Dream About Flirting At A Bar

I went to the bar Tony works at, The Goat, because it was his night off. He wanted me to come for karaoke. Jaelynn ditched me at the last minute and never showed up. But when I got there and ordered my first drink, Tony and his cousin Richard were walking toward the bar with two girls. Katlin is Tony’s girlfriend.. I hugged Richard first, then Tony and even hugged Katlin and her friend Hannah. Tony ordered their drinks and stood at the bar with me, he was wearing color contacts and it’s the first thing I noticed, he’d smiled at me when I asked about them, looking right back into my eyes. We all went outside, Katlin was talking to me all night and being friendly while we were drinking. Tony and Richard left me alone with her a few times. I found out their kid isn’t biologically Tony’s, when I thought he was, and they’ve only been together for 3.5 years, less than what I’d thought. She told me everything. But I was able to get away from it a few times. I went to smoke with Tony and Richard, asked Tony for a cigarette and had most of it. Tony kept watching me, kept smiling at me, winked when nobody was looking. He went to sing on stage for karaoke, Rebel Yell by Billy Joel. Katlin and I both recorded him, and he was watching us both, except he would close his eyes when looking at her and make eye contact and smile when he looked at me. He reached for our hands, held Katlin’s for only a moment before wiggling his fingers for my hand too while he sang. I only got a few minutes alone with him, and was drunk at that point, so I asked him why he flirts with me when Katlin’s not around. He started saying he wasn’t flirting so I pointed out that he flirts with me every time I see him. He said I was right, he does. So I laughed and said I was right, that I wasn’t going crazy imagining things. I told him I’m interested in him but don’t want to be a homewrecker, he said Katlin isn’t a good girlfriend. I said again that I was interested, he kept smiling and winked at me again, every time we talked he’d lean closer to me. Katlin and the others came back so I asked Tony to watch my drink and went to the bathroom. When I came back, my drink was spilled and they were all gone. His friend told me Tony had spilled it and would buy me a new one so I went looking for them, Tony’s boss pointed me toward the parking lot so I started walking down the alley alone. I saw them in a truck, smoking a joint. Katlin waved me over from the drivers seat. So I went to the passenger side where Tony was sitting and smiled blaming him for spilling my drink, and smoked with them. I sat next to Tony, my arm draped over his lap, right in front of Katlin. I sensed her looking so I took it back, did it again and took it off again before we all went back to the bar. Tony and I were alone when he ordered me the new drink, so I flirted with him there. I’d touched his chest, found any excuse to touch him all night. On the way back to the group I’d grabbed his shirt and dragged him along, letting go just as we turned the corner to find Katlin. We finished our drinks and left soon after, they all walked me to my car after we had another cigarette, I shared one with Tony. Katlin loved me and wanted me to hang out with them more often, she and her friend Hannah got me on Snapchat and I told all of them when I got home, Katlin told me when they’d gotten home too. All I wanted was to be with Tony, I yearned for every moment he’d look at me and touch me in any way. It was like I lived for it.