Castle

5 Nov 2024

Dream

I don’t remember much. There were people fighting over who was to be the princess in this castle. Two different families, each with a daughter to marry the prince. But for some reason one girl didn’t know how to swim and it was important. The rightful one was the girl that could swim, with whatever other powers she had. One of the boys drew a sword to fight the father that was about to ignore the rightful princess and crown the other one. I had to wake up during that fight.

4 Nov 2024

Dream

i went to attend a wedding of a friend i never met in my waking life. we follow each other on instagram for over 4 years now. im my dream it was a very fairytale wedding the venue looks like a castle. i had a chance to congratulate her and i gave her a big hug and mentioned thats its crazy that it’s our first time meeting in person. the person who congratulated her before me gave her a hand made bead bracelet. so she gifted that to me. later on in my dream i remember that the end of the strand broke off but i was fine with it. because its just a fragile piece of plastic. in my dream too my sister was there but she’s WAAAY younger than me. in reality she’s only 4 years younger. we had dry martini with a lot of olives in it. i didn’t know that my sister loves olives. so i walked to the back to get us another round. i asked the bartender to give us extra olives. instead of 7 maybe 8 or 9. on my way back to meet with my sister i saw my dad was there too. he was at a different table with some friends. i sat with him for a bit then proceed to go back to my sister to bring out martini.

25 Oct 2024

Dream

There were birds of paradise flowers and faces of lizards next to a dozen woman warriors who were about to begin a battle. The next scene in the dream showed voodoo dolls pointing to an old cave near a woman in a white gown surrounded by fawns, in front of a castle with a moat. The final scene of the dream showed men in elaborate head dresses dancing under the moonlight while drinking blood

13 Oct 2024

Dream

In my dream there was a toilet, but like an old-fashioned toilet, almost just like a bucket. It had a funnel and I put some food down in there. I'm not sure why, and the food was blocking the funnel like nuts and seeds. Um yeah and then we were like at a rave, some kind of rave, at a party, a group of us. I think we were going to put our stuff down in this hotel room first. But then, we went off to rave to this party but then one of the guys went off somewhere else. And I ended up carrying all his bags. Um like really heavy bags I had to carry. And I'd load myself up first with all these bags and then somebody else would help me. But there was only like a little bit left for them to carry because I'd already got it all. And I was like okay I'm going with these really heavy bags instead of sharing the load equally. Um and then... And then we got back to this hotel room but we didn't have it to ourselves so it was like a shared hotel room. And we didn't know the other people that were sharing it with them so I was just introducing myself saying hello. And the hotel room was really posh, really really beautiful. And there were lots of different beds and lots of different rooms. But to get to the kitchen you had to go through this other woman's or this other family's room. But they said they didn't mind. And I'd been like eating or chewing this clary sage stuff apparently. But it went really fluffy in my mouth and after I'd finished chewing it I wanted to put it somewhere. So I was trying to put this really white fluffy stuff, get it out of my mouth and put it in a bin and look for a bin but I couldn't find a bin in this hotel room and it was all really posh and new so again I ended up putting this stuff, this rubbish in the wrong place that wasn't the bin. Yeah and then I was like sleeping next to a man, I didn't know him but it was in the dark and we started, started like, our feet were just kind of touching each other and then like it started tickling, we started tickling each other's feet really softly and gently. Then I was staying in a castle somewhere, it was old fashioned, it was back in the old days, I'm not sure if it was a part of the rave thing or not, but I was staying in this castle and then all these baddies, like army men, soldier men, started to like storm the place and all of us who were there were really scared and were trying to escape and I also had either my little girl there or my son who I was trying to protect, so we were hiding behind these things, hiding behind like a shutter or something, but then I decided to try and escape and so we just, I grabbed my doors and I just ran past all the scary men and down the steps and we did manage to escape and get out, they didn't do anything. And then I was driving a car somewhere, trying to get somewhere, but the brakes weren't working. The foot brake or the hand brake, or they were, but it was really slow and difficult and I was getting really frustrated. I couldn't find where I wanted to go for a start. I kept going the wrong way or being in the wrong place, feeling lost. And, yeah, then when I was wanting to stop, the brakes wouldn't work. They took ages. The car slides into a stop and then the wheel, the steering wheel started to break and fall off in my hands as well. And I realised that this car was no good to me anymore. It was too old and too broken.

