6 Nov 2023
Dream
And the third dream I had, which I had this one last night, was basically just my boyfriend just there. And I have been talking to, like in real life, I have been talking to like a psychic, you know. And he's just, you know, telling me what his energy is, like, you know, he misses me. That his fist is bad, like he wants me back, that we're gonna do something soon, that he knows I'm his soulmate. You know, all those kind of stuff. And I texted him on, actually I sent him an email on Friday and he sent me back saying why am I texting him. But, it's clear that he doesn't want me in his life. And that I've hurt him so much and I know that I have. I know because I didn't tell him that I had a son, you know, because I was just scared and just afraid. And obviously because I haven't really come to terms with this child, you know. So, everything is just all over the place and I don't know. But then, the psychic is like, you know, he said all those things because he just remembered how much it is that I hurt him. And that he still loves me, you know, which, that's where the whole element of sometimes I feel like he does, sometimes I feel like he doesn't comes into place because that's how it feels. So, I don't know.
