5 Oct 2024
Dream
I was in Ireland and my uncles let me live in their house, I leave the house and see my former classmates walking, one of them talks to me and I see she opens my door to my uncles house, she starts talking about how she wants to buy a house when she grows up and the other girls say they wanna do that too, but I say I wanna build it, I think I'm smarter, because they wanna buy it in Ireland and Ireland has a housing crisis, the houses cost a lot there, I wanna build my house in Poland, so not only am I building it but also it'll be better and cheaper. But anyways then my housing place and country change for some reason and I'm living in a house with my family, were in Poland now. I look through the window and see that there is a event happening, a wedding. I see the tables are spaced out signifying that there won't be many guests. Not all of the building is rented out as the garden and upstairs are empty and the lights are turned off there. Next for some reason, I go to that place and realized that they destroyed the house I was living at, but weirdly enough my house changed again and it was next to the wedding venue, so they destroyed it because they needed space for the wedding. I go inside and me and my family blend in as the cooks, we wanted to attend this wedding but for some reason we didn't ask to. So we go into the kitchen and eat some small snacks there and there but then everyone starts going to the video the husband made for the guests to watch, even the cooks left, i was all alond im the kitchen. I felt nad for taking the snacks so i was hiding that i actually was rating them. Them suddenly the husbands mln cokes in and startą asking me for the wifi password whild i hide the good i was rating. I give it to her but them she says in broken Polish because she id ukranian that she needs IT for anothrr network which ibdidnt know. Them she says some ukranian things and i start leaving, them i see the husbands and i say to myself "now is my chamce ill introduce myself to him", but them he introduces himself to me, I ask him if he knows English very well, and he says yes, I'm happy that I can actually talk to him normally. He starts talking about how he was learning it for some time and that his mother didn't believe in him. I just say to myself "well I'm glad I talked to him, now I see that not all people that look like this are bad" he was dressed in street clothes, oversized pants, colorful shirt, chains etc. What I think this dream is trying to tell me is that teenagers are not bad, because I had trauma as a kid involving a male teenager and Im kinda scared of them to this day.