Fan

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I also had a #dream I was in the #three-kingdom era, I was some brother for a #prince, the #prince killed one of my #sons so I killed him, another kingdom won over the #war but I was it's chancellor, I realized I'm #Koumei, after all that ended the #maghouls came to take over our kingdom but we fought fiercely against them. Then it came to our era, I had #drawings for a lot of the things that happened, one of them was the death of #Koumei, I drew him #sleeping #peacefully inside his #bed, Hugging the #fan his #wife gave him with his #blankets.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I’m in the country with family. We are sitting outside and have guests. There are two different houses on the property. One older house where we stay and a newer place where my brother in law and his husband stay. We are eating outside and have a fan blowing. My brother in law and his husband move to a place closer to their home to get away from the fan. Our guests tell us about an excursion they went on and it is the same excursion my brother in law and his husband were on earlier. When I asked my brother in law if he saw the guests he was shy to answer if he had. He mentioned that there was a Philippine woman and a young man at the excursion who seemed to fit the description of our guest.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

-My friends (Yas and Naomi) and I were meant to be going out but we all were running late, at 1 am I text the group chat telling them that I am leaving but Yas finds me and suggests that we stop at her friend's house to pregame, on the way there I notice that the sun is already coming up and I look at my phone and see that the time says 123:1. I forget to tell Naomi that we are at Yas' friends house and we don't know where she is. - In London, in a shoe shop, a TikTok Influencer (Clarke Peoples) tells me about her friends from LA who moved to London and how they recommended me as a guide/friend. It turns out that I already knew these people. - Also there was a Jack Quaid superfan that was looking for love

12 Jun 2024

Dream

Well I was at a casino and hevra my hive mind master was the dealer for today and she was worried about me about finding the right content creator to watch so we play a game called perception vs reality and I play the role as a fan of two different content creators, one was nice and the other one is uncertain. I had two d20 dice and both of them were shiny. One was perception and the dealer was reality, and I don’t remember what happened next but I just know that both of the creators was warped and toxic

26 May 2024

Dream

Looking for a house to rent on a wonderful village, found one. It was beautiful. I entered the house, a beautiful aunt was coming to show me the house. It was all white, has a double fan. On a fan saw Chanda, and the chandan plate nearby.I sat in a corner to aunt to come. But she didn't. We done the deal. Two other friends met outside of the house, in the front side, looking for shop to buy, I'm also exploring the village. Tateya owner gave me speakers, we danced together on a song. Me and Rashmi on the house sleeping, asked why there is two fan in a room. While Im back of the house, i thought she was cheating on me, with the man or boy, didn't find the face.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing this game that was set in California. It started with you walking into a hotel, there were lots of scorpions and wildcats outside. I did a few rounds before I realized the only way to win was not to get out of the hostage situation and to play through it. It had something to do with the drug trade. There was a guy who was a super dynamic actor, he kind of looked like Barry Pepper. But his name was something weird, like Glumor. I looked him up online and saw that he was only a couple years older than me, homeless, a traveler and known for being a little weird. But he also was in the same town I was staying in, so I decided to go look for him. He was trying to get work at this old lady’s house. She said no so he started walking away. I followed him and started asking him questions. He finally turned around and asked if I want to be with him. I hesitantly said yes. I assured him that I wasn’t trying to get him and that I would be nice to him. He was still cute but somewhat jealous and intimidating. Eventually he turned downright cruel, stole my favorite stuffed animal and buried it under water, mud and eventually tons of goose feathers. I managed to dig it up but I knew I couldn’t take it to the airport. So I brought it to a lawyer I trust, and she agreed to keep it safe. There was a battle on the water, he apparently had water superpowers. He died but I felt conflicted about the whole thing, I still kind of liked him. They wrote a bunch of news articles about it but they also were weirdly nonchalant about the abuse and water powers, because they apparently were huge fans of the stuffed animal company who wanted to downplay it. Mom wouldn’t quit bothering me about the details, I started trying to write things down, and I told her she was making things worse. They asked if I had cheated with Sterling even emotionally. I explained that he’s dead.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing in a Brazilian friendly futsal match and I was the famous Brazilian soccer player Neymar. Brazilian fans came to watch as I played soccer with Brazilian kids who were aspiring to become pro. I would pass to them, assist to them, help them score and celebrate. After the game, I celebrated with the kids who scored goals, taking pictures with them in front of their parents. I felt happy to make others happy. At the end, my Brazilian godmother and her friend were in the dream came to see me.

13 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream where my two ex's Matt and Andrew became one person and I was staying at their place. I was having trouble getting my medicine and asked my mom to bring them toe, but while I waited for my bag of everyday medication I had some left in my pill container, which I took instead of the ones offered by my ex. As I continued to dream huge spiders (about the size of your fist) with yellow and black coloring began to crawl around on the ceiling, trying to come down on me or my ex. My ex started killing them, but eventually one got close to me, I turned on the overhead fan to no avail. It fell on the floor and climbed up my leg. I knew it wanted to eat my flesh, but mostly my brain. Just as it was about to bite me with its pincer mouth I woke up.

