Earring

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I’m in Rome or a mix of said city with another in Italy or Japan We’re sightseeing and then getting away from some shady people that tries to snatch away our shit or better yet ourselves Gothic cathedrals, Trustevere, winded narrow roads and piazzas like Venice My friend drops an earring while running by the river so I come retrieve it, it’s by a sidewalk with some guardrails and park-like section with trees Police comes and takes care of it for us but we don’t rly vibe with them They find lots of other jewelries dropped and forgotten by tourists and makes us identify them My friend’s was this two-stone earring of blur sapphire or lapis lazuli I ask them if I am allowed to take what’s not mine and they shake their head Aw :( There’s this rly cool agate/turtoise shell made long earrings that could probably touch my neck if I wore it There’s some other stuff made of pink-purple ish striped seashells some violet-colored gem earrings, some orange, others jade We begrudgingly only take one more plus what’s ours after long negotiations with the officer Scene changes I’m at Como, Lake Como The weather is cloudy(as I remember it to be when I went there) and surroundings look a bit like a mix of Como and that of towns/sites/regions around Mt. Fuji(Fuji-Yoshida, Fuji city, Lake Yamanaka, Oshino Hakkai) I’m basically doing a parkour metro run through the Italian-looking parts of city streets by the caldera-formed lake, racing against time to retrieve somethings scattered across the map owned by certain NPCs There’s characters from the game Twisted Wonderland and all other kinds of games that I like: Final Fantasy XIV and XV, Assassins’ Creed Revelations and Unity They all explain to me what I’m running from and what I must do and stuff, give me their own two cents on how they take the end of the world(think Termina from The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask) One such person I encounter in a deadend alleyway, Ruggie Bucchi and Malleus Draconia idk we vibe and shit, argue and eventually just go along with the missions Honoerable mentions: Leona Kingscholar, Azul Ashengrotto, some other characters from Twisted Wonderland plus Y’shtola, Thancred Waters, Estinien Wyrmblood from FFXIV, Aranea Highwind from FFXV, etc. Once I come back to the lakeside past the duomo(Cattrdrale di Santa Maria Assunta) it’s kinda sunny and rainy at the same time, rainbow in the sky but everything looks a bit washed and pale, time’s up The whole scenic composition looks loke The Judgement arcana from Rider-Waite-Smith’s tarot

4 Feb 2024

Dream

I once had a dream about my daughter my 2nd born. And it was another nightmare, I can't member all of it but I member most of it an I member my 2 older kids at the time were bout 4 and 6 and for some reason they were walking home from school by themselves which they never did at the time. But they were walking the sidewalk of a busy street near where my mom and dad lived, and I think they were trying to get to a place they knew which was my mom's. But But me, in my dream, I wasn't aware of where they were at. I just remember they were lost and I was looking for them and I was told that they were seen walking on this major, by this main street, over the bridge, like, by my mom's house. And we went looking for them and we couldn't find them and all of a sudden we found my son and he was by himself and we were asking him where his sister was, like, where Fefe was because we couldn't find her and she wasn't with him and he said that she got too close to, um, to the edge, like, there was this big old lake by the bridge, in my dream, and in reality, like, it's a bridge that goes over a river, but in my dream, the river wasn't there, it was a big old lake, like, it was a big old fishing lake, you know what I mean? It was very deep and, uh, my son said once they crossed over the bridge that she got kind of close to the lake, you know what I mean, and she slipped in and she fell into the water and she doesn't know how to swim and so we just panicked, like, my dad and I, like, we called the fire department, the cops, everything, because we were all looking for them anyways, but my dad and I jumped into the lake, we kept getting out and jumping into the lake and we were trying to get to the bottom and we were trying to, like, comb through, like, trying to find her, trying to get her to bring her back up, you know, because we were just, we felt like we were running out of time and, um, we, you know, as much as we kept doing that, we couldn't get her, but, um, soon after, this big old, like, um, tractor or, like, truck or whatever, it had, like, a big old, like, like a, a sweeping spoon, I don't know, I think a big old net, and so they told us to get out of the water so that they could, you know, scoop the bottom of the lake and see if she's in there and, uh, as they did that, they did it a couple times in, um, the area where my dad and I kept jumping in, um, where they swept, they ended up pulling her up and I remember they pulled out of the water and she was just white, like, you know what I mean, like, pale, like, lifeless, you know what I mean, and I could just see her, like, in her outfit, like, her clothes that she would wear to school with her earrings on and she just wasn't breathing and, you know, they, I freaked out in my dream, I just panicked and, uh, I wanted to go get her and they would just, you know, do so that I couldn't touch her and nothing like that and I, I just remember, I just remember waking up from the dream and I grabbed my daughter from the floor and I kept her home from school that day, but I grabbed her off the floor where she was sleeping, like, next to my bed and, um, I just held her and I cried and I cried and I cried and I just held her and I just, because the dream just felt so real, I just, you know, I, and the bad dream has stuck with me, like, it's been, like, four years since I've had that dream and I'll never forget that, I'll never forget that dream.

