16 Dec 2024
Dream
I was in my car again, trying to find a way into the big building that housed my office. It was on the building was on two levels and I couldn’t find the right parking spot on the right level. Eventually, I left the car got into the building, went to the office And had my familiar decision about slowing down and retiring, but worried that I wouldn’t have anything to do. Then I left the office but came back later to find to office assistance in there half dressed and one was almost naked in her panties. Do I look or do I not look. I sneak to look at her Volvo was and Lab you were really ugly. So although I was a bit aroused, I left and then later that night in reality, I had a second dream that I was back in New York and a lovely convertible. I parked only to come back and find out there was a big ticket on the car.
I should mention in reality that last night again in reality, I had been looking at some beautiful women and porn and also I had a call from my son who read one of the dreams I had sent and was angry that I was. I had said that I wasn’t getting enough support here and I had“relocated“ to the East Coast for support. He feels that he’s done a lot. I feel that yes we have to do their once a week on Friday night but otherwise he can come over maybe once a week for five minutes and his wife arranges my wife’s hair appointments Which she considers sufficient. I want to tell him that often I don’t feel adequate and providing enough support to Ellen, my wife and I had asked him couple of years ago to ask his wife to provide just to come over since she’s not working and just to come over periodically and try to talk with Ellen. I know he’s very sensitive because in reality I didn’t defend Ellen with my tough parents so he is very protective of his wife in reaction to that.
