24 Oct 2023
Dream
I had a dream that I was with my ex in-laws last night from my first marriage. My kids paternal great grandmother was dying or passed away. I was at her house, but it was very extravagant and not like I remembered. Some of my current exes family was there. These are two different families that donโt know each other. Meanwhile, there was a man there who was attracted to me, and I was attracted to him. We had been flirting until a younger beautiful woman came into the picture , and then they started flirting with each other. I was upset and I ended up having sex with her and forgetting about the man. woman, but I have dreamed about having sex with women before.. I was very confused even in my dreams. Then later on 3 babies were there, from another race (African Americans) who were orphans, were there and I agreed to help raise them with a male couple.
Then later on my current husband who I am divorcing right now, showed up at my house in the middle of the night and I was naked. Weโve had some traumatic issues in the past and currently are not speaking, I still have romantic feelings towards him. He forced his way into my bedroom from an outside door just to prove that he could. He was very rude and condescending. I was naked, so I felt vulnerable.