24 Sep 2024
Dream
I had like a growth growing in my mouth and someone that I kind of knew I was like hi Hannah how are you? The guy I was something like Patrick but not, he was like yeah can I have a hug? It was a guy from the school I went to in 6th-8th grade irl. And high school. But I was never friends with him. He was always nice tho. I hugged him and he was like I hope you’re feeling better .
And I was like, yeah, I am …
I had something in my mouth that made it hard to talk. I needed to push it to the right side in order to talk.
And then I like, noticed that the thing in my mouth was only attached by a little thread and then I like moved it all the way to the left and it broke off and then there was a bit of blood inside my mouth I could taste. and then I couldn’t talk much because I was trying to be like so much better and everything is good now (vs back in 2019 when I got sick and then fired irl) and I didn’t want him to see that I was bleeding. I Kind of like just couldn’t talk much and I just had to go and I wandered off
I feel like we were walking where we used to live irl - at lasalle drive in judson heights. Irl it’s a rich place where my dad bought land before the area was developed, he hired contractors built our family house. And my mom divorced him years later and left that house. He was really broken and devastated and died not soon after. That’s all irl.
And then put it (the thing that came from my mouth- that felt like a growth or like skin) in a jar. I wanted to show my doctor. I had spit it out on my bed and it was kind of moving by itself, a little bit- just a turn, but I wasn’t sure.
When I put it in a jar, I got the feeling that it was trying to break out and that it couldn’t breathe. It was kind of like an amoeba shape, but there was two of them, and it was encased in like some gel.
But it was like kind of two dimensional. It was just a shape and it was like red, inside some clear like yellowish chill.
It spread out like liquid in the jar.
