Bike

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I had 2 other dreams and it was crazy the first 1 was about my dad and my almost 4 y.o. Sister and how she needed her face washed but I had an actual face cloth and cleanser so she wouldn’t have issues breaking out my dad was like “Just use this” but my autism was hyperfixated on making sure she had the right type of cloth but I had to go home to get it so I drove recklessly (I don’t have a license) and it turned into the video game grand theft auto San Andreas I went from a white truck to a super cool red 1 that crashed then to a bike and it was nerve wracking. The 2nd dream was me at my Mema’s and I think I might’ve been going through something but all I know is that she and Natalie Nunn were both there talking to me about life and trying to move forward with life etc Natalie’s daughter was at the kitchen table drawing something and Natalie said “That’s why I wanna move back to Miami it’s nothing good out here” (I live in Virginia though) then the songs “Set Me Free” and “Overloved” by Raven-Symone came on and as I’m singing my Mema asks me do I want to be committed to a grave forever? And I say “No” I’m guessing she thought I was suicidal or maybe I was and she was just checking on my mental

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I learned to ride bicycle

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was talking to my dad in the kitchen while a massive storm raged outside (so strong the wind was blowing things around inside the house from an open window). The conversation was mainly about me telling him he has to make sure he has food in the house so my little brother can feed himself once I move out. A reflection of us not normally having cooking ingredients at home and my brother frequently having to figure out his own food if I didn’t feed him since we were little. My brother came into the kitchen, his under the counter for a moment, then left. We followed him to the gate as he got on his bike to leave (going to hang with friends) in the middle of the storm. As it thundered and lighting lit up the sky he rode off. We tried to close the gate (big iron gate) but it wouldn’t lock. Then I woke up

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I was doing a triathlon and couldn't find my bike so I couldn't finish it

30 Jun 2024

Dream

My most recent dream was this guy was being suspected for some thing and I was with like some friend or somebody that was investigating and we go behind someplace and we see that there’s like a bunch of blood smear from this guy and he sees that the guy left with the bike, but then he hears that something stayed in the shed And I kinda already feel like it’s a beast or something because I feel like I just already knew it and it’s also my dream so I almost manifested it and I like run and the door open and the door swinging open pushes me up to fly up on top of this crate crate that the stranger things like beast was hiding inside and it felt kind of like one of those scenes and then investigator friend gets eaten by the big beast monster and then it starts trying to come after me and I kinda run circles with it around the crate, and I think it wakes me up. if I had to guess the person that was investigating was my old neighbor friend named Angel and he kept going around locations where security like stands in front of us and says we can’t come any further so I just ask him do you really like hanging out in places when we’re right next to security and asking us not to go any further, because it’s anxiety to me.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

