Jalacy, it sounds like your dream is a vivid and emotionally charged journey through the intersections of your past and present. The imagery of returning to the house you grew up in, 110 Blinkin, and seeing familiar faces like Aunt Tracy, Mawmaw, Tarron, and Tay Tay suggests a deep yearning for comfort and connection. The house symbolizes a safe haven, a place where your subconscious feels secure enough to process complex emotions.
When you saw Mawmaw, who passed away in 2011, it indicates a longing for her nurturing presence and wisdom. The act of running to her and hugging her signifies your deep-seated need for familial love and guidance, especially in the face of recent life changes and stressors. The presence of your parents, who have also passed away, further emphasizes this need for familial support and a connection to your roots.
Your conversation with your daddy about a shared vision of writing a book reflects your desire for intellectual and spiritual alignment with those you love. The idea that 'people need to think in life' and 'we don’t think anymore' may be your way of grappling with the complexities and challenges you face daily. It’s as if your subconscious is seeking a sense of purpose and meaningful engagement with the world.
The scene where you and your daddy walk up a stairway symbolizes an ascent or a journey towards a higher understanding or goal. Your suggestion to go vegan and your daddy's silence may reflect your own struggles with health and lifestyle changes, and perhaps a wish that your loved ones could be more supportive or receptive to your needs and ideas.
The introduction of the concept of your parents being 'officially divorced' and your daddy having a fiancée, even though it never happened in real life, could be your subconscious mind's way of processing feelings of abandonment or change in your familial structure. This unexpected twist and your initial reaction of surprise followed by acceptance ('do whatever makes u happy') might indicate your evolving capacity to adapt to changes and find peace within yourself.
Finally, your dream fast-forwards to work, where interactions with your boss Nelda and your sister Taylor suggest a return to the demands and responsibilities of your waking life. The request to work 15 hours and your compliance may reflect the pressures you feel in your professional life and a sense of being overwhelmed.
Overall, Jalacy, your dream weaves together themes of loss, longing, connection, and the search for purpose and stability amidst life's challenges. It’s a rich tapestry that offers insight into your emotional landscape and the underlying currents of your waking life experiences.
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