1 Mar 2025
Dream
In the dream I just had, I was back home in my dining room that had a clear door leading out to the deck. It was dark outside, and it seemed to be getting ready to rain—the wind was whistling and when I stuck my hand out I could feel droplets of an incoming storm, possibly.
The darkness only made me a bit uneasy, so I turned on the deck's light, only to see a small herd of deer loitering about!
They were all so cute and kind. There were about five I spotted at first, just barely out of reach, but they would nudge themselves closer to me and address me with curiosity no matter our proximity. To the side of their little group, I also noticed a stag, that which I was very happy to see. I gushed to him and petted the very tip of his snout that I could reach. I soon shooed them away though, worried that the drizzles I felt outside may turn into a heavy storm.
The stag stared at me for a moment before leading his herd farther off while I cooed and frantically waved them off.
I got back inside my home after that encounter, preparing my home.
I could see that my pet animals didn't care, but were a bit curious as to what I was doing at the large screen window, they would tilt their heads at me. I smiled in acknowledgment before continuing.
I drew down some curtains I could find, occasionally checking in on the dark outside area through the door with a peek and the deck's light. I was worried that something scary or unusual would appear there, but there never was such a thing. Not even an uneasy feeling of something else other than me being there. I was no longer as scared, but I kept going just to be generally prepared for the storm.
I covered the giant window door as best as I could with some heavy curtains, and found some religious pendants on the table. I was reminded of my grandfather's reckless and impulsive online shopping trends, and figured he must have bought them at some point.
There were five necklaces, three of which I used. Those three were that of some make-up of crystals that I cannot remember, another gold chain with a symbolic pendant I don't recall as I did in the dream, and another golden Buddha necklace.
I hung them all among the window for protection and peace. The two necklaces I left, however, I had laid onto the counter next to me—as I didn't feel comfortable or confident in using them. They both harbored symbols of Satan and Beelzebub, both on gold chains with various pendants. The larger of the two, had the appearance of Beelzebub on it, I think. The goatish man in a squaring, "as above so below" position. I had a bit of a mind to use it, but I personally did not know what Beelzebub stood for and his benefits so I left his pendant alone. The other was a simpler symbol of Satan but I cannot remember it's exact likeness.
Either way, Inwas satisfied with how I prepared for any storm if it would come. I went on to cook something warm in my living room, scraping against a pan with minced meat in it. It may have been beef, and I don't eat beef, but Inwas also partially cooking for the house so I thought to make it for my grandpa and mommy in the dream.