The dreaming had started where I was with a younger version of my brother. It was dead of winter cold and dark outside. Before us was a burger King I specifically remembered that it was a burger King because of the purple burger King bags. It was snowy and my brother Clay and I where outside the burger King completely naked and young. We saw a ritual pond. The pond wasn't very deep with water but had a large layer of ice built up from the snow on the ground. I was so cold in the dream I started picking up snow from the ground and packing it on my body to try and retain a little bit of heat until the snow melted. Suddenly as I stepped into the ritual pond some of the ice broke. I fell in the shallow water on my back and the water was warm. Like a bath. I started to splash around yelling at my young brother that it was warm he should get in. I decided in the dream that I should make a snowboard out of the snow that had built up on various steps in this pond. I began trying to mold a snow board made of ice and snow but to no avail. I then decided to jump down a hill behind the burger King, down the hill was a harbor and on that harbor was a massive ship port. I jumped in humanly down the hill and landed near two guards. Those guards had dirt bikes. I began stealing one. I started to ride off after the guard hit me a few times. After pulling off the bike started pulling to the right. But I didn't crash my brother started running and cheering me on as the guards gave chase waving thier swords. I kept driving the sputtering of the motor from the bike was loud and snow bellowed up from each side of the wheels as I rode which splashed some of the cold up into my face. I reached a dead end which was a loading area to another level. I doubled past the guards which had belived I went through the portal to the other level and met up with my brother who had kept cheering me on about me running. Suddenly a darkness and anxiety washed over me. We rode the bike a bit more but realized the only way we could leave the area was through the portal to the next area. We didn't want to leave our bike behind and it disappointed us, my brother then found a small hole in a fence which looked to defy the laws of this worlds physics but it had a large text over it that told us to enter it. My brother looked at me and then smiled and walked through. When he did a lump in my throat formed as I knew that what he just entered lead to the same place as the other portal and no matter what choices we made as young children we still had to go to the next place in this dream world. I accepted my fate even though I wanted to stay I knew it wouldn't last forever. I walked through the secret passage. I then was transported to a large yellow walled building with checkers floors and I was standing infront of a large mirror with my brother Clay. We suddenly started changing in to deformed amalgamations of discusting creatures. I became as round as a ball with a large eye in the middle of my body and my limbs where all streached out and large and hairy. I wasn't able to see my brother but my soul was screaming. I then awoke To my mother. I was 25 years old and with my mom and my brother Noah and my wife. I had the most terrible nightmare. I began trying to explain and relive my dream telling my mom about my dream. She kept trying to stop me from discussing it as it was just a dream. I was shocked and sad nobody wanted to listen to my dream and help me find the meaning. I started trying to explain again each time I began explaining the dream I had got more foggy and unreliable. My mom started to explain to me that my brother from the dream was now coming to visit. My brother from the dream was also now calling himself a woman and dresses like a woman. I started to become frantic with anxiety. Upon arrival of my brother who came home from the army with all his stuff he showed up and I was supposed to spend the day with him. Trying to relive my dream. I began trying to choke him by putting him in a head lock and seemingly unphased by my attacks. He made remakes on my techniques and even criticized me on my abilities to attack him even though he is a woman. I began to grow frustrated trying harder and harder until I gave up. From that point I started to yell at him and cast him out but nothing that I did could get him to leave me be and leave me alone. I began to realize around this time that I was in some wierd dream scape again. An extremely odd world with was filled with bizarre wonders and physics defying buildings and structures. I started to sob. Clay showing me all his stuff his cloths, talking about mom. He began to unpack having a normal one sided conversation. He pulled out big boxes and inside them he had plastic bags filled with booklets of his personal drawings and art he made. I remember from this dream seeing them each one was crude like a young boy had drawn them. They where good drawing impressive for a 12-13 year old. I started flipping through the pages of some of the booklets and saw little pokemon and characters he had drawn along side a name and type. Even the hand writing was child like. Seeing the drawings sitting there seeing this child like stuff then made me feel overwhelmed with sadness for my brother. I didn't feel sad for myself or sad for him but this melancholy feeling began to make me writhe with the most overwhelming sadness that I have ever felt for another person in directly. I looked down at clays drawings and but at Clay who was closely watching my body language checking to see if I had approved of the art. My face remand blank but I had felt so incredibly sad and melancholy. I then woke up feeling frantic and scared.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at a ski resort with my sister and Jojo. we got on the chairlift at night, but it wasn’t snowy and there was no snow on the ground. We were surrounded by pine trees. Each of us had our own chairlift I was in the front and then there was JoJo and then there was Sadie. There was some eerie feeling about going down this chair lift at night and all of a sudden when I looked back, I saw my sister as her self standing down on the ground behind jojo and I. I had no idea how said he got down there but me and Jojo are still on the chairlift. My sister looked at me kind of sad and disappointed that I was leaving her, but I I had no choice. I was still on the chair and she said she’ll meet us inside the ski Lodge. As joão and I continue going down the chairlift somehow JoJo’s chairlift started getting closer and closer to mine until she was nearly on top of me. I remember looking up at her and knowing something this was going to happen. All of a sudden, a dark ghostly figure sucked itself into my mouth from JoJo. When it entered me, I felt a whirlwind in my body. I try to stay calm and just let it play out, but it felt like it wasn’t going away unless I fought it and forced it out of my body. I felt as though the fight matter because it felt like I was almost fighting with myself. I would pin it down, but it’s still one to come back at me and it almost felt like it was a part of me. When I finished tussling with this thing, I woke up in my bed and outside my bedroom door was still dark out. I checked the clock and it said 4:38am. I saw an old high school classmate biking to school with a small backpack and a school bus getting ready to pick up kids which felt strange because it was still very early. I went back to sleep in the dream and that black go, figure came back again, and the tussle began again. I again tried to just let it go by and threw me in my body being stronger than it by encompassing love but again that black ghostly whirlwind into my body wouldn’t go away until I fought it off again. In my dream, I woke up again and was walking in a underground parking garage. One of my ex-girlfriend walked past me. We didn’t say anything. We just acknowledge each other and continue going on our way. I want to take the elevator up to my room and accidentally went to the floor above my room, which was floor 7 instead of floor 6. When I got to floor seven, I walked out, and saw an old classmate and friend Alex Bailey, who was playing with the soccer ball and realized that it was my floor and walked back into the elevator, and I was caught by surprise because there was a black guy in the elevator. It scared me he laughed, and I asked him have you been here the entire time he said yes And I had no idea he was there I was surprised that I didn’t notice him. I finally made it to my room again and went to lay down and yet again the dark black ghost came to my body and again I had to experience this whirlwind go through me as I tried to just accept it, let it go and take it course, but it seemed like it wouldn’t stop until I fought it so I fought it again. When I woke up again I woke up to a muscular black guy in a hot tub behind me that looked like Jamie Foxx. Then all of a sudden a black lady appeared in the hot tub and they started having sex. As I finally woke up from the dream in real life, I felt disappointed that I wasn’t able to allow this black ghost in the whirlwind created to naturally pass through me. I also noticed that I had a tightness and contraction right where my heart chakra is.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that I was riding my bike in a neighborhood and in my dream I did this at a certain time every day and apparently my bf lives in my neighborhood so he would come outside his house to say hi and talk every time. But this time I stayed longer and we some how ended up going to the pool with his grandmother and swam for a while. I remember in the dream I started to get scared cause I hadn’t told my mom where I was going (like to the pool with them). I didn’t tell her I was with him and his grandmother so I remember leaving and going home on my bike after like an hour or so of being there.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in my old house that was raised in at my hometown where I was riding a bike and saw a guy afar watching me and he was also on a bike so I rode my bike to the backyard and hid it inside a shack and walked inside through the back door and at the time I realized I was with my older brother Arnold earlier in the house then as I walked inside it was my other brother Pete not my other brother so as I look outside the front window I saw loud noises two ambulance trucks speeding with their sirens and while they made a complete u turn heading the East two 18 Wheelers were right behind them they were going so fast that I couldn't believe what I was seeing then they all crashed into my neighbor's house 2 houses away then the explosion occured when i decided to walk outside to help or something i was wearing only one glove on my Left hand then my other brothers came to follow me when I noticed it was my other brothers name noel and leonard and while at the time our heads were missing and white cloud of smoke was coming out our heads when other people were approaching us yelling and screaming running around panicking away from the explosion

