9 May 2025
Dream
I had a dream where my sister's asked me if I could share some of my apple juice with them. I relucdntly agreed and I poured some of it into big glasses, one of my sister's tried to drink it from the big glass but I screamed at her to not touch it cuz it's not for her. I poured her a glass but then mixed it with water because she was annoying and I didn't rlly wanna share my juice, I only did it cuz my mom asked me to. Anyways, I has to figure out what to do with the rest of the juice, I didn't notice it back then, but it multiplied, so I had to store it somehow. While I was figuring out how to store it, my mom and my family members decided to make 2 cakes, which they would be putting in the fridge. Now the landscape has shifted, I was also making a cake instead of trying to fit juices into the fridge. I was kinda stuck on the last part of making my cake, so instead of asking my mom for help, I asked my cousin while my mom watched. She said "well u have to use chocolate", and I decided that I would use chocolate for the outer layer. You see I have eczema and any other time I'd say no, but this time I started saying yes to chocolate, knowing I'm alergic and that it makes my eczema worse. I had a few situations like this in real life, which were little mistakes. Anyways, back to the dream, the dream transfers into another scene. I was walking on a sidewalk from my home to help my uncles with building something. I was very tired and weak, but noone understood this. This situation happens in real life way too often, when my eczema gets worse, nobody understands how energy draining it is and how demotivated I feel. This makes me angry. But anyways, back to the dream, while I was walking on the side walk all huched over 90 degrees, some stranger asked me if I want a pint of vodka, I said no. See now that I turned 18, my extended family in real life keep asking me if I want a shot of vodka, and peer pressure me into drinking alcohol, it sucks, I hate what they're doing. Back to the dream, when I arrive, I see the men that offered me vodka go to a house near my workplace and I tell my uncle that they wanted me to drink a shot of vodka. Anyways, now I'm at the top of my grandma's house and I fly down to a church bell that started to ring, it was located in front of her house. I was hoping that while the bells were ringing, they would break, but they didn't. While I was thinking abt what to do, a narrator told me that this church bell and the building were going to get destroyed soon. Which made me happy, I decided to throw a stick at one of the windows, which broke it, but the damage wasn't apparent, like the stick flew through the closed window.
