24 Nov 2025
Dream
In one dream I saw bbno$, a male celebrity I find attractive, in bed shirtless and maybe pants less. I was admiring his hair and chest and he was smoking weed or consuming some sort of intoxicant. I don’t use intoxicants myself but didn’t mind that he was. At some point we started having good sex. During the sex he farted but I didn’t acknowledge it, and he made a passing comment but he continued. Later I was talking with my mom and sister Ruby and one of them revealed to me that he had a girlfriend. This would mean this was the second time I was “the other woman,” as I have been the other woman in real life, and I asked “why does this keep happening to me?” And they didn’t answer. I felt terrible and like I should’ve known bbno$ had a girlfriend, or that maybe I actually did know that and we had sex anyway—I can’t tell what I knew, but I felt guilty and also mad at myself for taking what I wanted anyway even though it wasn’t right.
In another dream I was at a convenience store and cafeteria, both brightly lit school-like settings, and I got a chip stuck in my throat. I walked around and spoke doing my best, but it really hurt in my throat and I couldn’t swallow it down no matter how hard I tried or how much water I had. Sometimes it would sort of go down, or move to another part of my throat, and a couple times I thought I got it down but I still felt it. At one point Abi, a classmate, was around me but not helpful, and we went to a table with another classmate Sarah, and I swallowed the chip but begged for water and all Abi had was chocolate milk, which she gave to me quickly but reluctantly. I said I’d pay her back for it. After drinking some I’m not sure if it solved the chip issue, I think it kinda didn’t, and I woke up.