19 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was walking home, though I was in the area where I grew up in when I was from ages 5-14 walking to my old home. I seen a cute guy on a bike ahead to whom was going the same direction I was and I began jogging to him and I continued as making it my daily routine to jog behind a biker going in the direction of my old home. I did tell some people about it, who thought it was a good idea and while being in my old room it kinda transitioned into an office and they were creating the wooden blocks with people’s names on it and I was interested in one so they made one for me and my mother.

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I had just gotten off my bike at my house when I knocked the bike over. In the basket there was a growth spell. I remember that I knocked it over and was incredibly anxious thag something bad was going to happen but I was in a rush to get inside so I just chose to leave it there. When I was inside I was just walking around when I heard large footsteps outside the house. The panic immediately set it and I started locking all the doors. When I looked through the windows before closing the blinds I saw an abnormally large squirrel eye ball. I ran down to my moms bathroom and had my little nephew hide in the bathtub with me the large squirrel was shaking the house vigorously

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was living in LA on my own. I was young maybe in my 20's-30's and I was going to the Dr.'s. I was riding a red bike through the busy streets and I couldn't look up the address and ride the bike at the same time so I pulled in to a parking garage to stop and pull up the address on my phone. When I did that a valley came up to me trying to help and when I told him I didn't want help he grabbed my phone and we struggled for it. I was so mad! He just wouldn't let go. Finally he did and I went into the building to complain about him, but everyone was so busy they didn't want to listen. Finally, I got a hold of someone a man and a woman who worked there. Everyone was wearing a red and black uniform that looked a bit like a porter from the 1930's. It took a long time to convince them that the man had grabbed my phone and was fighting with me, but finally the woman said, "Why won't you believe her when she tells you this? Listen to her!!!" I felt better that someone believed me, but the man still wouldn't do anything about it. Finally, I gave up on getting any real satisfaction, and realized that I wasn't going to make my appointment. It started raining and my red bike was out on the terrace. I wanted to get it in but couldn't. The building I was in looked a bit like a movie theater on the inside with plush red carpets and lots of stairs everywhere, white walls, black railings. The men working there all had black hair and I think they were Asian. The only woman working there was white with sandy brown long curly hair ties in a low ponytail. We could see the terrace through a wall of glass doors. Some would open and some would not. I began collecting things because I noticed more and more of my things lying around. Once the rain cleared I went bAck and forth taking my things outside to put them with my bike. Soon more people started coming and they brought their things in suitcases. It seemed like suddenly we were in an airport but the building looked the same. We were all waiting and waiting, sitting on the floor, crowded together. I gave some candy to some little girls and when I saw their mother, a small black woman with curly hair, I said, 'Im a bad influence." Someone behind me started talking about Sidney Portia and I said, "I met his wife on a plane. She was so nice.". When the woman asked more, somewhat skeptically I said, " It was his second wife, after the kids were grown. We were flying from CA to NYC.". This seemed to convince her. Finally, some kind of transportation arrived and I realized it was the next day and I wasn't sure where all my things were. I was afraid they'd been stolen but they hadn't. At that point I woke up with a song from my childhood that I think my mom used to sing, in my head.