11 Oct 2024

Dream

so I'm in a castle there's lightning it also looks like a school built in with the castle so it's like Hogwarts like one of those old classic like gothic-y type settings it's giving dark academia and I am hiding okay scratch that before that I am an angel of sorts apparently and I have a boy with me and I'm hiding him and myself from the student committee members or like the school prefect or the teacher whoever it is that like basically like regulate stuff in the school And in front of school because(it’s built on some steep hill or mountain edge) there is a valley or like a steep slope it kind of looks like the one from Sekiro the game(Set in Medieval Japan, warring period; fantasy-action) And I'm basically camouflaging myself and the boy, covering him with my wings or whatever and basically camouflaging my whole self and just like my surroundings as the grass on the mound, like the shifting scapes at the bottom of the valley. Because everything around me is basically just flora and fauna. And one of them who came down to search basically like pokes where I am(me) with a staff or whatever out of suspicion, but I don't react and they, yeah, go away with a pompous ‘hmph’. So this scene kind of changes tonight abruptly(we’re still at the same place though), and I basically like fly the boy back to his dorm sector in the castle. It’s raining, I think. Yeah it is also like thundering and stuff; it's a whole ass storm, yeah, but it's raining, it's nice. Like the castle, like the silhouette of it it looks like it's kind of faintly glowing blue, pale blue? I don't know, maybe it's the lightning doing the tricks on my eyes. and now it's like 2 in the morning like 2 22 a.m. or whatever angel numbers and there's like a sound of some kind of an instrument that wakes everyone up. yeah and it's still raining, it's kind of stormy. And I'm in like this room right, when(I suppose I'm back to being human somewhat) there's like a guy's voice announcing that like some “The Angel (whatever-their-name-is) is here; sing the hymn, bring your petitions everyone” and like everyone is gathering to like the room that I was sleeping in. Apparently I was like sleeping in like a communal lounge or whatever but it does look like a solitary room so I don't know. Kind of stony, kind of medieval, kind of looks cold. The kind that you would see in like folkloristic illustrations of a castle where there's like knights and like princesses and stuff, you know what I mean? And like the angel is here? everyone is gathered, like everyone is in a line or whatever to, like, basically get their petitions heard, And like the angel? Oh my god, they look so like ethereal. Loke they're blue pale like glowing apparition of some kind of like a tall figure; there's like faintly like a silhouette of some wings behind it it's beautiful. And like when it’s my turn, I ask them how I can get good at magic and astrology. They ask me where my north node and my south node is. My north node is in the 9th, my south node in the 3rd. He tells me to go ask Haiaiel, another angel. When I tell him that I have my moon and mercury in my 9th house. And because I have my Jupiter in the 3rd house and in the sign of Libra. And because it's retrograde, he tells me to basically let go of my need for control. And to sort of basically depart from what I think is a dogmatic way of thinking. Even if I might think that I am an unconventional person on a conscious level. There still is that level of perfectionism and dogmatism and this fixation with control. He tells me to look to my 5th house and my 7th house, the houses that are like 2 apart from each other measuring from 3rd and the 9th house. I ask him what if I had my Pluto in my 5th house. He basically tells me to not be afraid, be courageous about taking an unconventional path when it comes to your creativity, that is your magic, arts, and whatever inspires you to live in your life. He also tells me to like pay attention to the way I use my creativity as like this source of subconscious and unconscious power, a means for control in my life, an upheaval, to accept that okay there are some extreme sides to me but to not be afraid of it because being afraid of it and repressing it only makes it come out in a more maligned way. When I tell him that I have my Neptune in my 7th house as well as my Chiron, the asteroid. He tells me to tap into it basically. Use the imagination that you have and you use to romanticize, glamorize, and idealize your interpersonal relationships and your limerence into your creative activities. And that includes magic. magic is all about subconscious beliefs and all that the efficacy of it at least is. so the fantasy component, the depth, use it. The moon and mercury in my ninth house as well as my north node basically tells me to follow what your inner guidance, your intellect and my intuition tells you to do. Like sure your foundations could be built on the like the traditional approach that, you know, your Jupiter facilitates in your learning it, but to define what really works You you, you have to do it yourself. you have to take the initiatives. You have to try and fail you have to be courageous; have not like any sort of fixed way of thinking without carefully evaluating it. And even then do question alway. Hone in on the clarity your inner intellect and voice provides. Practice trusting your intuition. Practice discernment between you know what is conscious and subconscious. Also he just like basically really really just pushes me to like seek Haiaiel’s guidance. And after that I basically thank him and go away, and he moves on with answering everyone else's petitions and questions and prayers, yeah. And I watch from the bed.

