7 Feb 2026
Dream
I had a dream It was me at the age I am now, 26, not 19, which is how old I was when I went, but my roommates, Abby and, oh my god what's her name, weird name, not Courtney, Cassidy, Abby and Cassidy were there and we were sharing a room, Abby's there for a full year again, I struggled with the door like I did when I first walked into the apartment, ran into the housekeeper on the way out, I don't remember, she looked like Monica, which brings in Uganda, we're all sharing a room, they seemed kind of happy to see me, I seemed excited to see them, remembering things didn't go well last time, but we're probably better suited as roommates now, and I was excited to be back, felt like it was redemptive, I don't remember whether it was through ISA, the old program, or not, and I remember wondering, and I remember being excited to do all the things I didn't get to do before, and as my new self, thinking I'd get along with them better, no riots, the room was kind of different than the one I stayed in before, it wasn't the same room, similar but not the same, and they gave me the big bed, and they each had, Cassie was on a mattress on the floor, Abby I think was in a single bed, yeah, it was interesting.about Paris.