Vampire

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was like five different vampires who had been like not from the same breed or something i didn’t really understand what the difference was. But we had been getting killed because we had been different, the way we had been getting killed was kind of brutal…. It was only like flash scenes when i was having myself getting tortured… one was having my organs taken out- like my ribs being beaten as well just completely destroyed…. Was laying down while it happened and bound with ropes. Then i remember this was getting closer to the end, i was then another vampire and rebellious a bit, because i overheard one of us being an exception. They had been apart of our deaths and torture too… one of us betraying us and partaking in our deaths… she was accepted because apparently her bloodline was also mixed with the ones she is killing with. she wore red. It was like the only color that stood out for me. Then i got horrible death. Then i switched to another vampire…. This scene particularly interested me tho…. This character was interesting… he kind of reminded me of Oh Sangwoo but like smaller and more vampiric… he had red eyes, he was wearing a grey hoodie. And he was coaxing me… saying that he loved me. And he asked me “remember what I love about you the most?” Then he shoved one of his fingers gently into my mouth and showed me, i have this sharp fang, its different from all my teeth is what he was getting at, he told me to bite… and i did.. because he kept pressing his finger tightly on that fang… and his finger suddenly started to pour his blood inside my mouth…. I could taste it… could taste the iron inside, then i started feeling dizzy and disoriented, i have no idea if it was poisonous blood to actually kill me because theyre trying to kill our breed or if he was giving me his powers and pretended he was killing me… i dont know… but it felt odd and intense and i woke up feeling dizzy and a headache. The color red was the only thing that stood out to me other than black. Girl in red dress, the ribs and organs ripped out of me red, his eyes red and his blood red.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

The setting was an old victorian hotel sort of, almost western styled with cracking paint, many many rooms that were interconnected. In the dream I was normal for the most part, until I felt like I was the monster. I turned into a vampire like creature and started attacking the people around me, and clung to the walls like a demon. And lept from corridor to corridor, eating people and hunting them down.

26 Jun 2024

Dream

I am a lone vampire wandering about in Japan, mainly the mountainous regions, the lakes and the oceansides(around nature sites) There were a few people both in my head and irl(of the dream) that would police me about where I can go, for how long I may be out and such and when I must come back to the inn their travel group have booked for the day and such I would comply with them while I was in Hakone, but then when they would start to go around the mountainous areas in the Izu regions and the Mt. Fuji area I would start to ignore their instructions and go on my own I would take mountain railways that ran amidst the foggy slopes in their summer hydrangea season, take buses around the Mt. Fuji regions singce there’s not much convenience in the train systems, and wander about once I get off at whatever stop that seems to be in the middle of whatever idyllic scapes I fancy First I saw some scattered buildings but it would soon give way to the increasing altitude and the lack of flat areas and plains, the roads surrounded by trees. It’s a bit foggy now, and the leaves are brown. I would soon fall asleep in this dream, and when I wake up I’m walking around a lake Rusted signs, a turnpike in the distance, a Michi-no-eki(a rest stop that serves as a souvenir shop of the local merchandises) with scarcely a car or a bike because of the cloudy weather I would start to walk around when a man’s voice calls to me from a car that just seemed to have arrived, accompanied by several other younger people’s noises hastily trying to get off and take a break after a long driver The man seems to be in his fifties or so, looks youthful. His stature imposing but graceful, his hair long, fluffy, rich and silver, a portion of it tied up at the top of his head with a red silky ribbon; he’s got an air of youthful virility, grace and the old wisdom about him, a balance I’d like to be able to embody, if not just something I admire I recognize his face; it’s Jing Yuan, one of my favorite characters from my favorite game, Honkai: Star Rail He asks me if I’m out alone(I looked like a young boy with blond, fluffy long hair, a frilly cravat and an overall Victorian, vampire-like get-up) I ask him where he is going to and such He states a destination(which I couldn’t hear) and I would say that I’m going to the same direction(I think he said he’d pass through the Fuji city or something and I said Fuji-Atami) He smiles and says something like ‘ah, a (something along the line of what would be the equivalent of a 同道) then. Care to join us for a lunch break?’ I oblige and we eat warm udons and sobas in the road rest building, looking over the lake and the mountains while the kids(all of them are young adult/adolescent characters from the same game Jing Yuan is from) play around and explore We would converse about many topics, mostly of our trips and what we have seen, how this trip is the first time in Japan for them while for me wandering is a part of my routine When we would start talking about the interesting things and the local legends and the cultural myths and such we heard of around the landmarks and such we visited(separately) there is one that came up in particular that somehow sounds relevant to my own self It’s that of a clocktower, and a boy that lived in it The monument itself is a mere 5-meter modern abstract art piece the man(Jing Yuan) saw in a city he visited; the story is from the local landmark that had been barred tourist entry due to how decrepit they became over the years It prompts me to share my desire to go and visit the Alps and the surrounding regions, how I feel that something there must have to do with my origins He seems curious and asks what I mean by my origins(he doesn’t know that I am a vampire, it appears he takes me for a strange kid in a dated fashion and an antique tone of speech) I try to speak but I zone out from a vision I get caught up in, slightly dissociating He worries slightly before telling me that I don’t have to talk about it if it taxes me so I shake my head and tell him a little bit about my life: that I have wandered for as long as I remembered, how know where I grew up in and the family, but they are but specters in my mind that occasionally haunts me with this urge to go and search for my true home, how it my intuition seems to point toward the lakes in a steep mountains of Europe He is intrigued and asks why that could be,commenting on how it explains my exotic get-up and such

