Crosses

7 Apr 2024

Dream

In my dream my old supervisor from my old job was tr you big to keep me trapped in this prison type of house. He told me that I could leave in a year. I thought I only needed to stay c purple days like everyone else. He was trying to keep me. I started crying and asking why did he lie I wanted to leave and go check on my mom she’s worried and waiting for me. I ended up leaving the room and found to knife weapons to try to defend myself. Then I was able to leave the supervisor came with me and told me that he was attracted to me and he tried to match with me o Facebook dating. I felt uncomfortable and was not interested in him whatsoever. We walk on the side of this abandoned building. He had to jump and he fell. I went back to my black car and was trying to fix up the handles to my car. I also was in the desert it was warm beautiful and sunny at one part of my dream. I was trying to find my way back home. There were two trucks in the street they allowed me to cross the street.

6 Apr 2024

Dream

dasha was skiing backwards and it was pointed out that as a person from money she had learned to do that as a kid. i was hanging out with a group of women. one of them was a witch who didn't like me. everyone was in the midst of traveling. they were going to a music festival. i took molly with some of those people. one of my friends urged me to come with them, but i didn't want to. i ended up going on a cruise to dublin (drive to the boat ended with someone getting sick). i was smoking weed on the ship and wandering around. i couldn't find my room. i had a pet puppy with me, and he kept trying to get away from me while i searched for the room. there was a mail carrier on the ship, and the puppy bit her on her ass when we crossed paths. i apologized profusely to her.

6 Apr 2024

Dream

It felt like I was in Florida and there was a HUGE tornado with multiple vortices that I was somehow able to dodge, but the home I was in was destroyed and I had family under the rubble. I helped dig all my aunts and mom and grandpa out and everyone was fine. I then remembered Jonathan and asked mom if I should go help him, but she said ‘no’ which I could feel was wrong I ran to his house and it was completely destroyed as well. He had managed to dig his way through to a neighboring houses chimney, but was stuck and had I not helped him get out he probably would’ve died of suffocation. Camille’s mom however had unfortunately passed on. It wasn’t until a few days later I while j think I was at a job or something remembered Tobias and I started sobbing uncontrollably and ran to the home to get him. I remember falling to my knees after crossing the street and there were two women next to me- one was dancing and recording herself on TikTok (who was angry that I may be in her shot) and another woman who knelt down to comfort me. I got to the house and as soon as I got there he reached out to me from behind a bed and I gave him the tightest hug and I started crying that he was okay

6 Apr 2024

Dream

i was on a trampoline and i tried to jump but my legs crossed before i could fully jump and i fell and woke up

6 Apr 2024

Dream

i was jumping on my friend alyssas trampoline and we were jumping incircles chasing each other.. then we played this game where one person is supposed to jump as hard as the can to make sure the orher person falls over basically but i kept falling really hard and i told her her to stop junping but she didnt.. she suddenly disappeared so i just played by myself but my legs crossed when i tried to jump again so i fell and then woke up

5 Apr 2024

Dream

April and I were in a room with many of the older friends and family members who have been important in our lives. There were also a lot of other people I don't know know. This was some kind of sharing session because people were talking about things that had happened in their lives, and we were all sitting faci g one another. Diane (my first mother in law and the grandma of my first son), Diane's friend, who we call Auntie Kathy who has helped April and I a lot with the kids since my first wife died. Kathy, who is sitting next to me gets up to talk to someone and a large man sits down in her seat. I try to tell him that someone was sitting there but he considers it fair game because Kathy had gotten up. People in the group start to share about loss and my turn comes up. I tell the story about TJ's death and Kathy who is now across from me begins to cry. It feels like, in the dream this makes sense because she helps us because she lost her husband to. April and I cross the room to hug her. She is not family by blood, but by loss. (This may or may not be true in real life, I don't know her family situation. She is retired and has no children that I am aware of).

