Dream About School Punishment

i got into some fight with a random dude and he ended up dying unsure if it was from the fight or somethinb but in the emd i was the one blamed for it. there is strict policy that if you kill someone you're killed, in my school? yes, so everyone in my school who committed crimes of which the sentence is death is on a bus with 2 of friends and I'm on the bus too obviously everybody is super sad and bummed cause they're about to be killed but I'm trying to talk to people lighten up the mood idk why. then the stop comes everyone gets off, they go in and they accept death, not me. i run away. i run and there are people friends and family of the people who are being killed amd school teacher who make sure that the children don't go out of a border. they don't run away. and from the exit i run it's jija??? what the fuxk but i sneakily sneak by, i go through many shops, hoping there's a back door and no body recognises me. there is no back door in the first and rhe second shop. then i go to the third and there he is my jija behind me trying to take me back i tell him i need to go to the washroom hoping there's a window but it wasn't on the end of the building i enter and the place is covered with mirrors some of them i think one way mirrors i try seeing if any of them are the way out they're not then i see my bad through a window he's fixing his hair i band on the window which seems unban gable to get his attention, i gte his attention, but then my jija who btw loved and adored me as a child comes and tries to drag me out then i tell him that i need to talk to my bad. i try to twll hin that I didn't kill him, he doesn't care. he doesn't care that I'm about to die. he's taking me back there, and on the way he tells me that if he fails to do so and the chuldren don't show up the parents will be locked up. i try to convince him he isn't budging. then i finally reach there i stand on the spot where i should be standing it's in front of a counter my back is towards the counter and there's this lady standing in front of me with a huge 3 stick farmer tool thingy something and it's gigantic at that time i know there's no way out so i ask her, if i can be shot, i've always wanted to be shot, she agrees and thinks it will be fun so she sends people to go and get the bullet. and while i was standing the tool she had with her i looked over to my dad and told him i'd tell hin what the afterlife is like after i die he doesn't care again, he's counting some yellow paper things, he nods. while the person is searching for the gun i give my dad my necklace and tell him to give this to my brother and i wonder if he knows if theg told him i was dying becaude he would've fought back. anywyas then i also am about to remove my watch but then i think what if as a ghost you're stuck wearing what yu are rn and even if that isn't true i'd like to die wearinv my watch and necklace so i take the necklace back and ask him if he will take the nacklace and the watch off my body and give it to my brother he politely agrees and allthis time this was the time i saw him behave kindly towards me even if it was a sandgrain worth of care he did a little v v little but a little. the. I add a status or notes saying bye and i never got to finsih book or movie i was reading/watching. and then they come back with the gun. the end.