26 Aug 2025
Dream
I had a dream last night that I was in the car with some people, and there was a guy driving that I did not recognize. I think he was drinking because we were on this curvy road and some cops were parked along the side of the road, I kept having to tell him to slow down. As we were passing them I saw Ronnie walking toward the way we were driving, and thought we were picking him up. He started yelling something, and looking past my truck. I assumed he was talking about the cops. I told the guy to pull over and let Ronnie in the driver seat. He looked off but started driving. We were in a canyon, and I don't remember how exactly, but I could tell he was super fucked up. I got upset and told him to switch me places, and as I started driving, I kept falling off the side of the canyon, which is a road I knew well. I eventually got us to where we were going, which was a house. While there I confronted Ronnie, and he told me he had just went and picked up from some chick. At that moment I realized he wasn't planning on seeing me, and me picking him up. It was actually the girl who was behind my truck that he was saying something to. The way he told me, told me this was not a good situation between him and her. I knew something was happening between them. I started to freak out on him. The girl who's house we went to was a friend of mine, and said she also knew the female. She was not saying very good things about her. As I was crying my eyes out to him, he told me he was leaving with her. I insisted he wasn't, but then she showed up. I was sobbing my eyes out, and was hurting so bad, and started begging him not to go. The way he looked at me was almost disgusted, and he said something along the lines of saying he really didn't care at all, and it was my fault why he was doing it. Then they left.
