Dream About Family Conflict And Misunderstanding

Here's what I can recall from my dream last night so I'm in the apartment complex not the one I'm currently in but it's different and as I'm coming down the stairs I bump into one of the maintenance guys that is Hispanic and don't speak much good English but he's very kind and I help him out sometimes when translating though I don't speak very good Spanish or Spanish at all I can just understand what he's trying to say so as we walk by and greet each other friendly and neighborly cuz he live above my apartment like on a third floor I go for my usual walk and everything and I can't remember how everything happened but if I ever call correctly after my walk I came back home and he was there with my family after fixing something and somehow alone with my family members I seem to upset and offend him because I thought they he was one of those type of people who didn't mind but like to engage when people I guess the best word is to clown around like kind of crack like jokes about each other like I said he was smiling I couldn't really read his energy in my dream so I didn't know that he was taking offense to it and he left smiling but I can tell he was upset and it seemed like he wanted nothing to do with me and my family anymore that didn't really upset me upset me I heard his feelings and I want to apologize and if you didn't want to hang out or see me and my family more that's okay That's your right it is your choice but what upset me next was my family of my mother my eldest brother she was doing his hair and her husband was there too and they made it seem like it was all my fault how could I let that happen that man left because of you and you were always this bad person they try to make me out as I got so angry that as I'm walking down these flight of stairs towards them I was giving them the bird it was intentionally for my fat head eldest brother as I'm coming down the stairs I can see how it look like it was for everyone so as I came down a short flight of stairs and went to my left and went up some other stairs into my room my own space my mother followed behind me she burst in the room and said a bunch of out of pocket or exaggerated extra stuff like I just hurt their feelings and I'm as old so terrible monster but no one never stopped to think about my feelings and thoughts and what they say to me which is why I can see why my friend got upset and like I said when I came into my home they were already doing it while he was fixing stuff and he was smiling but I couldn't read between the lines so I thought he was just enjoying it so I thought hey maybe I'll hop into be up way too bond since he likes it but that wasn't the case so my mom yells at me and say all this horse things and talk about we're done for good like she was not going to help me no more or support me instead of crying and apologizing which I did try to explain to her calmly before she just keep cutting me off and left I got so angry like slammed the door and start punching the wall cuz I was just sick of it I was sick of being misunderstood judge and made the scapegoat for others people's true intentions of being cruel and hiding it behind we was just joking or playing And when I make that mistake I tried to apologize in Amanda for my wrongdoings and actions but I'm labeled as a monster so I started repeatingly punching the wall even though it was a little bit challenging cuz in dream space your arms and your strength is a lot less stronger than what it would be in the waking world but that didn't stop me I can't repeatedly punch in the wall angry screaming out loud I'll do it myself I figured up myself I'm done with this b******* and then I just laid back down on my bed stop looking at dumb things on YouTube and start focusing on things that can help me grow and move forward so that's all I can remember from my dream last night what does it all mean for me?