12 Nov 2023
Dream
Me and my boyfriend, and maybe others but I am not sure, we are getting in a pool. While swimming, I saw a hot woman who is slim and pretty and has just nice body in general, almost feels like a model, like a perfectly good looking woman. And I tell my boyfriend and maybe one more person who may have been with us, something like, โLook at that hot woman, check her out!โ I am bisexual so I also enjoy seeing beautiful women in general, but at the same time, I felt secretly jealous and wanted to ignore that or cope with that by saying as if I donโt care if he looks at her in some kind of way. I kept acting cool, but at the same time, I wasnโt really lying because I also enjoyed looking at her, itโs just that there were two opposing feelings. And I really didnโt wanted to let my boyfriend know I was jealous or I think less of myself than her.