7 Feb 2024
pages.dreamInterpretation.dream
I was in a classroom with old friends(Nahila, and Alex), and familiarly new faces, like if I know them from somewhere, like in movies. Anyway, the classroom was pretty chill yet chatty, and batshit crazy. In the class, I was sitting with Alex, and a couple who were acting lovey dovey, but they were really chill, and our topic of the discussion was about “conversate to get praise or to be laid”. Although the conversation was pretty interesting due to the cool bar of taking off “Com” in “company or communication”, it got really bad. Like for me, it was like omg-why me?-no!!, I might be okay-but-not-fine-at-all, bad, especially when the teacher asked for my opinion, with so many eyes on me. Before I could answer, there was a loud noise coming outside of the classroom, and some of us(me, Alex, Nahila and our teacher) rushed to see what was happening. While witnessing the fight, I saw that a white guy who was being pulled back was looking mad as hell yet annoyed, and that man was my guyfriend, Kyle. Seeing him like that was scary/concerning, yet a bit entertaining, but I wanted to go over there and ask him about it, but I was already surrounded by my peers. Plus, some of those peers knows about my platonically close friendship with our friend, so I didn’t want to make it obvious or more embarrassing. After class was over and it was lunchtime, I eventually decided to go over to talk to Kyle. Our conversation started off pretty awkward with us, staring at each other with some toothy shy smiles and jokes going in between those stares. Even during those moment, I already knew what he was saying, it feels like he non-verbally appreciate my hesitantly genuineness in wanting to check on him. Once he sorta told me, I began to tell him about what happened in my class, and he pretty much laughed that hyena-like-yet-silly laugh I would smile at. He then asked me why I was embarrassed to answer the question my teacher asked, and I basically told him, I couldn’t answer because it was too hard of a question, and, I never experienced it. Once I told him that, he said what he usually sorta say to assure me. Afterwards, we just joked around a little while and honestly, it was great.
