22 Oct 2024
Dream
I had a dream that I was taking a trip in a foreign place with a lot of kids. We were on a bus for an extended period of time. We had a lot of conversations and it felt, childlike. My dream quickly transitioned to me and a several people I knew, including Lachelle, her kids and her ex-husband. We were all prepping to fight some kind of war. I remember checking out all the shotguns to make sure they were in working order. As we were prepping for this huge battle, the kids were gathering food and eating. I remember Jay sitting off in a very far corner, not interacting with anyone, just careful observing my interactions with JB and Brooklyn. At some point Lachelle and I tried to display some affection toward eachother but it seemed like the opportunity never truly presented itself. I did notice a girl that I previous dated was on the trip, she tried to speak to me here and there but we didn’t have much dialogue. I remember wondering if Lachelle would be concerned about her, but she never showed concern. As we were traveling, a really weird thing happened… a movie projection started playing on a wall. All of the travelers watched this scene in awe and intuitively knew it was a movie projection being cast from Lachelle heart. It was a very subtle movie scene but very intense it is short span. It was simply a scene of a person intently looking a man that you can tell she loved, and in his very near vicinity was another man that she was very attracted to and intrigued by. No words were really said in this scene, you can just gather her view point, based on how the projection was being cast on the wall. I remember the majority audience viewing it like it was a the scene of some intense love story and I was viewing it completely aghast. It was in that moment I was receiving intense clarity. I was saying no matter how much in love with me she appeared to be, someone else would always have her slight attention. The next immediate scene was me stepping on to a platform in some place that could’ve been a church. I was headed up these steps and a few groomsman were filing in, one was noticeable not ready. I remember my bride walking in who was not Lachelle and she was just smiling. I remember feeling like this particular woman was totally and only interested in me. I did see Lachelle in the audience smiling widely and she seemed genuinely happy for us. As the ceremony proceeded, the preacher asked if there were anyone would wanted to object to our union. And some girl from my past yelled out something that turned everyone’s head and garnered a lot of whispers. So much so, that the bride openly asked her bridesmaids, “Was that one of DeAngelo’s exes, why is she hear and what did she say exactly”. As the bridesmaids were responding to hear, the preacher was giving her counsel on how to handle that moment and to proceed. She then asked me questions and I remember just looking at her feeling like that person won’t stop our ceremony. The bridesmaids starting asking questions, the audience expressed an unsettled feeling and we never concluded the wedding ceremony.
