30 Apr 2025
Dream
I was at the job that I just quit and met the girl that they had hired to replace me and she looked almost exactly like me except she was ethnic and had braces on her teeth. It was a weird experience because the place looked a little bit different, and I was showing her and other people around, but it was almost like no one knew me, even though I had worked there for years. And then it pans to another dream, and I'm at this giant house that has a really big lazy river going around the pool, and the only people that I recognized there at the time is my ex-boyfriend Ryan, his friend Chris, and Ryan's new girlfriend, Anna, who I used to be friends with, and the boys were inside watching a concert, and Anna and I were outside, and we were in the lazy river. We had found These bicycles that had training wheels on them and I figured out that if you put it in the lazy river, it would ride on top of the water with the extra wheels on it. So I was trying to get her to do it and trying to show her how. And the boys come outside. Then Anna takes me into this camper van that they had bought to go to concerts and it opened up and was beautiful and had two beds inside and a TV. It looked like a modern motel room. And I remember feeling like I wanted to be friends with her again, but I also wanted Ryan and her to feel bad for the way that they had betrayed me by being together. But my dad shows up and her dad shows up and they tell us that we need to come home because the next day is Easter. So we get out of the lazy river and we go back and we leave and then it goes to a new dream. In my next dream, it's me and my friends, Lexi, at my mamaw and papaw's house, and we're all staying there, and the next morning, we get up to go to church, except we only have my friend Lexi's new vehicle, which is an Audi, and I tell her that my papaw is going to drive himself to church in that, and I will drive back home to pick her up. On the way to church, my grandpa and I get in a wreck and we flip her vehicle several times and go flying through the air. And I just remember closing my eyes and being thrown out of the vehicle. And I'm launched over near a river and I'm worried about if my papa is okay or not. And then he comes over to me and we are both fine, but the car is completely messed up. I remember feeling really bad about that because she has cancer and she had just got that car so I didn't want it to be one more thing that was wrong in her life. So I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to tell her and thinking about all the money I'm gonna have to spend to get her a new one because she had got a really good deal on that one. situation and she's crying and I immediately start trying to figure out how I'm going to get her a new one and then it pans to another dream. I had signed up to go to a retreat, and at the retreat, I was not allowed to have my phone. And Lee and I were in a really big fight, and I was worried about what was going to happen if I didn't text him and let him know why I wasn't responding to his messages. So I texted him and told him that I was going to get my phone taken away at this retreat. And then I remember at the retreat, I thought it was going to be nice, and then once I got there, it was really disgusting. The beds looked rotten. Everything looked like it was from the 1950s. And the guy that was in charge was really mean. He told us that we had to put our phones away. We weren't allowed to have them. And then, as I was going to the bathroom to try to text, he said, what's in your hand, and I had a Q-tip in my hand. So he snatched the Q-tip, and then he walked out and told me to hurry up. And the bathroom was absolutely disgusting, and I was trying to get a text message out, and I couldn't. Nothing was sending. And I just remember, like, knowing that that was going to probably be the end of my relationship. So I was trying to get a text to send to my mamaw and to Lee to let them know where I was and where to find me if things got bad.
