Desert

4 Nov 2024

Dream

I was hanging out with this guy I was seeing, he resembles someone from my past (whom I tried pursue a few years ago but ended shortly before he was unfaithful and very negative) and I think we were flings/sexual partners. We were in the apartment or hotel room, though it looked like someone actually lives there and we were with a bunch of others watching shows and movies on the TV. He was good company it felt good having him there, then we went to bed or took a nap more like but when I woke up he was no longer behind me he has left for some reason. I went to look for my phone to see if he messaged me but I couldn’t find my phone, I decided to use a different device to call my phone. I was walking in the local area of where I lived though it felt eerie and empty, especially because there’s been crime that happened in my neighborhood in the past. I was in front of the building of the elementary school I used to attend, and usually the school’s park there, and extra space on the other side. But instead it looked like a dessert and I had run through because it felt scary having walk on it and I winded up running towards the public park next to the school where I seen two older kids playing catch with some really small balls.

25 Oct 2024

Dream

I can’t remember most of the dream, so I’ll just tell you the small amount of stuff that I can remember. I was a pretty skinny (in a healthy way)orange cat and I was in this desert like area. There were people working there. They each had a barrel filled with coal and a thin but slightly tall “building” (idk what to call it) that was sorta like a bigger greenhouse next to them. I was being very cautious and was sneaking low to the ground. Then I got up and started sprinting past everyone. I can’t remember clearly, but I think I was on a mission of some sort that ended up getting me in the desert and the people were trying to kill me for no reason (this is just a wild guess, so I could be completely wrong). Anyways, I was running and some guy caught me. He trapped me under his hand and picked me up with a suffocating grip around my rib cage. I panicked and I think I scratched his arm so bad he let me go and bent down over the pain. I got back up and as soon as I was going to start running again, he aggressively stomped on my two right feet. The dream ended with me laying on the ground and the random guy reaching his hand out to me with either an angry or annoyed expression.

6 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in some kind of desert with a boy that I shared my first kiss. Although it was not regular desert with a sand, it was more of a rock desert with rocks and stone, but same orange-yellow-brownish colour as the sand. We were in a car and he was driving really fast, I was next to him. I yelled at him to slow down because he was driving into one big rock. But be didn’t listen. I grabbed his arm and placed my hand on back of his neck and it felt so real. Then we crashed in that big rock he was driving into and I woke up.

25 Sep 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was on vacation somewhere in the desert like Arizona with a couple that’s a friend of mine. They also would become my sister and bro in law and sometimes they’d become my parents. They were telling me how I had an addiction problem to alcohol and that I needed to be sent away to rehab. What’s weird is I don’t drink in real life but in the dream I had many memories of drinking too much. This happens quite a lot in my dreams where my dreaming self has his own memories. Anyways I didn’t want to go to rehab and nobody would listen to me so I got mad and broke a tv. This made things worse and my bro in law tackled me on the floor. Then I woke up.

24 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream starts with me being in some abandoned house with a whole bunch of drug addicts doing drugs and exchanging paraphernalia. Then my mom picks me up from there and on the ride home, I see the sky is extremely blue and there are beautiful white blossoms all over the trees and everything is just vibrant and beautiful and I step out of the vehicle to really take a look and I say this is the most beautiful day I have ever seen in my entire life. and I hear something coming from around the bend so I follow it down and there's this little town from my dreamscape, one that I've been there before and my grandma's there too. A lot of the things are made of gold and like an aquamarine color swirled together with gem stones and marble all very regal and expensive and like they said I guess they were El Dorado hills gold and there's a lot of like Spanish type themes and big rock columns, Mediterranean style too. Again there's that horseshoe shape island with the beautiful homes right there that I've seen before in my other dreams. There are parades with exotic animals and water around everywhere and I am with my grandma and we are having the time of our lives. I reach for my phone to capture the moment and I begin to film but I am very worried about running out of room in my phone or the footage not being captured. Then I notice the water begins to dry up and all of the bright colors begin to fade and and beautiful and exotic animals turn to basic long horn cattle that are charging at us. I run and grab for a tree branch only to be relentlessly pursued by one in particular that keeps coming back and trying to gorge me. I hang on for dear life as the stampede slows down and only the clouds of dust are left. Then I call for my grandma. But she is no where to be found. I frantically call for her and still there is no reply. As I watch the beautiful scenery turn to a dull lifeless dried out desert rather than the vibrant beautiful oasis of life and culture my heart begins to fill heavy as I realize that my grandma is dead and that she was never really there to begin with. But then I reach in my pocket for my phone and I find that there is footage of her there which gives me a feeling of hope and happiness unparalleled by anything else. I frantically try to show everyone and I slowly realize that I am in a lucid dreaming state and that I can control the scenery or the people who are there and what is going on in the dreamscape around me. I bring back the beauty and the exotic animals and vibrant colors and my grandmother and I enjoy the small hidden pocket of life and culture that I have created just for me, even if it’s only for a fleeting moment and even though I know it won’t last. I am still saddened by this but I use it as an opportunity to see my grandma anyway and hold her and love her. Then there are some typed of pages I wrote that blow around in the wind and my ex boyfriend Chuy catches one and sees his name. Unsure and embarrassed about the content I snatch the pages back from him and try to make an excuse as to why they would say his name, I think I claimed it was a list of phone numbers. I begin to go back and forth between this hidden world tucked into the hills of the Altamont pass in my dreamworld and back to the abandoned house where trouble and conflict begin to break loose. I was laying down with Chuy and I said something and some large black man began to try and attack me and punch me but Chuy quickly responded and fought the man and overpowered him. I then began to have conflict with a group of African American girls who I think were related to the man. They out numbered me but I stood tall and firm and told them that they do not want problems with me and I bluffed about having more people to back me up than I really did but it worked and they backed down. Later one through a pancake at me but it looked very delicious and I just wanted to find butter and syrup to eat it. I run into some of my cousins there and the dream somehow takes me to the dining room on my aunt and cousins at my great grandmothers house that used to be a place of stability love and comfort for me growing up. We seem to be arguing about something small but we are bringing plates of lasagna to this large table for everyone, but I begin to understand that they don’t have anywhere to live and that seems to be a theme throughout the dream- many people being homeless and relying on me to help me in some way. I feel overwhelmed and powerless to help them

