16 Sep 2024
Dream
Had a weird, uncomfortable dream at least parts of it was. In one part of the dream, a few of my cousins and I were at church. One of my female cousins (Briana) was playing a pratical joke on a guy while the guy was in the restroom. I didn’t see what she did but she rushed back into the sanctuary of the church and was laughing. In real life she’s in her late 20s but in the dream, she appeared to be 11 or 12. The guy on whom she played a joke on came into the santuary. He was soaking wet! It was as if someone poured buckets of water on him or flushed the toilet on him. He rushed into the sanctuary and there were a few people giggling while others were shocked. He came and walked up to Briana who was sitting beside me. He wanted her to sign a paper indicating she was culpable. I don’t think he was going to sue but wanted her to admit blame. He was embarrased. I honestly felt sorry for him but I had to protect my cousin who was a child in the dream. I told him she could not sign the paper because she was a child. She needed her fathers permission to sign a document.
In another part of the dream, a few of my cousins, one of my aunties, my sister, and I were in a van. It was either a church van or my fathers van he had when I was younger.
In real life, my father use to drive his van to Florida every year with several of us including my Grandmother Brunson (his mother) my grand aunt Ms. Queen (his father’s sister), Mama (my mother’s mom), my mom, my 2 brothers, my sister, me, and several of my cousins including & Delvin, Georgelynn.
Back to the dream. In the dream, Cece Winans song Alabaster Box was playing. Although an older song, I got emotional listening to the words, tears coming into my eyes. My sister and Aunt Yvonne were questioning why I was getting emotional over an older song. In particular, it was Aunt Yvonne who found a problem with it. I told her she didn’t understand how far I had come. I said in the dream at one time I was suicidal and was grateful for being alive. My cousin Georgelynn was so comforting in the dream. She said if i needed to talk, i could call her anytime. She didn’t know i was suicidal at one time and I sensed she may have been suicidal before too and understood. In real life, when I was younger, Aunt Yvonne was so mean. A few of my cousins who are older now said she was mean to them too when they were younger. Although I have since forgiven her, she called me derogatory names as a child.
In another part of the dream, another female cousin of mine (Adria) agreed to take pictures of me and Ralph. She came into my room and took our pictures but some of the pictures we were unclothed. In the dream, I went through some of the pics and it was of our body parts. In real life. This is too shocking because this is not something that would occur! Adria is a sweet cousin and she loves God. Her brother Brandon is the photographer and he did take photos of me a week or so ago but they definitely were clothed. I am a little shy so taking pictures is out of my comfort zone.
Back to the dream. My father knew Adria was taking pics of Ralph and I. He came into the room to view some of the pics she took that were on the camera. I didn’t want him to see the inappropriate pics but he saw a few of me. He was disappointed but he wasnt shocked. He said he figured there would be some inappropriate ones by the way i attempted to hide them. He said or implied a spirit was influencing me. He didn’t say anything to Ralph or Adria who took the pics. All of his disappointment was directed at me.
I woke up from the dream totally confused by last part. Not sure what it means. In real life, I was molested as a child but my father found out 20 years ago. I have watched porn before or recently so im not sure if its linked? But my cousin Adria & Ralph and I would not even think to agree to something so ridiculously inappropriate and f
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