22 May 2025
Dream
I had a dream that was much the real life situation that I had to endure when I was living with my mother in my previous apartment where she would not let me have a key to my own apartment that I lived in with her. The reason why she wouldn't let me have a key for my own apartment, that I lived in with her, was because she thought I was freely giving out the keys to other people to let them in to our apartment. Of course this is not true, and the reason why she wouldn't let me have the key was a completely psychological reason that was in her head, and the result of whatever psychological disorder she has. The situation got so bad that she wouldn't even let apartment maintenance employees in our apartment to do typical maintenance duties, such ss change the furnace filters, or other preventative maintenance. She specifically called the office, and made it clear that no maintenance employees would be allowed to do anything inside without her express consent. She would go as far to even call the police, and report that certain family members had been in, and stolen stuff, or that those maintenance employees came in her apartment to harm her, or her dog. Of course this is completely false, and is a byproduct of her mental health. It had gotten so bad, that the reason why we left the apartment in the first place was because the apartment employees evicted us due to the fact that she would not let any maintenance employees in to do their job.
This dream had a similar feel to the above true to life situation where I had come back to the apartment during my lunch break, and needed to get in. When I tried to get in, I could not wake her, because n real life, she has narcolepsy, on top of all her psychological problems. After awhile, standing outside of the front door, I had somehow gotten a key, and let myself in. She was sleeping of course. However, after speaking with her for awhile. I worried that I was going to be late for work after my lunch break. I hurried back to work by walking, which is my main form of transportation due to the distance from my apartment to my work place. However, on my way back to work. I noticed that the streets back reflected the streets that were in the town where I had grown up in white I was a kid, and had went back to my grandparents house after school every day. This dream seems to focus on both my former apartment, in addition to seeing s route that was similar to the town that my grandparents lived in from when I was a kid