Tires

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a few dreams, maybe three or two. my most recent one I was hanging out with like some older guy might have been like my ex-girlfriend's grandpa or Kayla or whatever We were looking out for this bad guy or whoever because it was a dangerous town and this old man works like a protector and he went outside and saw that his truck tires were slashed. So he's definitely been targeted and I feel like I've seen this scene before maybe to somebody else but I looked out the window and saw the sniper guy and had to avoid a few shots and then I think the guy somehow gets in the fight with me and I'm like on top of some height and I push him and kill him I think. The grandpa died in the process, I believe, but maybe I'm mistaking it. It was kind of a powerful feeling to end a murder and somebody that abuses others. And then I saw my mom and it felt different looking at her as a murderer though.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

With Terrific Accelerated Speed I went ahead of my father on Busch Boulevard in FL and we were on our bicycles 🚴 and pretty soon crossing streets as usual and everyone’s normal as can be and then I took off and went into a neighborhood culdesac and with terrific speed I went so fast 💨 I clocked it at 101 miles per hour as I turned and the tires 🛞 squealed also bc of the fact I miss racing my Dads BMW M///3 and I was ina hurry to get to the appointment. I felt a stunning feeling and a sudden realization yesterday in my waking life I miss being on the racetrack and streets racing my dads BmW M//335i Coupe 380 HP I miss going fast. I miss that adrenaline so in my dream I’m going so fast and with such immmaculate precision I found my gift it’s going fast 💨 whether it be on a bike 🚴 or in a car 🚙 or in the pool I

24 Apr 2024

Dream

I confronted an arrogant motivational speaker about his CDs. He said he mailed them himself, and I shouldn't have confronted him, which I initially didn't. I then said, I'm not afraid of anyone. Then he gave me a strong handshake. Next dream, I was going to grow alfalfa seed, which should provide a good crop because our ground cracks, which is what the plant needs to be stressed in order to produce a good crop. Next dream, at a service station, Benny, our former ranch management, confronted a guy and his father over pumping gas because he was going to drive off after. Then they cut the hose off from the pump, gas pump of the station. Benny then drove off with his pickup full of tires neatly stacked vertically. Last dream, John and Rhonda, clients of mine, had a large pickup. They were going to do a retirement planning analysis with me.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I was driving in my car with my mom when I drove off the road between two bridges and fell down to the road below them. I pulled the car over and noticed it barely had any damage, except for the wheels which were completely damaged. Oddly, the wheels were bike tires though I was driving a sedan.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was driving an orange convertible Audi, but it was like a burnt orange color. And when I was working at the strip club, I remember in my dream self, I was saying I wasn't going to hand the keys over to the VIP guys to take my car. Well, when I come to realize, I forgot that I had to leave it in my car. So I ended up getting into a different Audi. And then when I came back out, several days later, I had a pothos plant that I told this guy specifically not to cut the leaves off because it was very lush. Well, I came back and then I got into a different Audi, but then when I came back, the pothos plant was butchered and the car, the burnt orange Audi car had a flat tire on it and it just looked kind of like it was ransacked and it still looked okay, but it was dirty. And I just remember being so upset and so hurt and just like, and I forgot about it. And in my dream self, I just couldn't believe that I forgot that I had gotten this really, really nice sports fancy car. I was walking somewhere and had recognized this monster guy I quickly seen him and hide a big hood on and just kept walking by he had turned around to look at me I just kept walking he then turned back around and proceeded to what he was doing I had gotten into a magical fight like wizardly wizardry fight

27 Mar 2024

Dream

I remember bits and pieces of my dream from last night. I remember that I went back to Homecare, where I used to work with my ex husband, and I felt very alienated and unwanted there. The feeling there was horrible, and I left without saying goodbye. The womanizing pharmacist my ex is good friends with was happy to see me go. Then I remember I ended up at my ex in-law’s house, and I got some things off my chest. I argued with them, and they had me pack up dinner leftovers in Tupperware to take home. They seemed to almost miss me, but they wouldn’t turn on their son by supporting his ex wife in any way. The scene changes to Jake (my ex) at Homecare, talking to his buddy and getting really upset that I was there and he missed me. He was angry. Bloodthirsty even. Scene goes back to me at my ex in-laws. Jake pulls up outside, tires screeching to a halt as he drifts his car crookedly into the driveway. He comes charging in to the house with the intent to kill me. He pulls out a gun and starts shooting me and I can’t escape. His family was stalling me so he could get to me. He lied to them about how our marriage fell apart, but they either don’t know or don’t care. I have dreams about Jake attacking me and trying to kill me often.