3 Mar 2024

Dream

I barely remember bits and pieces since I should've recorded this as I woke up from my accidental 4 hour nap but here it is. I was with another girl and some dude with some sort special abilities or power but I wasn't there as me, rather an entirely different person at least externally. The dude wasn't necessarily like an enemy or antonganist from my point of view/towards me but also wasn't necessarily with or on mine and the other girls side either, like a chaotic neutral kind of character with a little unsure back and forth between goals, intent, motives, and action/behavior. Always difficult to tell and almost fickle in that sense but nothing too worrying for me at least. The three of us ended up together along mine and the other girls 'mission' and journey to do/find something like a truth and I believe shut something no good down. He just kind of ended up there, with intent that was clearly not trying to 'help' us but not necessarily 'against' us either and with his own motives that are more or less unclear but not really threatening so we were oddly comfortable with him in our own ways aside from some occasional bickering and what not. I am unaware of the backstory of the three of us and our affiliations with each other but I knew that much as far as how we all got on with each other and what we know of each other's characters. For some reason I couldn't physically stand at first, in a wheelchair and something had happened in front of me a ways away that I wanted to see out of disbelief and like a hope. It seemed like an act of kindness and positive change being shown from the random people idly there and I remember feeling disheartened just a moments before this with a lack of confidence and insecurity with my own capabilities and luck. He knew this and seemed to try to lift my confidence and hopes up in his own subtle though direct way. Seeming satisfied when I without any help quickly stood up and managed to even walk a little towards the scene which brought on a lot of emotions in me and determination. There was a time skip to me, him, and the other girl ending up in this giant flooded sewer like area where normally people aren't supposed to be for many safety reasons as well as it not being built for that. The water was practically up to our chest and really strong and big like waves, it was scary but I remained nearly unfazed by fear as we waded through the gushing water into the next section of nothing really different. There was a different little opening though quite big to the side like that of a sewer system that had a red light illuminating it to a high powered fan that would indefinitely kill us if we ended up there. I got stuck somehow being pushed by the water towards that opening and getting dangerously close to the terrifying death trap that was, I was panicking and anxiously yelling "guys-!..." in a way that was more alerting rather than a plead for help. They stopped in their tread and looked back, the other girl with a worried expression and the guy with an alerted expression though the guy had managed to very quickly make his way towards me and manage to save me somehow (probably with the help of his questionable strength and mysterious abilities) he helped me out and towards the other girl where we were supposed to be more or less on our way to wherever we were going. The other girl let out a relieved sigh with a faint smirk as she said to me, "You seem to be constantly helped by him"(something along those lines with the same concept and leading tone). I felt a little embarrassed and irritated with myself at the notice of that and realization of my incapabilities in comparison to them, ultimately feeling a little flustered and embarrassed but also really insecure about possibly not being independent or self-reliant and capable enough. I am always quite independent and self-reliant and with every intention to be at all costs but this made it seem as if it weren't enough to be or at least wasn't in these moments. There was more but it gets more difficult to explain further on and more difficult to remember accurately as it is very detailed to begin with and complex. My conscienceness kept going from in the dreaming state to being more aware and in tune of 'reality' and waking life though never actually waking up, more so like just my mind but I never really opened my eyes or felt the rest of my body wake up like such regardless. Due to this it felt like my conscienceness was being pulled in and out of the dream similarly to that of waking up and revisiting/recontinueing the same dream the next time you fall asleep, making it feel like such without having actually.

13 Feb 2024

Dream

So the dream I had today was bit jumbled,so the dream started out with two people at the mall a black teenage boy and his mom the black teenage boy's mom stealing the high heel of another the woman chases her and his mother then trips dropping the shoe the other woman yells no! And the boy's mother finally sees that there's a bomb strapped to the shoe and before she can say anything it goes off and explodes the ball of fure spreading like wave people being thrown off the ground, blood and cuts on face,and broken limbs and bones,people screaming and crying for some strange reason this didn'tmake me panic. Then it cuts to another dream where I am with my Older sister and my mother and we are driving away from the mall and I look past the wimdow and suddenly see men specifically gay black men in pairs having sex on the street lights?! Yes I know very weird I dont even know how they were balancing but they were too busy enjoying themselves to even care about the cars passing buy. That dream ends and finally I'm in a dream where I am a young adult my afro is tied into a puff and I'm a professional choreographer and I am one of the most trusted dance partners of the Kpop idol Hyunjin that he always chooses me to he his partner we do very risqué dances and there seems to be sexual tension building but we just laugh it off and have fun one of the back up dancers ask if we're together and remind her that we can never be together a kpop idol with a girlfriend? let alone a black woman oh that is definitely not allowed,so Hyunjin and I dance alone in the studios and we dance close to one another our lips almost touching but I pull away and carry on dancing my afro bouncing with the rythm while Hyunjin just smirks its like the whole cycle is constantly flirting with one another,guiving suggestive looks to one another,dancing is almost our way of intimacy we like one another,but we'll never tell one another as we both know the netizens,the sasaengs or fans will never allow us to be together. I'd say this final dream was the least weird one and a very hm...insightful one too.

13 Feb 2024

Dream

in the dream I'm standing in the kitchen of a house talking to lupin when I notice alot of movement on the fan In the kitchen. I see it's a huge spider the size of a dinner plate. I watch this spider spin its web back and forth never showing me its back so I can identify it. when it finally drops down a little and is spun around I saw that it was a brown recluse spider. this terrified me so I told lupin we needed to get out of the kitchen and keep Draco and the others out (I'm not sure who else was there in this dream the only people I could see clearly were Draco, lupin and I think I was Luna. so I go out to get an exterminator. and when I come back I check with lupin to make sure no one has been in the kitchen and the spider is gone when I checked the kitchen and I woke up.

10 Feb 2024

Dream

I had just taken a shower and got out and was in a small room about to blow dry my hair but when I went to go grab the fan to keep myself cool my brother was laying in my bed and he needed to use the fan so I couldn't blow dry my hair and then I started going through pictures in my phone and they were inappropriate pictures and then next thing I know I was in my kitchen with two older males that were my brothers and we were gonna make a drink and we needed lemonade and orange juice and the only orange juice I had had alcohol in it and we were laughing saying we better hide this from dad or he's gonna get us and then I started remembering a dream of when I hid behind a couch as a little girl and try to drink my dad's beer but it was really nasty