat next too was she was the only one who i made contact with and gave him company in that barren desert/apocalypse and somehow i knew him from a past life. the worker who was watching everyone to make sure everything runs smoothly ask if i wanted to try. i ask if it was safe and she did not make me feel safe. so she sat me down with one of the war veteran with no legs that was friends with the man and next to a women who was dressed up as a flight attendant hooked up and ready to start her job in vr. i watched her go through the process and it was insanely loud and sound like if a plane engine was next to her. and after she hooked in. i heard her pull something down and say thank you for flying with us and after a while it quietly down. i watch a kid from across the side start fizzing out and the worker their tried to wake him up from the vr. the war veteran next to me said thank you and plugged in the system. i was still scared at this point but the worker said it’s gunna be okay. enjoy your adventure. i said okay as she handed me a round vr set that plugs to the back of your brain instead. i rubbed my back head a bit to get a comfortable spot then it locks in. it turn on and i left my left eye start to hurt as well at the left brain to my third eye. i enter, i’m on a rocket ship. there is a bit of a tutorial to explain how to control and move around in light version of zero space. i start to panic bc i don’t know how to plug out the system bc i forgot to ask how to leave. i head down multiple corridors to see if i can find someone. i bounce. it slowly kept getting dark until i saw a sign that said to the left door is where it a lobby and your room. i entered it and i hear the war veretan voice talk to me so i try to go find him. i find him and now he has legs and and afro with pink and yellow hair split dye. he was like i look different huh and laughed and introduce me to our dog named mojo. i started to calm down as i saw familiarity. i understood now. i was a part of the man’s team and we were trying to fight something evil. i fought with them and i was a hero in that timeline but i was the only one who was able to get a different life but they still lived in war era. he said i love this vr. “i’m able to create that what if scenario and see if i’m able to change the past” i knew it related to the goat books i got earlier but it didn’t make sense. i knew bc i was in the vr this time. it was real. if i did anything this man life would change for the present bc this was real.

30 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream about an orange tiger he was with me he was naive and he wanted to ride a children’s ride but I had to find a way to control his temper and have him understand that even though we appreciate his hard work as a super hero he can’t break the only ride made for him I felt like I was in an anime