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I was with my ex best friend and she was a vampire and i was having a baby an gave birth

20 Jun 2024

Dream

February 18-19, 2024 ⁃ Bugs…There was one that was yellow and black..akin to a murder hornet but something else. A black and yellow skull…a narrow beetle that could fly? But was poisonous? ⁃ Bought my younger siblings something from my wishlist as a surprise. A kid Jeep they could drive around. A blanket for warmth and safety. ⁃ The mailman remembered me when delivering the first package and gave me the items right there as we were at an event. ⁃ I remember such a deep sense of fury and anger. I still feel it. ⁃ My abusive mother tried so many times to take credit for what I did. Raising the kids she had including myself, providing emotional support, and protecting them physically. ⁃ Often enough prior to entering the vampire performance(?) I fought my abusive mother. Throwing her, beating her…truly as much as she did to me. ⁃ We went inside. I Noticed the performers were wearing the things I bought for two young toddler girls…including the pants I had set aside for dinner. ⁃ I remember…One of the performers telling me to put on pants? ⁃ Another performer whose vampire fangs were not so fake after all. Tried to eat from my neck. But I stopped him and left, not from fear but from trust. Thinking I would let him do it later, as I had something to take care of. Which he understood and smiled warmly. ⁃ Abusive Mother called paternal grandparents for reinforcements at dinner. After I had to run around and grab so much stuff that she thrown away and gave to others, these were items meant for the abused and neglected children abusive mother had. ⁃ I was furious and I remember my grip tearing through fabric pillows and tossing said pillows in the dumpster. ⁃ Seeing someone familiar with green YMCA Staff shirt running out the door. ⁃ My abusive mother has reigned in all I knew of folks she thought I knew; and they were trying to hide. ⁃ So I commanded they all come out to hear my story. Starting with how “I had to lie to stay alive in the midst of abuse.” But I woke up before I could finish my sentence past, “I had to lie.” I’m still feeling the effects of fury…indignance…the need to prove myself.

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was a vampire flying roof top to roof top trying to escape from humans . I was trying to reach the mountains for safety .

