Dream About Popularity And Confusion

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In my dream I went to my school like normal days . I am in 8 grade and still in 8 in real life . Something was not right at school . I am not popular kid but now I was . I would always sit in the corners. As I walked in the hall way . I was greeted by everyone. By my friends I met couple months ago but couldn't Keep in touch because we are in different states regions . And my childhood friends that I left in 7 grade in a different country I was so shocked to see them in Germany . I greeted them first. And I saw her . My old best friend that I secretly liked long time ago . I didn't know why she was here and I didn't want her there . So just decided to let her . Something was wrong with her behaviour. She moaned sexually when I was with her . At this time we just make out . This dream gave me the disgusted because I am a Christian and I don't wanna be lesbian. 💀