17 Mar 2024

Dream

i was living in this apartment with my family, on the top floor. it looked like one of the apartments i lived in as a kid in the waking world. we had some weird neighbors, but didn’t think much of it. few days later we hear a bunch of commotion going on outside. so we open the doors, and the apartments around us are a different color. they were green, like that ugly forest green color. we noticed a strange man on a latter trying to paint the apartments with a paintbrush. we closed the door and opened it again a few minutes later, and they were brown. we saw the man walking weirdly into the apartment complexes across from us. the apartments form a square in the middle, so that’s all grass and mailboxes in the middle of it. we decided to go follow the man and see what he was up to, and it was like he was possessed. in the waking world, in the sims 4 one of my favorite packs is strangerville. the way the sims get possessed by the motherplant is how this guy was acting like in my dreams. it was so weird. anyways we followed him, and ended up at a floral shop. then it changed into a gas station, and i saw that red car, and the numbers 11, 12, 13, 15 and maybe 10 were in white by the right tire. the numbers were kinda small but you could easily see them. they were scattered around like a word puzzle but in the same area. i then ‘woke up’ in my dream telling myself i need to memorize these numbers when i woke up, so i got a little notebook and pencil, and wrote the numbers down along with the color of the car. then i actually woke up in the waking world.

16 Mar 2024

Dream

I was going to a place that was like a doctors office, but there were sleeping quarters. I had an outing and it was determined that I needed some type of exam or scan. I went back to the doctors office and waited overnight for that appointment time to cone. I couldn't find my car keys so a friend that was with me offered to take me. After coming out and getting down the stairs I realized that I was missing the directions so I ran back to get them, and I found my keys. I came out, not sure where my friend went so I tried to find him to let him know I found my keys. I couldnt find him, so as the appointment time was getting close and I could not remember where I parked my car, so I was looking all over. I finally decided to try to make my alarm chirp by using my keys and I heard my car in the distance. I went through different parking lots heading for the sound. I ended up going through a tire shop, but could not cut straight through because that route was only available for employees, I cut through the showroom but realized although I was close, I couldnt see the car. I checked my watch and realized that I still had 15 minutes. A commotion happened inside so I went back into the shop. A man was arguing with a technician about cost. I interjected to explain that being in business is expensive, and the cost goes into so many things. I never did maje it to the appointmen

13 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in a mental institute. It was set up really nicely and it seemed like a house because there was carpeting and comforters on the bed and a tv. It was comfortable. Even the toilets had covers on them so they were soft. The people treated me relatively nice. At one point Spencewah and Cannon Ryder (two of my favorite influencers) showed up and I guess paid us a visit. It was great. They made us all laugh and it sounded like there was a whole crowd the room but I look around and it was just the people in the beds and none of them were laughing. Later I go to bed in the dream and the bed is comfortable. I have to share it but the person I have to share it with is nice and gentle. I sleep but my dreams are filled with demons. When I wake up my mom is there and I told her I didn’t know she was visiting and she told me she missed me and loved me and where I was at I shouldn’t be at all but it was okay because it was only temporary. I stand up to hug her but I’m not wearing pants. I don’t mind this because I don’t think anyone cared. She gasps and wipes little droplets of blood off my shirt that I hadn’t seen at all until she wiped them and they left a trail. It’s as if I was sweating blood. I thought it was strange. I checked the bed and the bed seemed completely clean and dry so it couldn’t have been anything else. And I ask if we should go tell someone and she said yes we should. So we walk around and I show them my bloody shirt and they freak out. I said “I know I didn’t even see it until my mom wiped it off and there were these streaks.” They tell me my mom wasn’t there today and nobody had come to visit at all that day and I say “what are you talking about she’s right here” and as I turn around she’s gone. I tell them how she was there and I’d just woke up and that’s when I discovered it so they go to the bed and I follow. They’re first mad at me that the bed wasn’t made but they moved on and pulled back the covers. There were slight blood marks where I had been laying where my shoulders and back were and they felt around and and in the middle of the bed there was something wet. They pulled off the sheets and it was a stress squeezy toy that was oozing red watery liquid. They all laugh it off but I tell that that it wasn’t there before and that I’d been dreaming of demons all night and it had to be something like that. They asked me if I was going to go to church and when I said that I planned on it they laughed. I didn’t understand why they were laughing. I shake my head and walk off and they ask where I’m going and I say to the bathroom. So I keep walking and I start running down these stairs. They chase after me and stop me and use a man to restrain me. I told them I just had to go to the bathroom that’s always been on the main floor. They said it was for guests only. I complained that there were no doors and everyone could see me while I peed and they laughed and told me to suck it up and I was gonna have to get used to it. I wanted to slap the guy but my arms were in a straight jacket. I didn’t know how they’d managed to get it on me. I start to panic because I can’t move my arms but I stop and say “This isn’t real. This is just a dream” I look at the guy restraining me and spit in his face. I feel a stab in my ass and I feel drowsy. I have a flashback to when I’d got there. My brother was driving me and my dad was in the passenger seat. He was driving very fast down a narrow road and I tell him to slow down and that I didn’t want to crash. I saw a blue bus that was going as fast as us and it’d gone flying up in the air and two of its tires flew off. I said “see that bus was going just as fast as us. And what happened? It went flying! And it lost two tires!” He kept driving just as fast not responding me me at all. My dad didn’t respond either. Then he veered off the road and I said watch out but then they hit and old lady and kept going like she didn’t matter. I get upset with them and ask them what the hell is wrong with them. But they keep quiet. And we pull up in front of the mental institute and my brother says “This is your stop” and I am surprised but not upset. I go to get out of the car when these people swarm me and drag me out and into the building. I wake up and there’s a guy standing over me. I tell him to get out of my face and he apologizes. He says he wants to take me to see something so I get up. I’m again not wearing any pants and I say as much but he tells me it doesn’t matter. We head up to the front desk and he goes to sign me out but he writes so big and sloppy that it’s barely legible. I tell him to write smaller so other people can use the paper two. He signs my name and it’s wrong and I say as much. He hands me the pen and I try to fix it the best I can and I nurse comes up and asks what I’m doing. I tell her this man that I had never seen before wanted to check me out. I don’t know what he wants but he says he wants to show me something. I said that I’d told him I needed pant but he said it didn’t marter. I turn and ask him why he isn’t saying anything but the nurse asks who I’m talking to. I turn to her and tell her he’s standing right next to me but as soon as I look he’s gone. I freak out and the nurse tries to take the pen from me. I tell her to stop and id give it to her if she wasn’t trying so desperately to grab it. A guard grabs me from behind and I yell at him not to touch me and I stab him with the pen. I immediately start apologizing and saying I didn’t mean to but I’m back in a straight jacket and they’re dragging me away. I look at the guy dragging me and tell him I don’t know what game they’re playing but they would not break me. They would never break me. He punches me in the face and I laugh and tell him he’ll have to try harder than that. They throw me in a blank room and I quietly sit down in the middle of the floor and start humming. The guard look slightly creeped out. I kept humming and singing to myself and eventually they let me out. I tell them that they didn’t break me and they never would but my phone rings and I wake up.

