Dream About High School Relationship And Friendship

Faith and I dated for about a year.  I remember the playful way I asked her if she would like to date. I had enough confidence that she had the potential to say yes - because of the fact that we had already gone to the dance together.  We dated for about a year.  Our dating life was not that intimate.  A peck on the lips after a night out.  I would have liked to have held hands or kissed a bit more.  I also did enjoy that we often went out and hung out with large groups of people.  I often felt ignored - and I remember being very pouty.  Eventually she broke up with me - probably because she saw that I was frequently unhappy.  This was not the result I wanted.  I had hoped to be closer.  But it was probably the inevitable outcome.  We remained friends and I was drawn into a new circle of friendships - for high school.  These friends felt more like friends I wanted - not the one's circumstance had put me with - the other kids who lived on the same block as me.  These people were interesting - artists, band, and theatre kids.  We started to drift apart when I began dating my second girlfriend Tonya, when I was in 11th grade.  I was still friends with them, but did not spend as much time.  I know this happens all the time when people start dating - but I wish I could have been a rare exception, because these people meant a lot to me. Years later I was hanging out with Faith and she apologized for the way we broke up - she said she could see I was unhappy and didn't know what to deal with that.  She told me I was the first person she'd ever dated and chalked  it up to being too young for a serious relationship.  I don’t know if this is true - but I felt like it was kind of her to say it.