4 Feb 2024

Dream

I lose my earings my mom bought with me and my memorial necklace that contains my dads ashes in an office at the bank. I panic, crawling on the floor looking for them for a wile. Eventually I do find them at the same time as a manager walks in and offers me lot of money to leave them. I don’t want the money but she writes a personal cheque insisting that I do leave it. I feel really distressed

3 Feb 2024

Dream

I remember one of my dreams being that I had a red dragon tattoo on my arm and traveling around my shoulder going down my torso. I also recall having a golden earring pierced on my cartilage in my ear (it’s not pierced in reality)

23 Jan 2024

Dream

I was having a great time painting the scenery/landscape out the window in this very beautiful light room setup, there was beautiful flowers, very well kept bushes, pretty statues, benches, it looked so dreamy. My ex boyfriend steps in and asks me what I'm painting and I tell him I'm just painting the outside of the window, to which he smiles and says "That looks amazing, I'm proud of you for the work you've done in such a short amount of time" to which I smile back at him and say thank you. He asks me if I'm excited for our road trip and I respond "I'm honestly quite nervous of it, you and I just started being on better terms recently" to which he responds "I promise you there's no Ill will behind this, I actually want to patch things up" to which I respond "I know". There's a time skip of me having a phone call with my friend Fred who knows everything that my ex George has done to me and he isn't too enthusiastic about our trip or about me speaking to him again so he decided to go on the field trip too, and I'm perfectly okay with it. Time skips to me being anxious about being in my first flight, I've never been on a plane before but I'm sitting with both George, who's my ex and my friend Fred. George squeezes my hand and smiles at me and I calm down. The flight goes well and we arrive to our destination. For our trip we had gone to Santiago de Querétaro, which is located in Mexico. My father's mom and some of my uncles and aunts with their own families live there. We went to stay over at my grandmother's house for a couple of days and we loved it. There's a time skip to the next day and it's night time, we are looking at fireworks and a parade going by in front of our street which isn't something usual during that time of the year. In the distance, I notice one of the vans ahead starts to sink into the ground as the driver runs out dramatically and the vehicle disappears, it looked like the earth had just swallowed it, my friend Fred told me to run and we all ran trying to get away from that area. There was an earthquake nearby that cracked parts of the land and made sinkhole gaps, not all of them were too deep, a lot of people were saved and made it out alive while many others weren't as lucky, plenty of lives were lost and that made me distressed. All my family , Fred and my ex were safe. I asked myself why I made it, I didn't feel worthy of avoiding such faith. I don't have kids, I'm not smart, I'm not successful, I haven't had major achievements, I wasn't an outstanding citizen, I was easily discarded and replaceable. I spoke about this to a therapist in Mexico and she said "That's not true, you're more than enough. You just have to remember why you're here" then there's a random time skip to me laying in bed while my ex is getting dressed. We had slept in the same bed since I kept having nightmares and he had been comforting me. I turn to him and thank him for being there and he says "it's not a problem, it's difficult to not want to be here for you" and I ask why and he says "Because I still care about you" to which I ask "I thought you didn't, you've told me you didn't" and he said "I couldn't afford to, but I've healed. You should forgive yourself too" and then I ask him "Are you really willing to just forget everything that happened and all the trauma and start over from zero? When I asked you last time, you got mad and threatened to leave me stranded in the middle of nowhere at night in a parking lot and said you couldn't do that" to which he said "I don't want to remember those times, they hurt me and I do in fact have regrets from all the attempts I ignored from you to salvage what we had, that's why I'm willing to forget it all and forgive because I know that's exactly what you need" and then I told him "But aren't you sacrificing yourself and your needs and pretending to be someone you're not and feeling miserable?" To which he said "No, I just said that to make you feel guilty so you'd stop nagging me about it, I couldn't handle living the consequences of my actions so I just need d time away from it" he then tells me "You were never competing with anitger woman, you were competing with my childhood. You couldn't fix me because you are no match for my wounded inner child" to which I ask "But how is he doing?" And he says "He had closure, he's okay now" then I ask him if we could be intimate once more to which he asks "why do you want to be intimate with me? Is it because of the sexual pleasure?" And I say "no, those are the only few times you actually caress me, kiss me, hold me, look at me without me having to ask you to" he smiles and says "I get it, I'm not good with affection. I know you are in love with me but what you need right now is someone who's emotionally available and unfortunately, I'm not." I begin to tear up and he puts his hand over my head and gives me a tender headpat and says "I have to let you go, and you also have to let me go. It's okay to break your promise, I wouldn't want you to make me your last after how I treated you. Find someone that can give you what you deserved, not what I did" to which he just kind of disappears like sparking dust and fog in the room and becomes a bit of light out the window in this brightly white lit room. I hold my chest and the necklace he had given me which I had been holding in to also disappears in the same manner into the window light. I look out the window and remember I haven't finished my painting so I run to the art studio and begin to finish it to which it was a beautiful garden landscape out a window with a bunch of yellow and white roses around that had beautiful yellow and white butterflies which I had added gold leaf accents for decoration purposes. I really wanted it all to look like a magical painting. I submitted the painting to a contest and won a lot of money and began my career as an artist by drawing my emotions.

