25 Jul 2025
Dream
I was hearing about Ariana Grande getting super drunk in the woods alone, and I was defending her right to do what she wants and have some privacy. Video footage of it spread everywhere though and she was getting flack for it, but I completely understood why she was doing that in the first place. The forest was really bare and dry and the trees were super tall. She was doing what she wanted though; I totally supported her and spoke as much, defending her verbally to someone I don’t remember. This other person agreed with me.
Later I was watching a blonde woman from the 20s or 30s living her life. She left tomatoes, lettuce, and cotija cheese on the stove, these items weren’t cooking but she left them there for several days so they were starting to go bad. She left them in buckets sometimes on the stove and other times in the sink, including buckets I recognize from the camping trip I’ve been on the past two weeks. I believe the woman’s sister was more “put together” and was setting an example for her sister, but I don’t know that she was judging her sister a lot for where she was at. The blonde woman loved to party and listen to music and do whatever, and I was sort of this woman but also myself. At points I just watched her and other times I embodied her. When she was peeing on the toilet in her 30s yellow nightgown with white lace trim, she was making sure there was blood so she wasn’t pregnant. I remember thinking, though, that some people bleed in early pregnancy. Eventually this woman proved to be pregnant, and she started cleaning up the food buckets in her kitchen. I remember watching her go through the rubbery lettuce and salvaging some good pieces, saying aloud and positively “this one’s good,” and seeing the small tomatoes and cotija cheese. I felt positively towards this woman and trusted her, whether or not she appeared traditionally “responsible.”