29 Feb 2024

Dream

It started off with me re living Phenom on the first day! It was opening ceremony. Color guard lined up everyone in uniform including myself, looking good, big concert hall. I remember how exited I was for the council session to start then the convention. Color guard has rision every world flag, we said the promise, and law, and finally singing my favorite song in scouting, "On My Honor". It's like a lullaby to me! We all join in, including me and I think I nail it with perfect harmony in my voice! Even the person next to you said "you have got a lovely voice". I was thankful! The national council session starts Zara is by my feet laid down (good girl) , and then lunch. Dream fasts forward to the future again. Back at camp. I start to lead the girls, grab our bags, because we are going hiking!!!! Me leading the way, the girl scout songs to wake everyone up start! Day goes by, and we get back to camp site unload. I cook, they get the marshmallow out, and fire is lit. Daisy is waiting for me to play her and is leaning up on a tree. Dinner is served and marshmallows are roasted. I bring out Daisy for a few goodnight tunes, and it's bed time for the little ones. Next I was recording a song and doing really well, getting those vocals out! Last thing in the dream was the upcoming honeymoon. Maddie and I just got into the hotel room after touring Juliette Low's birthplace. Exusted, in the background is Zara taken off duty curled up in her bed asleep after working all day. She makes sure I move around ok by tugging gently on her leash so she's in the background tired out. I'm on railings outside looking at the sunset. My new wife, Maddie walks in and I give her a kiss. I sing to her and we dance for a bit until the dream ends and I wake up.

25 Feb 2024

Dream

There was a boat and the android was trying to get back as well as the other lost crew members. The one guy on the horse was on a wire on top going to the other boat when it became very dark and stormy and a monster flying above with one eye and a big mouth got closer. Then the guy shot at it and it crashed into the sea in pain but then its parent came and tried to eat them. At another part of my dream I was in the backyard of my mom’s on the playground watching a cat swing on the tire. There was also a weird colored king cobra snake and it tried to bite me and I had collapsed but it didn’t. Selah and Rachel were there talking to Maddie. I was looking at frogs and then gardening saying to Maddie how I hadn’t been heard for years. I was then talking to Cynthia in the bathroom saying I struggled with social cues but I made her laugh so hard she peed a little. Then I was in my room dancing with my nephew Duke singing to him. I also had to stop him from chewing on a dog toy

17 Feb 2024

Dream

A young boy who was addicted to drugs and lying on a bed in a psychiatric ward. His legs were up to tire out his muscles so that he could spider monkey his way onto a higher platform. When he did this I yelled at him with great concern. The authority figure called us both in and I told him what occurred and the figure looked at the boy and said but your grandmother always said you were so well behaved. I then yelled yeah before the drugs they got their hands on! I was hysterical and crying while saying all this as well. I was awoken because I was whining in my sleep.