25 Sep 2024
Dream
In the first dream, it was possibly me that was raped, a possible couple was involved, I remember the man and woman. I tried escaping by telling them I needed to go to the toilet, I managed to escape but I believe the woman caught me and the send time I tried escaping, they had put a galvanized chain link fence, they left lots of room for someone to escape from the underneath and I remember thinking how ridiculous it'd be if I tried going my butt up. I later on saw the whole building, it was huge, white, not easily visible. I took pictures of it and the street names nearby as evidence, my understanding is that I was going to report it to the police.
I woke up to one of my cat's scratchings a door, eventually fell asleep again. This time I visited a man I had met online in my old neighborhood from my childhood and preteen times, when we got to the apartment, we sat down to a dinner table and he told me he had previously murdered 35 women. I remember thinking I needed to leave. There was a budgie on the table that was peeing in a small cup, I was shocked and took my phone out.
He wanted us to eat, I checked his fridge and noticed he kept foods that had expired in July and it's September now. He was mixing a smoothie or something and I realize he was trying to poison me. I told him I needed to go to the bathroom, once I got in, I locked the door and tried hearing if he was nearby or standing right by the door. He went for a cigarette and I took my shoes, jacket and tried to make as little noise when leaving as possible, knowing the door would make a sound anyways and for some reason I didn't shut it behind me. I remember rushing down the stairs, finding me in the same old streets I sometimes see in my other dreams. I tried changing my looks, wearing a hoodie. I looked at his house and it was pitch dark so I knew he had left it. I kept walking forward thinking the bus is eventually coming anyways, there were lots of people in the streets and he was suddenly in the crowd trying to kill me. I managed to get into the bus, I kept thinking how was I going to pay for the trip but then remembered I had the local transportation app.
