Dream About Stabbing My Mom In Court

For context: my mom died 9 months ago in a car accident. Now for the dream… so I was in my grandmas family room and my mom was there too. And for some reason I stabbed her in the back of her leg and she dies. I get really scared and run away. Then I become a prime suspect and I go to court. I preform really well but I plead not guilty and I lie the entire time because I don’t want to go to prison. At some point I tell my uncle that I did it but he doesn’t say anything. Finally, as I’m walking into the court room to hear the final verdict from the jury, I wake up.