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was a part of this gameshow like thing in this huge dome shaped auditorium filled with other people there was also no stairs to the bottom just big slants/ramps leading from top to bottom if you don't make it up the ramp and to your seat on the first go without sliding back down your automatically out, we were given super random tasks to weed people out but it was weird because sometimes we would drink alcohol and things like they were just testing how we perform in all circumstances, by the end there was only 1 side left we were all on the right. I had made a friend and we stuck the whole game out together I would sit between her and a guy we had to have been there a couple weeks so everyone who kept moving on started to know each other at the very end the girl I thought was my friend tried to push me down the ramp which would've gotten me out which at this point we had completely completed the challenges so it seemed out of jealousy. I moved and sat between this older lady playing cards and the super quiet to himself guy who i had caught staring at me multiple time he was hot so I didn't mind. In the end before I woke up the instructor let us know why we were here. She said basically the world was in a secret war as she's telling us this the dome covering the auditorium is like a screen she's zoomed out to the globe and all of the red is where the people are trying to infiltrate she zooms in and the area is in somewhere like an African desert with 2 white males holding big guns are walking around looking for something the instructor explained what they are looking for and that it was important i think it was a big tree but I'm not sure as I woke up shortly after

31 Aug 2024

Dream

I'm on the bottom floor of a multi level house, inside looking up. I see workers placing what looks like a large cylindrical air duct across the second or third floor. They turn it on and air begins to flow, but then it clogs with grass and dirt and debris from outside. The workers try to get it unclogged by removing a section and pulling dirt out debris and grass out. It pulls out in large grassy clumps. I look down to my right and I'm standing on a grass lawn inside the house, the grass nearly clipped in rows. My lawn is neatly trimmed but how did all the clippings end up all the way up there? I think to myself. In another part of the dream I was driving a red sports car down a desert highway until it plunged into the ocean. I was not scared, I felt alive like this was the most natural thing in the world.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at a canning food factory cleaning. Doing some water blasting. Theses guys had to remove the green seaweed from the machines. These guys did a bad job so I had to go through and help them remove what they missed. We started and canned all the veggies and loaded the trucks. They took off. And 2 of the trucks lost some of the cans and came off the road. It was all good as they were covered by insurance. I was selling Weed. Had to buy a ounce and drop some 50s off. We were in space in a space ship. These people ran out of gas so I used my ship to push then into earth's atmosphere they landed in the dessert. They were worried about getting attacked by rebels but one of there guys saved them by pulling up when they landed.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I don't remember the entire dream, but I remember it beginning with me sitting at a funeral for a casual aquaintance at a building. I don't remember much after, but I was later pulled away by someone, who gently pushed an arid desert plant that looked dead but I knew it wasn't into my hands while they held a vase. They held my hand and held it somewhat romantically. As we sat at another funeral in the same large wooden room covered in wood panels and a lit up platform with glass behind it where the casket was. Flowers were everywhere and the pews were filled for both people whose funerals i attended. there were two large tvs that played scenes from either their favourite movie or a movie they were in (the avengers) and the person I was with still held my hand, but then another girl sat next to them in the aisle seat and they held her hand and flirted with her even though i thought the person was with me. I got so jealous and confused I woke up

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I was like in a band on a stage with a lot of people but the stage was like in the air and after we finished playing we jumped off the island stage thingy in the air and pulled out a wingsuit and flew down to the ground into a bunch of bikes and we all got on them and drove to a desert and started playing around in the sand jumping over hills n stuff on the bikes

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was traveling with my sister in laws ex boyfriends. They were friends. The first boyfriend we took a train with a group of people to this place. Then I wasn’t fond of him and I met the other ex boyfriend. He was a musician with bright blue eyes. I was attracted to him but we remained friends. He was going to perform in three places. One, was a area surrounded by people, like an outside arena. Then the second option was in a area where it was so dark you can see the Milky Way and stars and nebulas. It was beautiful and the star formations were bright purple and blue. The final location was a desert landscape- very similar to the Grand Canyon, orange and bright. It was coastal too so on the left side you can see water at the distance. Then a giant, I mean giant (like 20 stories tall) white grey horse comes from the distance and passes us. I was at awe and grateful it didn’t step on me. I also remember trying to come back from where I came.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I was on a hike, it started out as kind of a desert with a forest, I saw crawfish in a steam and some people picked them up and ate them, but I didn’t, I remembered a time Dylan said he was going to make me lobster but didn’t, I wanted him to be there to eat the crawfish with me, eventually we had to climb up this tunnel in a cave, with a stream and water fall going down it, my sisters made it up, but they accidentally sent boulders that kept falling down, I kept dodging them, there was a woman in front of me guiding me, eventually we had to retreat, we did to regain rest, I wanted to eventually go back to see more crawfish, but the dream added with me and the woman regaining our strength outside of the elementary school I went to.