23 Jun 2025
Dream
I had a dream I was in the passenger seat of a car holding my newborn baby with miguel driving, & he was so comforting while I was almost traumatized for what I went thru, I have little memory of giving birth & I remember feeding the baby & Idk how me & miguel ended up in the car but it was like we were leaving the place I gave birth at. something about that dream made me feel so calm & safe, knowing I was in the passenger seat by miguel holding our baby & he seemed okay with it, & being taken cared of by the loml
he was driving us out of somewhere & I was sitting in passenger seat holding my baby & I was very emotional. I remember at one point i was thinking of all the ways I could lose the baby & i was terrified , especially SIDS, idk why i thought tha in my dream but it is a common thought.
I kept looking at my baby in my arms & making sure they’re okay, they looked way smaller than usual, she was more red.
awh, I said “she” without even thinking, I’d like to this they were a girl but I actually don’t know.
then earlier way earlier in the dream we had a lion in our house & it was playing w us very carefully & we were all aware of what it could do, we as in my family. I remember I was hella scared to see my family be mauled & the way the lion kept teasing at attacking like playfully jumping but also letting us know its stronger than us. anyways it led to the lion being passed out & my sister hesitating to Stab the lion with a knife & I yelled DO IT NOW ! & she did. omg i was expecting the lion to flinch but it didn’t move as if it were already dead but a lot of blood came out.
