7 Aug 2025
Dream
I had a dream that my father is alive, but he was back in the hospital bed, and I have to relive his death all over again. And once he died, I forgot the details, but fast forward, I was standing in the dark in the shower, and my mother was with me in the shower, and she stood there, and she lost conscious, and I hold her up, standing, and I keep asking her to wake up, and I say, Mom, are you there? Are you there? Wake up. And there was no signs of her breathing or waking up. It's almost like she died in my arms under the showers. So I move her face. I hold her tight, and I move her face so that the water would hit her face for her to wake up. And I think she was starting to gain conscious, and then I woke up.