Dream Of Aliens And Emotional Conflict

Sweet dream that I was living with my mom, which I am in real life, but no matter what happened to me when I was sick when I was tired when I was injured, there was so much that I had to take care of which also mirror is my real life as a mom as a sister with a incapable brother and a mom who is not in her best shape because of her own disabilities I was having dinner with the teachers group from my school and what happened was that we were cooking what we were cooking. It was like a little frying thing that you put oil in and you fry up the chicken. I kept eating the chicken half raw and spitting it out as if I was testing it And then once the chicken was almost done I think I can eat it, but it wasn’t finished fully then the power went out from the machine that we were using so we had to stop cooking the chicken and we ended up ordering. I just know there was rice, but I don’t remember what else Then I dream that I was back at my mom‘s house, but it was different and there was a whole bunch of people we’re waiting for some kind of reprogramming and we ended up getting taken into this alien ship and they show videos of what’s gonna happen and all this other stuff and we’re thinking That you know we’re safe and when we land it’s almost a crash landing, but it’s this beautiful utopia like looking society with brick houses and everything looks like it’s in a magazine. I see a kitchen that’s laid out with plates and cups and silverware through the window of white gaze lace curtains, but then we realize that people are starting to turn into the alien creatures that we saw on earth invading and they’re like clowns with gray makeup instead of colorful makeup, and they always smile and they dance around in a funny way that’s really scary so I lead resistance back home. When I get back home, I get in contact with this guy. I haven’t talked for the most a year and when we were talking, I started to feelings for him. He said he didn’t return those feelings. He saw us as a more casual thing because we were having sex, but he was also like during that time Holding my hands cuddling with me spending all his extra time with me when I had extra time so back to the dream if he comes to get me with my kids and we go to his house and I’m thinking it’s just gonna be fun or whatever so we hang out my mom finds out and she comes over to his house to take me and the kids back And I’m fighting with her but I’ve actually decided it’s better for me to go so the kids that I leave, but as I’m leaving, he pulls me to the side and kisses me, and I don’t know what that means given our history so when we get home, the kids go with their father And I’m tasked with cleaning up the house and taking care of the dog that we don’t even have but somehow there and so I look in the kitchen and there’s garbage everywhere I mean the whole kitchen is full of garbage all over the floor and everything and I get upset and start crying and I’m like why so I have to go over this even when I’m sick even when this is going on even when that’s going on blah blah blah and answering that she walks away And the dog escapes, but it wasn’t even our dog and then I find myself back with this man when I was talking to you before and we’re on his bed, I’m laying on my stomach and so sweet. I have my head on the back of his shoulder and we’re just chilling. I’m on my phone. He’s doing something like I think he was writing or drawing because he does draw on your life And so I’m just like relaxed, but then he looks at me and he goes give me a nosy kiss and so I’m looking at him and he leaves forward and rub our noses together and I’m like why are you being so cute with me so I go home confused honestly And then I’m looking at his social media and it’s a thing like tell me what you really think about me or something and it’s these guys or something like oh you work out you know you take care of yourself look at your game and then these girls were like you’re really smart. You do math and stuff and I’m like OK so nobody’s talking to him like romanticallyso Hella confused and my mom comes back and then there’s another alien thing and then I wake up.