5 Oct 2024

Dream

I'm back outside the white castle looking for the secret hidden entrance I ask some girl a friend maby for the way in

26 Sep 2024

Dream

My boyfriend was a misunderstood prince and he was feared by many, except by me. I stuck around him for a while, he lived in a (ruin) castle in the forest. He ended up accepting that he won't get rid of me so easily and fell in love with me. People started to open up to him and we took a spontaneous trip to japan where we would stay for the next five years. Since he is good with people there, we got a lot of free stuff.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that it was me an adult but on a school trip; but everyone was an adult as well. Everyone came to me for instructions as always. A guy came and flirted with me while I was eating with my friends. Before this, we were like at a touristic site where there was an old castle with a sea view. There was stairs from old rocks to take you there, and while i was discovering the site, the floor cracked near the stairs and i was gonna fall in the crack but i was with someone i dont remember who and this person and I together used our brains and saved me , i jumped to the other side

21 Aug 2024

Dream

Some big event. Lots of people running around what felt like a blend between a castle and a school campus. There was just so many people and everyone seemed busy. Too busy to notice me. I felt left out because i didn’t know what was going on and nobody cared to stop and include me or let me know what was happening. Specifically my dad. He didn’t pay any attention to me and it made me feel hurt and angry. He was so focused on everything else. So when i finally caught his eye, from a distance, i flipped off with my finger high in the air, making sure he could see me. He got angry and said something along the lines of “just wait until we get home..” implying that i would be reprimanded

20 Aug 2024

Dream

It was my birthday and Salvador and his wife were around, but his wife stayed at a table far away drinking wine by herself. Salvador, Tom and this other person were out sitting at this parklet along a street. I went and joined them and sat by Salvador with Tom across from us. He bent his head really close to me and said to look at his hair. My face was so close to his head and he said, “look, I am balding!” and I saw this very short hair toward the front and it looked like the way Prince Harry’s older brothe rwas aging. I thought Tom thought i was giggling too much at Salvador and he would know how I felt about him. I was afraid to talk to his wife cause I thought she was mad. Then I went adn talked to her and she was enjoying her glass of wine and told me about this movie she had been in. I asked her to join us and she said no, but she wasn’t upset. Me, Tom and Salvador were in this nature setting looking across a big river. There was an old castle in the distance and salvador pointed it out and said it had been flown in from somewhere. Then there was this singing competition along the river and Tom volunteered for it. I forget the rules but I was surprised he wanted to join in.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I am a knight on a mission to kill the king of the kingdom. I sneak from the gate of the castle to the king's throne. I success on murdering it (the king isnt a human, its like a dark smoke monster), but i get caught by the princess of that kingdom. Shes wearing a red dress, blonde hair, shes hecking pretty, and shes the only one who are human there. She wants to be engaged with me since long a go. So she grabbed me by the hand and go to a big table w a lot of a food. Theres this nasty disgusting monster who looks at me w a big eyes that a lot of worms come out of his eyes, and a big mouth w facial hair that a lot of drools dripping from it. She pulls me closer to that monster, and she picks some drool from its mouth w her finger and drinks it w a pleased (aroused(?)) smile, she says that i need to do that too so she and i can finally be engaged. I get so disgusted by it that i suddenly wake up from the dream and almost throw up bcs of nausea. The monster reminds me of my sexual abuser/assaulter who r one of my parent