1 Apr 2024

Dream

In my dream I found a huge like pentagon shaped building I went inside and found a little boy just behind a desk laughing it creeped md out so I ran further into the building. I somehow already knew it was a church in a way 🧐 as i walked around i came into this one room where some of the floor was just darkness and eyes staring at me, another room after that was plain pure white on the walls, and then went into the next room where it led to yk like a lift that decended. I was scared ASF 😭 but when I got off the lift I started walking and a sign pointed two ways one in white that said GODS ZOO and another but I forgot what it sayed I thought "GODS ZOO" would be a bunch of creepy monsters so I went the other way and found a girl laughing hysterical while she was behind a desk. I ran them slid on the floor asking why she is laughing so much she just continued to laugh and I asked her to stop which she did. I guess she told me to follow her because we ended up back at the front and was just talking and the boy from before was now accompanied by a man. They were both on the floor above us and I saw that the boy had a huge bag of gummy bears and I asked him to throw me a bag. He did throw it but the girl wanted some and I said she gonna have to catch me for it. I broke her ankles n all crossing her shit like crazy ⛹🏾‍♂️ but then the man that the boy was with wanted some as well he caught me reallllll quick and I was just in da floor sharing my candy while eating it. Me and the girl then went to go sit and eat pizza for some reason the chairs were connected to each other but some had tables and some don't. I asked her what this place is and she said Gods church. She also said she had a mark of (something) on her back and asked if I wanted one I promptly declined and said I know that's the mark of sin but she said it wasn't. We talked more then the boy came and talked w us the kid smelled my toes which I had only socks on I took off my shoes while we ran. Dude said my toes stink and I said yeah I know but then the girl defended me and said no duh he has been running all day. The man came and said he needed to borrow her for a few minutes. The guy went upstairs but the girl was trying to teach me how to use it because the stairs wasn't really stairs they were like moving circular platforms which there were 4 on each set and 2 sets to get up. She tried to teach me but I couldn't understand how because it kept moving each time I even tried to climb it but didn't work 🧐. The man was jus staring and told her "come now" and I told her to just leave me. I imagined us holding hands because I like her for some reason. ( I then woke up and went straight back to sleep) In this dream everything that happened last dream still happened the church n all but this time I had to figure out how I would have her be my wife and something told me to do it the church must be destroyed and rebuilt. I went and found the church but it was different this time it looked like a broken down house that wasn't leveled right fungus and mushrooms on the floor spikey possums drinking water from a fountain. I tried to get inside but the ground was to wet n slippery but then i look around and see a huge mushroom a white mushroom with suds all over the floor. The suds became alive and started shaping into like a 7ft female that started attacking me I tried to swipe away the suds because well it's suds but then it just regrew almost instantly. I ran to a little downward slope near the church but it was nothing but fog the closer down you get so I slipped down about half way as to not to touch the fog at all but before I could climb up the monster started grabbing me I promptly broke her arms(for suds it felt like it was a actual creature with bones) but that didn't last as it screamed its arms fixed and it grabbed me by the neck and I woke up.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

There was a book. I hadn’t seen people since a long time. So I had like a program for this moment. I stressed because I had cancer. My sister and mom talked in another room. My head was partially shaved. I couldn’t sleep so I went to see my sister and my mom who were talking in my bedroom, my mom didn’t helped my, just cared about my sister, and crossed my boundaries by not respecting my intimacy and touching my bald hair. I heard noise outside so watch hidden behind my window. They were children in the middle of the night who happened to be the children of fairies, baby fairies. An hold friend, related to my agressor who sent me a long text to boost my self confidence. It looks like she hit on me.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