5 Jan 2024

Dream

I dreamt about my maternal grandfather. This is very interesting, because he passed away ten years before I was born. I've seen pictures of him in real life, I've been told stories about him in real life, and I've even seen a video of him in real life, but I have never met him, and no known recording of his voice exists. Anyway, in my dream, I'm in the house he built, in the workshop. He's working on something at his workbench. I look in the mirror, and I look like I do in real life: stretched earrings, tattoos, and teal-dyed hair. I become worried that my appearance may be jarring to him, since he was born in the early 1940s and died in the early 1990s. However, I walk up to him anyway, and tap him on the shoulder. He looks at me with a smile, but doesn't say anything. He shows me a pair of brown leather shoes that he's fixing, and a wooden plane. He then takes me into the kitchen, where my maternal grandmother, who passed away when I was 14 years old, has made cookies, pie, and scrambled eggs. My grandparents proceed to waltz around the kitchen, before sitting us all down and beginning the meal. My grandfather and grandmother both remain silent in the dream, but they never stop smiling. This is the happiest dream I've had in years, even though I miss them both dearly. Maybe this is dream is a message, telling me to take it easy, or that everything will be okay.

4 Jan 2024

Dream

Crossing a river in a boat. Tied up. Waiting in port garage still in water pushing up boat to be brought up. Delayed. House. Rooms connecting. Sharing space. Earrings. Two guys trying to take my fence. I walk away. Neighbor isnt home. Back in house. Lots of people moving about. Felt like I'm trying not to be seen. Lights are dim. Bathroom. Wet clothes. Trying to hide peed in clothes. Locked door. At work. Getting students ready for party. Feeling good. Having fun. Manager is taking over every service. I let her but feel like she's not happy with me. Watching video of Managers hyping up some event or project. They dont make sense. Its a rollerena. 2 day weekend to party. Students and I talking excitedly. We get shushed by management. Birthday students show up. I greet them excitedly. I asked student what time the party was. Asked another student to text me the times. We say something goofy to eachother and hug. I wake up

30 Dec 2023

Dream

I was at school eating lunch outside when I dropped all of my pills on the ground. I went to pick them up when someone took my last pill and started walking away. I had to chase them down and I yelled that that was my pill. She gave it back and I think she wanted to be friends. She was a transgender girl. I didn’t talk to her but she followed me back to my bag. I told her lunch was over and I had to leave so I’d maybe see her later. I went to art class and my boyfriend was there. I picked out some new earrings and they were massive and didn’t exactly look like earrings. He asked about how I’d even put those on. Then I realized that the earrings were actually parts of a sculpture that needed to be put together. I put the pieces together the best I could but I couldn’t get all of it. I got frustrated because I couldn’t finish it because some of the pieces didn’t fit together. Then the artists came in and didn’t explain how to put it together and I was even more frustrated. The sculpture looked like an African style totem pole. I put it away on a shelf at the end of class. Then