22 Oct 2024
Dream
I had a dream that a girl who in the waking world said some very ego fueled, hate filled, and hurtful things to me including that I was a terrible mom, traumatic to have around children, and that she needed to surround herself with moms she could "look up too". This girl pretends she is enlightened and on a spiritual journey in which she empowers moms and women, meanwhile is completely awful individual when it comes to trauma she cannot understand. She has a 3 year old and projects a perfect marriage meanwhile her husband and her a miserable. I've been a mom for 10 and 8 years, and my daughters were born to extremely abusive men, the 2nd being a grandiose narcissist with psychopathic tendencies who made my life hell for 5 years. Any way, I had a dream that this girl texted me saying "hi it's lea", her name in real life is Georgia, and in my dream I even had her saved in my phone as Georgia. In the waking world I have her blocked, but still have her number in my phone. I knew she was lying about her identity in my dream because I have refused to forgive her for the emotional damage and false narratives she placed on me. I woke up angry because in the quantum, this girl has been harassing me for 2 years. She is an energetic vampire who has latched on to my energy and refuses to let go, despite cord cutting and akashic record writing. One time in a dream, she was in my home and stole my seat on my couch, I walked over to her and loudly stated "You didn't want me in your safe space, you do not get to be included in mine." And I feel that boundary held for a bit in the waking world, but she has returned to my dream world