There I was. Impaled through my stomach and out by back by one of the needles that was sitting at the bottom of this abyss I was knocked into that now has my blood dripping on it covering it in my blood. My limbs are twitching as I'm stuck around the needle point as my body is unable to go further down towards the bottom. My eyes pour blood the same time my mouth is throwing it up. I saw from a different perspective this time. This time I'm looking up at myself. But as bad as it is it couldn't possibly get any worse. That was a lie. Sooner than later I see a train falling right above me. And at the right moment, I woke up. I rose up quickly dripping in sweat and tears looking like I just been baptized. I found myself clenching my pajama shirt in between my stomach and my chest where there was excruciating pain. But it was only a nightmare. So why am I having this pain? This feeling was familiar to me… could this be another one of my prophetic dreams? If it was than I need to figure out what it means. Quickly. I laid back down questioning myself. How did I end up in that situation? Well let me tell you. I'm standing in front of an abyss. In between this large rigid train track that goes across this petrifying hole that leads to another side. I tried to run to the other side of this abyss but I gave up to the thought that it wasn't going to end. I closed my eyes and I somehow ended up in the same spot to begin with. “this place seems scarcely familiar..” I whispered to myself afraid that I would attract unwanted attention. I examine the place trying to look for certain things that could possibly ring a bell so that I can remember where I am and how to escape. And this is what I see. I looked in front of me and there is a train track that has no support holding it up above or below. I looked down and I saw a corpse lying on the train track where its ‘used to be’ head was. When I looked over to where the rest of its rotted head has been scattered to, I get startled to the sight and jerked backwards falling having tripped on the boards of the track. My hands start to shake like they were having a seizure and my heart was already starting to beat up against my ribs trying to escape and leave me making my breathing pattern irregular. Soon I get up and back away quickly from it and turn around ready to run away from this place like a headless chicken. But alas I am stopped by a brick wall that was infinity high. I immediately run to get around it but the deeper I got thee more ominous that place got. I started to feel my tear ducks fill with salty water as I become frustrated and terrified I was with this place. I close my eyes to release the tears and found myself right back in the middle of the train tracks. I continued to keep looking around and I eventually see an old abandoned gas station with one street light flickering and shining over a figure that would sometimes appear under the light and a sign written in blood, ‘Only the true special ones make it home this way’. I tensed up at the sign as another dead corpse lying on the side of the sign. I felt offended by the sign saying ‘only the special ones’ due to my narcissistic side. It was like it was taunting me saying I wasn't. But I am special! “What makes me different from the people that survived?” the next thing I knew, I see a train coming right for me on the tracks right when I began to start hoping on the boards. Still on land I watch as the train speeds my way as I stood there as numb as a block of wood. But right as it seemed it was about to hit me, I stupidly cross my arms in front my face and lower myself into a stance ready to accept my fate. My eyes teared at the thought, ‘Maybe I'm not special…?’. I closed my eyes tight enough it felt like my eyes were being pushed in by the lids of them. I stood there and opened my eyes hesitantly expecting a harsh impact, I felt nothing but strong wind. I stayed in that position for another half a second before fully opening my eyes with confusion. I could see the train around me as I went through it. “ghost train..?” I asked quietly before falling to my knees as the winds stopped holding me up. After another second I stand up again from my knees regaining my confidence despite this ungodly place and ignoring the fact that something was waiting for me on the other side. I begin hoping on the boards risking my life with each hop. It wasn't until I get to the middle of the huge abyss where I missed a step and fell in between the boards. I immediate reflex was to hold on to something so I don't fall in. I grasped onto one of the boards that was thankfully not far away. I couldn't bring myself back up due to the many trains that were passing by and possibly knocking me off the track, so I had to reach to the next board like I was playing on monkey bars. Once I finally reached the end of the abyss, I climbed up onto the land and unlike the other side I felt grass in the ground so I knew I was making ok progress. Still being the darkest, gloomiest and most ominous place I've ever seen in my life, I am still cautious to this new sight. I stood up facing a forest with very tall thin grayish brown trees with dull grass. As I stood up as silent as a white rabbit hiding from its prey, I observed the forest regretting having gone over here. Until I heard a faint whisper and rustling leaves behind me. I ran. I ran as fast as I could. I tuned around to see if I've gotten far from whatever that was, but it turned out I didn't get far at all. I stopped trying to run and stood looking behind me. Nothing. I figured I could continue finding my way through this forest but as soon as I turned around I meet this thing with a safe for a head wrapped in thorns and an apron covered in dirt and blood along with its hammer covered in mud blood and other disgusting fluids you could ever think of. It already had its weapon held up high as I stood there and before I could process the moment, he swung his hammer and I fell in the abyss. I'm falling and paralyzed and afraid. This is where I've met my wits end. Even though I can not move or scream and cry bloody murder for help, I can still feel this pain that has impacted me. It felt like someone dropped a wreaking ball wrapped in sharp wires cutting open my skin while releasing its disease through my sore body. It felt like someone injected a poison in me that also had small crystals inside of the killing substance just to tear me apart on the inside as much as it is on the outside. As I'm falling the river of tears, blood, and a black tar like substance flow out of my eyes, nose and mouth. I see all the lost souls, dead bodies, blood, and organs spread out everywhere. My perspective changed in this dream changed so that I could see myself falling from a distance. I see that as I fall I managed to turn over facing the ground. The perspective changed again and now I see that my face has gone pale and I could feel my heart giving up and my eyes changing to a cloudy gray. And there I was. Impaled through my stomach and out by back by one of the sharpest infectious needles that was sitting at the bottom of this abyss I was knocked into. My limbs are twitching as I'm stuck around the needle point as my body is unable to go further down towards the bottom. My eyes pour blood the same time my mouth is throwing it up. I could still see from a different perspective this time. This time I'm looking up at myself and the train falling right over me behind me. The fastest second went by and the train finally fell on me. Scattering my insides out. Squirting all the fluids out my body. And splitting me in half due to the pressure put on my body while still on the needle like a kebab.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