14 Jun 2024

Dream

Old dream I had that reoccurred a lot. It would start out with an open grassy field that was a giant circle, with a forrest as the boundary. The whole thing was a mound with a picnic set up at top. I would approach and when I got there, there would be a hot air ballon for me to get into. When I did we would fly up and shrink way down in size and make our desent back down past the picnic basket and down the field. I would see a castle that only you could see at our small size. When I am getting close I have to fight someone. Usually starts as a goblin but by end if fight was someone I knew. I would get off balloon and enter the castle afterwards and when I enter, the inside is a mix between my aunts house, my own, and a dungeon style castle area. I would turn down the way of my house amd the rest of the house would lock down. I would see a tour going on in the room. The guide was show casing a real vampire cssket with a real vampire in it, waiting for its time to rise. In this room is also a bar cage jail cell with a tiger inside and the tiger is terrified. The guide then decides to open the vampires casket and a vampire starts murdering people. Everyone runs to 1 room while I went to my room where I would always find a friend of mine. The 2 of us would stay on top my bed while we listened to everyone else get slaughtered. I would here my mom from under the door telling me to stay. Then she would die and bleed through the door. Dream usually ended there. One time the vampire was my dad. But I love my dad and have never had problems. I certainly don’t see him as dangerous. Again, this dream happened when I was younger, but it was a reoccurring one.

7 Jun 2024

Dream

Me, a hippie guy named Gorge, and a tall guy with a trenchcoat and fedora named Maston were stuck in this 4 story building, because we didn't want to go outside because the house across from us was infested with undead skeleton horses and teeny tiny bloody fairies that drank blood. Well, me and Maston were finally going to go to that scary house and face the vampire fairies and undead horses, but when we got there, Gorge had betrayed us, and he let us get dragged away by the monsters so he could live. Maston died protecting me, but I ended up getting turned into a vampire fairy

3 Jun 2024

Dream

So I can’t remember everything that happened THERES WAS A BROWN HAIRED GUY I NEARLY FORGOT. He was super cool too! He graffitied the garage with me. I’ve always wanted to graffiti something. I teased that mine was better then his. When I was on the side of the house though I got super anxious my parents would hurt me cause of the graffiti but I think he prepared for that cause when I walked back to the front of the house, all traces of the spray paint was gone 🤷‍♀️anyways skip ahead I was told to go on this date with this blonde guy. Some lady kept saying I was in love with Apollon or something I can’t remember. Anyways I got excited to go on a date. I flew over some trees and saw this big castle. He was waiting out on idk a balcony. I flew over him to be annoying and instead went to this random house further down the road. I knocked all politely on there door and there dumbasses let me in. I ran inside and hugged everyone, jumped on there furniture and showed them how to properly spank a butler 🤪✨ just as one of them was about to reprimand me there was a gentle knock on the door. I got super excited and ran to open it before any of the people could stop me. It was the blonde guy. He had long blonde hair, super pretty. Kinda looked flustered. I grabbed him and was like THANK GOD YOUR HERE WE GOTTA RUN and started pulling him away from the house. I think he was bewildered 🤣 Home bruhz got a lot of surprises coming if he think I’m an “easy girl”. Though he seemed super polite. Like a complete gentleman. I think I like him very much. Kinda reminded me of a vampire 🤷‍♀️ Also before I left the house there was this super nice lady. I can’t remember exactly what she looked like but her energy reminded me of Honey and pink peonies. I think she said she was Hera. She was laughing at my confusion over Zeus. I feel so lost over what’s going on but she wasn’t upset or anything. Kinda motherly honestly. Or like an older sister. She was the lady from the beginning- her hair kinda looked like sweet honey too. Like a darker blonde.

29 May 2024

Dream

Vampire Boy run away vampire Girl run away human Fall Castle halls Lights A/B meaning Alisabeth Behind the castle wall or small wooden shack the man with the long black hair bites the Amber headed girl. Blood pools down to the blanket of white

26 May 2024

Dream

defending a vampire from being attacked by many people. In the dream I defended the vampire as we were in the middle of negotiations and I thought that she’s harmless so I told the people with firmness that they shouldn’t attack the vampire

23 May 2024

Dream

Hiding in fear from vampire ex who was trying to break in to my family's house. Tracking a family member in a shady market