20 Sep 2025
Dream
I find myself en route to somewhere unknown, the destination unclear, but constantly finding myself at roadblocks. For example, I feel like I'm at the airport and it's at some kind of janky TSA, there's not really any kind of organization, you kind of like just throw your items on a conveyor belt randomly and then wait for it to go through a scanner and you pick it up on the other side. I feel though as if I'm being rushed. I remember the contents of my book bag spilling out multiple times. Then I'd find myself scrambling to retrieve the items haphazardly and stash them in my backpack. I also want to say that I think I was rushing because I might have been somehow behind schedule or not on time. Or maybe I was just over a long day of traveling and my mind was muddled. The scene shifts and I find myself in a makeshift movie theater. The seats are not arranged in a traditional style. There's more spacing in between the seats, at least a foot, and... I feel as though the people behind me in the audience are making sly comments about me and the people that I'm with. It's as if I'm being targeted due to me being different. There's a moment when a young boy places my phone from behind me on a little side table next to my seating in the theater. I don't get the sense that I dropped my phone, and he's being polite. I get the sense that he stole my phone And had some malicious intent. There is a, I'll say an infant child, maybe two or three years old, in the chair sitting next to me. I believe I'm associated with him in some capacity because I get out of my seat and then sit in his seat and then put him on my lap as a means of protection. I get a complaint from behind that now the person that I've sat in front of cannot see and says a slick comment. I then turn around and ask him, what did you say? And he responds something to the effect of... I actually can't remember what he said at first. I just know that it triggered me and I decided to Engage in a back-and-forth with him verbally. I actually remember every time he said something, I'd point out the fallacy in his argument and he would get upset. And eventually They got kicked out of the movie theater and When I was talking to one of them He was saying that the other Didn't like gay people And so then I proceeded to follow her out into the hallway and yell at the top of my lungs , “Anti-gay, anti-gay, anti-gay,” and then the surrounding crowd then chanted that with me In unison Signaling that she was a piece of shit