all i can remember is that in a cross in a building across from um my old church there was like a kung fu team and they had raised me since i was a baby and they were all animals and specifically the um the monkey animal he had given up on kung fu he like he was like a deadbeat and i was like trying to convince him to like pick up kung fu again and you know like do his purpose or whatever but he refused because there's like some dramatic past for him so that was fine or whatever i also had a little sidekick i think i think it was my like cousin like cousin adjacent friend robbie um he was kind of like with me the entire time um and then we went to the church across the street there was an event but we heard that there was gonna be a shooter so we had all like practiced just in case like there's gonna be a shooter Long story short, in the youth building, there ended up being a shooter, and it was actually really scary. I think it was because right before I had gone to sleep, I saw something about shooters, like people shooting women. It was terrifying. Anyways, he got on top of a lot of tables, and he was like, everybody get out. And then he started shooting up in the air, and people were scattering. And Robbie and I, we hit the floor, and then we escaped because we crawled underneath the tables, and then we started running. At first, we started running out into a dark field, but we saw two people get shot in front of us. So we started running in the opposite direction, back towards the building across the street that we came from. We saw people hiding by the dumpsters, we saw people hiding underneath the cars, and Robbie was like, I'm so tired, please, I can't stop running. And I yelled at him to get up, because we just had to survive and get to the other side. The building was really dark, there was a gate that was open, but it looked like nobody was there, nobody was home. And Robbie told me that he thought it was locked, but I was like, no. There was a friend in here that I told something that they needed to hear. And I go back in, and the monkey dude that was the deadbeat at the beginning, he was picking up kung fu, and I was proud of him. And that was the end of my dream.

25 Mar 2024

Dream

On a building someone throwing stone A Guy flies and is attacking someone The Sister of the Princess said to the creature, you like her more than us didn't you? The Princess rushed to carriage.. and safely get away from the attackers Covering her with a thick crimson leaf.. Then in the carriage, the princess ordered turn to the left.. And so they did. There's a young child (girl) on the balcony She asked for the Princess to fly in the carriage so they did, and the child was happy. Then a wand suddenly appear to the princess hand.. Then we managed to convince to go back to the castle We're in a balcony.. I was talking to her about how should we cross the line on the other side since there's are friend.. or if we should go to another palace to seek adventure. But she refused and full of excuse.. There's a problem in the castle and she can't turn back at them.. So when I said to the other side that she'll go she got mad.. and pushed to them..

24 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in white city I felt drawn to get to the top of the central castle the place was very cold and covered in snow but still full of people and I had somewhere to go where my family was. The path ahead to the center was clear was I was coming up to a bridge of ice that had a waterfall flowing through and under it. I was going to cross it but was stopped suddenly by two strange and eccentric looking guys that said they wanted to give me a hug. I found it creepy and looked around to see that all the people that were around before were gone. I told them no thanks and that their request seemed creepy. and pushed by them to cross but the ice bridge broke in the middle and I fell through into the freezing water. Luckily the rails of it were thick enough to keep me from being taken down by the current I kept calm and swam to get out on the other side. And once I did, there they were waiting for me. they helped me to my feet and brought into a building, my legs felt so weak like they didn’t want to hold me up anymore. They helped me get to a soft couch in front of a fire. I felt bad for being rude and judging them too quickly and apologized. Then I got woken by an alarm