8 Aug 2025
Dream
I was about to go swimming in an indoor pool with a few other girls. Suddenly our phones got water on them somehow, then they caught on fire. And then this white headband with white flowers and a veil caught on fire too.
Looking at that white headband, I remembered one of my previous dreams where a man might've told me I was going to be a bride or him saying that his daughter was going to be a bride. And I told myself months after that dream, that I would quit finding love. In fact, there is nobody who really wants to be my boyfriend or even my husband. And every time a man does, he can't love me the right way or he just sees me as nothing more than an object, the other woman or a friend. No man has ever made the effort to try to understand, know me or my heart or love me the right way. And I mean "the right way" as in the proper way. Nowadays, men do not really have the intent to love a woman as they should, or any woman for that matter. People in this generation have become addicted to sex outside of marriage and hookups thinking both of those things will satisfy them forever when it won't. For them, hookups and sex are never enough. Only real love can satisfy all of us, but if there's a reason why I give up on finding real love, it's because loyalty and honesty have now become so hard to find and it's this whole generation's fault.
I was able to put the fire out with a fire extinguisher, but that was it. That was all.