16 Jun 2024
Dream
I have reoccurring dreams about catching my ex’s (they rotate I can feel it, I can’t see which ex but I can almost feel like it’s a combo of em all in one entity) and I noticed all my sex toys has been placed in other areas of the house, porn stashed somewhere, and when confronted they always get defensive and gaslight me. Here’s where it takes a dark turn. Instead of coming clean, things get heated and violent. It turns into an attempted murder with stabbing. Everything is being audio recorded somehow and he does attack me, all while his new lover is listening in on this… it’s like he blacked out from rage, and then stopped suddenly realizing what he’d done and stopped. I survive. Out of nowhere there’s a voice that’s narrating and it’s HER, like a movie and she said “Have you ever seen your lover kill his?? I have, and that’s what did it for me” ie not wanting to stick around to being his new gf. Then somewhere in there I’m telling this story to my best friend and we both started to cry about the whole situation and because we can go back and listen to the audio. Also idk how the events came about but a car accident is involved somehow, maybe it was a message but it wasn’t my car, I just remember seeing the car and the terrible shape it was in… which ended up being my car that insurance wouldn’t call it a total so I could get coverage.
