Priest

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in a far away land looking to attend a Catholic Church for the Mass. I arrived at a large chapel in the middle of nowhere. During the Mass so much was diffrent than my normal Mass. Everything was in English and the Priest looked very strange but from where I sat I could not get a perfect view of the priest. The Liturgy was very very diffrent and all in English. I thought maybe it was because I was at a norvous ordo Mass and not my normal Latin Mass. But even then the Homily was strange. I went to a after church meeting. I realized that the priest was a fat Gay Woman with a beard. And the rest of the Priests and Decons where all Gay and looked sickly. I finally saw my usual priest at this meeting. Father Chris was there and he told me that he was an anglican! I was shocked I thought how sacrilegious this all was a Practcing Catholic Priest worshipping in an Anglican church. He then told me that both me and my wife had been going to an Anglican Church the entire time and we had never even actually been to a catholic church at all. I was broken I felt I was living a lie.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

Traveled to a well known haunted house and singing in the house and seeing ghosts and saw a priest in a long black shirt

11 Aug 2024

Dream

There was this priest and he was doing a reception for all these black people and I decided to kill him so I knocked at his door, he opened it and I shot him with a shotgun and I had an escape vehicle waiting there so I jumped in that escape vehicle and hid under the seat as we drove away and I pulled up to another car, I got out and had to crawl around the other car because people were looking for me and then I crawled under the car and no one saw me and I waited until it was clear and they drove away and I jumped in the car and I hid the gun under the seat and pulled the blanket over me as I hid in the back and we drove out of the driveway, no one saw me, which was good, then the dude dropped me off and I got into the building and I decided I'd throw the gun into the river so that was my next plan and I'd stolen a piece of him and when people asked me about him I was actually sad that he'd died so I decided to go back and act like I was worried for what had happened and yeah I'd stolen a million dollar painting of him as well so I had to hide that

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a Catholic Church with my mom. There was some sort of ceremony going on but I’m not sure exactly what kind of religious event it was. I was standing near my mom and the priest, who I recognized as father John from my childhood church. I was wearing a white dress that looked like the kind of dress porcelain dolls wear. He was praying and standing right in front of my mom. It looked like he was blessing her but for some reason she kept shooing him away each time he got near her. I was confused as to why she was doing that so I approached her and asked her why she was behaving that way with the priest. She told me it did not feel right because he was missing some type of symbolic item for the ceremony. I can’t remember what she called it. He came near her one more time and I could see my mom getting frustrated. I let him know that my mom was not comfortable with the blessing due to the item not being in the ceremony. He looked surprised but he understood and said they could not find it. They continued with out it and I walked back towards the back seats of the church. For some reason the priest followed me and said that he heard a couple of people talking about and laughing at my dress and wanted to make sure I was okay. I looked over at the people that were near me and it was 2 girls and a guy who looked around my age, they just stared at me and smiled. I shrugged my shoulders and said I didn’t really care because the only reason I wore the dress was because my mom asked me to and gave it to me. It was just for the ceremony. I got up from my seat and walked towards the front of the church to grab something and once again the priest followed me. When I bent down to grab a box from under a table, father John grabbed me from behind and put his body against my back. I asked him why he thought it was okay to grab me like that and said what the fuck are you doing. He responded that he was just making sure no one looked at me because of the dress I was wearing. I got pretty upset and I cursed at him. He walked away from the uncomfortable situation and I decided to go back to sit at one of the seats. This time I made my way towards the right side of the church and saw there was an open seat next to a little girl. When I approached her I noticed the bench was pushed up and I wasn’t able to sit down. Someone noticed and offered to put the seat down for me. When I sat down the little girl looked like she was alone and I started talking to her. I realized how uncomfortable the dress I was wearing was and wanted to go to my car to change into a spare outfit I had, which was more comfortable and more my style. I told the little girl I’d be right back and to wait for me. As I made my way outside to the parking lot, I woke up.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

A priest I loved showing exstream anger towards me because I wore ugly make-up

6 Jul 2024

Dream

A priest eating a poop on dark bridge

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream with this man named Brian who I had a minor crush on well in my dream we were hanging out and I didn’t think anything of it but then things started to get spicy and he asked me to go back to his place which wasn’t very private his friends were there just watching and taking pictures of me cause they couldn’t believe he had brought someone home. And that’s when he confessed to me that he likes me. For some reason too a priest showed up and was just talking thing through with us about what was to come next. And how we shouldn’t hide or feelings for one another. We were trying to have sex but with the priest there we stopped and we just laid next to each other admiring our naked bodies. He was so kind and gentle to me.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