we were all at a beach front bungalow. There were some men in the water who were about to fight due to some drama I didn’t know about. I asked a girl next to me what was happening and she told me a little before she told me to shut my mouth. Then there was a parade where each college had their own float. It was supposed to be cool, but only a few floats appeared and the parade seemed to end. I was talking with my boyfriend about what was happening and a few older people told me to be quiet. Then I was talking with an old friend when suddenly my boyfriend came up behind me and grabbed me by the thighs. It was awkward. Then it jumped to me and my brother in the attic. The walls were lifting up and we could see things we couldn’t see before. Like inside the walls.

14 Nov 2023

Dream

it was a long dream, i feel like something was chasing me, but i’m not very sure about it The thing i remember is that at a certain point i fell on the ground and realised i was at the beach, in the sand i found an earring that i lost a few weeks ago, so i started searching and finding more jewellery that i wanted but never actually bought

10 Nov 2023

Dream

I was in an Asian grocery store with friends. My vision started to become distorted and I was afraid to be embarrassed because of my appearance to others. The 2 girls and I ran out to a dark forest where there was a scary animal but we didn't get hurt. We went to a cabin and watched Elvira movies until my mom came in and I cussed at her screaming about how much I hate people and I hate making friends and just I hate myself. She started yelling and tried to control me and my friends. Me and my friends escaped the room and I grabbed gothic necklaces and earrings of ankh and crosses. My friends were freezing and posed like they had a hangover in the bathroom. My mom got taller and changed her appearance wearing a black latex suit acting like she was the authority and power over us. We met a group of guys with motorcycles that looked like wannabe punks. They gave my friends their waxed underarm hairs on papers as my friends tried to make books out of papers and the guys tried to get on to us forcing their bodies onto my friends.

26 Oct 2023

Dream

I’ve been working on magic spell work I think in my dreams lately. The last dream I awoke from was of myself, black fingernail paint, with one turquoise dot on one thumbnail and one purpleish-magenta spot on my other thumbnail. I remember finding an earring, one that I loved and had lost some time ago. I found it right in my pocket, and it was slightly bent, but I was able to bend it back to fix it. Still just as beautiful.. I remember doing some kind of Divination work under what looked to be the eclipse moon.

19 Oct 2023

Dream

in my dream there was a shopping place and its been in my dreams before, its a hexagon shaped room and its not too big but it has 30 floors but theyre all underground. each floor has different things, in this dream i visited the accessories floor where i was looking at earings and halloween stuff then i went to a disney floor but i didnt like anything there. the outside of this place is dark and hidden down an alleyway but a lot of people knew where it was, you get into an elevator that looks a little rundown or you take the stairs. when i first got there i was in the elevator with my friend i havent spoken to in a while and a couple of other people i recognised, some i didn’t, then i split apart from them.