9 Aug 2024

Dream

The dream portrayed me as a tall skinny women with pale skin and long black hair. At first I seemed to be exploring the world/town. The town seemed modern and was near the ocean and what seemed to be a porting area for ships and boats as well as fishing. As I was exploring I remembered being happy and excited as I explored. At one point I remember dancing near a dock that lead to the ocean. My friend was with me saying how I was always happy and such a day dreamer. I giggled at her response and continued to slow dance by myself. As I was dancing I imagined myself wearing a beautiful gown and a prince dancing along with me. We were dancing slowly as we looked lovely into each others eyes. Suddenly we heard loud yelling coming from the main city. I stoped dancing and as I did the image broke and disappeared. My friend and I quickly looked at each other and ran towards the sounds and into the main city. As I did the surrounding changed. I was no in what appeared to be a small run down town that looked as if it was from the old west. The people in the city where dressed from that time period as well. As I got into the town it looked as though there was a rally going on. Several people of color and different races where marching through the streets shouting. I remember standing by some members of my real family as I asked them what was going on. They told me some kind of protest was happing and continued to make comments on the event and the town. Saying how the town was so weird and felt like a ghost town almost, due to its appearance and the way everyone in it acted and dressed. For everyone else dressed in old western clothes while my family and I, as well as my friend were dressed in modern clothes. As we were talking suddenly gun shots went off and people started to scream and duck down. Several more shots went off and people began to scatter and run for shelter but some people were shot in the process. Others started grabbing there guns and shooting back in response. I remember trying to run in a stop the fighting and shooting. I just remembered going to a burly and tough built women who was loading her pistol to stop and think about what she’s doin, and asked her who really is the one that started this fight. She hesitated unsure of how to answer. I don’t know how but some how I was able to get her to put down her weapon and was able to take it from her. Suddenly I saw two Spanish women ridders go by one who looked to have had captured a friend of mine who was a male. I hoppped on a white horse and went after them yelling my friends name. I chased them for a while until I got to a big opening near the coast the where no where to be seen but I new they had to be hear. I hopped off my horse and started looking around when suddenly two women kept out of the bushes wearing red old Spanish war suits. The drew the swords and pointed them at me. I cried out wheres Jack. As I did he walked out of the bushes wearing the same outfit as the women. I looked at him confused and asked… “your one of them.” He told me who he really was and that he was a Spanish prince out there to infiltrate the city. I don’t know why. I take it that I was if some importantance cause he captured me and took me back to there castle. While there I met Jacks mother who was the queen. She was very beautiful but had a pinched face and was very much cruel and harsh. She had cruel plans for me but Jack changed her mind and helped to insure my safety. Though I didn’t see it that way at first. I was held prisoner until a curtain night where I was to meet once again with the queen and Jack. But I tried to escape before then. I was successful in my attempt of getting out of my cell but couldn’t seem to manage getting out of the actual castle. I don’t know why but I was searching for a bedroom and was trying to find a gown to wear to help disguise myself. However I was being chased by the Queen. And I would go through one door then another and it only seemed to bring me back to the same room over and over again. I was getting frustrated and could hear the Queen getting closer. I finally found a room and was looking through the dresses and was able to grab a beautiful red dress. The dream then changed and I appeared to be in what looked like a flooded basement/cell room. The dream basically transformed into a video game where I had to swim and maneuver through to unlock cells and access keys to get out. Eventually I found all keys and unlocked a cell holding a beautiful blue and golden blimp/airship and was able to get out. I flew to this big tower out in the middle of the ocean. For some reason a friend of mine was there and she seemed to have some sort of powers. I talked with her a bit about what was going on and she told me I needed to go back. She had with her several magical creatures she gave me a white Pegasus and a couple of other creatures to go with me. I flew down and landed on the coast. There I put my self together by wearing the red dress I collected earlier. With the Pegasus and other fuzzy creatures help I was able to do my hair and makeup. The dream shifted again and it showed Jack sitting in a what looked like a dinning room waiting looking at a clock. The queen was there sawing to him I’m not coming. That I made my escape and asked why would I come back. Jack looked disappointed. For some odd reason he had been hopeful that I would be there. After hearing his mother bicker about me as well as him he go up and headed for the door. He opened it and there standing in front of him was me all dolled up in my dressed smiling. He looked surprised but he too smiled. Then I woke up.