Dreamed I had to fight a group of evil priests, and in order to find out where their base was I had to talk to a woman and pretend I was a part of her group. She told me about her group and told me to talk to a priest who lived across the hall. I met him and he said he knew what I was trying to do. He led me into his home and I was afraid he was going to attack me and I was defenseless.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

In my dream, I was in a very small apartment that we live, me and my son live there. I was waiting for him to come and it was late. And then he came, I was asking him to go to bed. We went to bed, we sleep at the same room. That apartment haven't had any bedrooms. So we slept at the same apartment, two sides, it was two different beds. So we slept on them. And then I had a dream. So in my dream, I had a dream while I was sleeping. So it was a kind of ceremony that in his school. So he was with his classmate girls, they have all dressed up. And they were running out. I was coughing and something comes out from my throat. I wanted to throw them away, throw them somewhere, clean up, but they haven't had any paper. So I took it with my hand and it was in my hand, so I had to throw it somewhere. I ran after that girls to go out, but I found they actually went inside church. So I was in church, all of a sudden I found myself in church. People were sitting and the priest was preaching. Then I saw a table and a Bible was open on that table in the middle of church and I was about to go and pick up a paper from that table which I saw someone pure water on that table and all the table and papers were wet and other it was a lady there used some paper toilet paper to dry them up so I was waiting for her to move away then I can pick up some paper and clean up my hand while I was trying to throw out what I was in my hand and look at the people sitting in church and listening to the priest and then someone hold me I saw it was a priest behind my back and he found out he has to pray for me so he put his hand behind my back and wanted to start to pray with smile for me and I feel some very very strange heavy feeling in me I thought maybe I have some devil spirit in me but actually it was very bad and I thought I'm going to lose control but I try still try to calming Then it's everything become dark and I all of a sudden woke up again in the same bed when I was in dream and I told myself oh it was a dream but still that person again start holding me from my back very tight and I couldn't breathe but I knew it's someone who loves me. So I told myself this is Kian or my older brother who has passed away long time ago in awakened life. So I tell even it's my brother who has passed away or it's my son but I saw my son was sleeping other side of the room so it wasn't him and I saw it's small hand for a boy I couldn't find who is this so I try push myself to turn to see his face and I saw kind of could recognize it's my brother and I said oh it's you it's you start smiling but his face was numb and scary and and I try and keep changing but I could still I tell myself no this is this is him this is him and I told him you're not going to hurt me you're not going to hurt me you're my little brother you're not going to hurt me but his hand was around my neck and we were both was laying on the floor because I was struggling to get free of him but I could just turn to see his face but I become I wasn't completely sure it's him or not but I just keep telling myself no it is him it is him he's not going to hurt me but I could feel at the same time the heavy hand around my neck I tried to make myself free and I was telling it with you and trying to shout and say that in a loud voice then my son will find out and will help me but seems like he couldn't hear maybe but I was trying and trying and trying to say it out loud to them if this noise can make him awake and help me out and while I was trying to sing his name and telling him that you're not going to hurt me and talk to that things who hold me tights, i woke up eithy owen voice

18 May 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I went to Disneyland with one of my children and my ex who is her father and his new pregnant girlfriend and some other kids. We were at the theme park and we were taking pictures in the photo booth but things kept happening to distort the pictures and I was in line to go on a ride that was kind of dangerous and I was talking to the carnival attendant who was in charge of the ride and explaining to him why it was dangerous and why he shouldn't let small children on it and I would had a stack of papers that belonged to my uncle and they all blew away into the breeze When I was looking for the papers on the way, I found myself looking in a car. The car happened to belong to my baby's dad and his girlfriend. She walked up behind me and asked if I wanted to go back with them to town because we were in L.A. and we had to go back home which is about 6 hours away right outside the Bay Area in a place called Tracy, California. I agreed to go, and on the way back, it was me, my baby's dad's girlfriend, and his mother, and my child in the car. For some reason, we were looking for Catholic churches to go to, to go to a mass. We eventually found one, and when we got there, it was very unorthodox for a Catholic church. There was a lot of dancing and a lot of worshiping unlike Catholic church. They had sodas and vending machines and all kinds of stuff inside. I listened to a man who was talking to the priest there and he was begging for a job as a teacher, but the priest was explaining to him that he didn't finish his degree and he couldn't hire him, more than likely. And the guy just kept persisting. It was kind of strange. I went to a soda machine and one of the sodas came out without me paying for it, so I was looking for somebody to ask them how to pay for the soda and I couldn't find anybody. Then I seen some young girls and they knew me from my Facebook page and they started talking to me and then I started walking around the parking lot looking for the car, looking for my baby's dad's girlfriend and his mother and it took me a long time to be able to find them so I got in and the girl was mad at my baby's dad and she was trying to gossip about him and about his personal business. I told her that it was none of anybody's business and it was none of hers either and she needed to stop talking about it and his mother agreed. We then saw my baby's dad drive across the parking lot and pull up at the church. I guess he forgot his tools there from work so we went out to approach him and he seemed to be drunk or something. He was trying to make her mad or jealous or something, and he was trying to hug me and acting really extra friendly. He said where do you think we would be right now if we were still together and I told him to be honest we would probably be rich. She then got very upset and he told her to go ahead and leave if she was going to be upset about it and she did. Then I asked him how I was supposed to get home and he said he would take me to my car and I could drive home myself. But there was no car seat for my child in his car. The dream ends there

