22 Sep 2024
Dream
I was in a field with all my classmates but i was mainly hanging out with my friends, when suddenly it started raining so everyone runs to the mall. I lose the 2 friends I was with (Charles and Kenan). I shortly find Charles but when I call kenan he said he ran home. I should also mention that I was one of the first people to arrive at the mall. I decide to go to a store to look for some new clothes (which I do irl). I'm not sure if the only worker in there was walking to me, but I started walking in a way where she wouldn't start talking to me(what I usually do irl), my goal was also to find the men's section of the store, so I follow Charles to the weird looking men's section that I'm not sure is a men's section. He dissapears into the chaninging room for some reason and the worker is walking towards me. Me trying to be more extroverted (just like irl) I ask her "is this the men's section?", she says "yes" but in a way her sentence didn't seem like she said yes but it sounded longer and more kind. So in the men's section are just blushes of whales in different colours. I say "oh well there isn't much here to pick" and I start walking out the store, Charles is already walking out Infront of me. The worker follows me and says something along the lines of "yeah, our men's section isint the best" but the weird thing is, that it felt like she didn't say anything, but it did feel like she was keeping up the conversation pretty well. I asked her are the whale plushes polyester, still while walking out. She says "plushes can only be polyester". I thought to myself "I am definitely not buying it then". I'm at the door and she says "yeah, such a big store and I'm gonna be all alone again". She was saying that if I left she would have noone to talk to. I thought to myself "well if only u had a better men's section". I tell her an awkward "yeah... goodbye" and she gives me a confident and warm "see you later" and smiles as I leave. I walk around some more and I see a green shirt I like to buy in a store with no door, the store was designed a way where customers could walk in and walk out easily. I look at a shirt and think to myself if I need to put that shirt on to test it. I tell myself "nah I'll do it later". Suddenly I see an announcement come up and it was telling everyone that there were students coming here to wait for their bus for Debs (Irish version of prom) and that they had to gather all of my classmates to a store called Dealz. So Charles goes into Dealz, but I stick around for some time. Then I see one of the prom people go up to a glass window and make a funny face, smiging the window with his spit. Then like a minute later I decide to be my confident self and see how the shirt looks on me by putting it against my chest. it was alright. I should also mention that just like in real life I was checking out that stores security, wondering if they get things stolen often and how they could be a more secure stores from shoplifters, this stems back to my childhood trauma. But when I realize they might force me to go into that Dealz, I decide to run out not suspiciously of the mall and go home. I successfully run out, but I get shivers when running next to the Dealz because I don't wanna get caught. There was a window in the front of the Dealz near the exit and a window in the back of the Dealz which people could see me through. Then the dream ended.