18 Mar 2024

Dream

Traveled to a far away island where there were a battle between ironclad and traditional pitates. The ironclad won since they had the superior firepower and protection. Talked to the leader of the pirates and he said that they, the ironclad operators has been ravaging his home islands, so he rebelled. Went down to an underground bunkee on the island to do some research. There was my parents and some a lot or my family there running it. We were all in debt to the company that owns it. Had to do errands, had to give a presentation about a Presbyterian Cathedral and how it was different from an Episcopal Cathedral. Some artifacts got broken and me and my sister got accused of breaking then, even though we did not. The management said we must work this new debt off before we can leave. So we went down the the deepest depths the the facility to watch a science experiment. It goes wrong and I escaped. When I escaped from the facility, I found a tree house that was still be used. As I approached it, it said, run by woman priest. I was built by the former Episcopal Chaplin who fled from the facility. In the tree house, I got comfortable and made myself at home. The priest, she said she fled the facility because they overworked her, and was bad for the environment. She also took the cat with her when she fled. She was planning on building her own church in the tree house and enlisted my help. We drew up some blueprints on how the church was going to look. Then a few troops from the facility was below the tree house. They were looking for employees that deserted the company. They were lead by a cat. So me and the priest mounted a defense of our new home. We got rid of the company soldiers. After defending the company men, we built our new church and one new home there. The tree house became the tree castle that spanned multiple trees. Me and the woman priest lived happily ever after.

15 Mar 2024

Dream

Around mid December 2023, I had a dream where me and my father went to my cousin Arunothini’s house to do a ceremony to celebrate the one year death anniversary of my aunt Thayanithi. In my waking life, my uncle Sriram didn’t come to attend it. However in my dream life he did. In the dream, Me, my father, my uncle Sriram, my other cousin Aruljothy (Arunothini’s brother), his wife Vathini, his three sons, Arunothini, her two daughters, her husband Rameshkanna, Aruljothy and Arunothini’s father Arulsubramaniam were all at the house together. Arunothini hired a priest whom she knows to perform the ceremony. As the the priest conducts the ceremony, he asks us to sing any thevarams we know. Most of us have sung a few that we know. However for me, I didn’t want to sing due to the humiliation I went through at a temple by another priest a few years back that has left me regretful and ashamed of ever wanting singing any songs associated with the Hindu deities and for any auspicious Hindu holidays my family and I would celebrate every year. When the priest asked me to sing along with the rest of my family members, I told him I didn’t want to. Arunothini then tells the priest what happened and why I am reluctant to sing. Prior to this in my waking life, Arunothini already knows about that incident since I opened up to her and everyone else about it through a story I had written for a story writing class her father Arulsubramaniam is teaching. In my dream life after Arunothini told that incident to the priest, he became very understanding about it and tried to encourage me to sing as he wanted me to sing for my aunt Thayanithi’s sake to make her happy. I still was reluctant and didn’t want to sing still. This made my uncle Sriram get mad and impatient and demands me to sing and not keep everyone waiting. I told my uncle that I didn’t want to sing which the escalated to the both of us having a heated argument. At the heat of the argument, I call my uncle Sriram “Chithappa” (The term to call your mom or dad’s younger brother in Tamil.) for the first time as I wasn’t that close with him before to call him that. Overall, the heated argument between me and my uncle Sriram left us angry and frustrated. It made me crying a little bit, but Arunothini and the priest were able to calm me down and comfort me. They still tried to encourage me to sing a Puranam to which I reluctantly gave in. They were glad that I was able to sing and the ceremony continued until it was over. Then everyone eat the food we have cooked. Eventhough, I begin to feel a little better, I still couldn’t get over with the argument I had with my uncle Sriram a moment ago and was still shaken about it. In my dream life, I feel like our relationship as uncle and niece will be strained and I doubt that it will not get any better. However, in my waking life, I am glad that the argument between us never happened. Despite me not being that close with my uncle Sriram, I still think he is a good person from the many times he has helped my parents before when they were getting ready to settle in to have me and my siblings.